Almost 3am trigun brianrot time! This is long so be prepared
Tldr: it's about my idea of trigun 98 being the body, stampede the mind and trimax the soul
Ok so I was thinking about how TF I'm gonna handle trimax for @vashsscoreboardofpain (follow that is gonna be funny) and then I remembered an idea for a master post I wanted to do. I still want to make it but sadly I'm not at a stable position rn to do so. Maybe one day. But I still wanted to put that idea cuz it's slowly taking more form
Now, when I mean X is Y I mean it in a "this version of trigun has everything yes, but highlights Y the most and I think that's neat." Also it applies for all the characters but tonight I'm gonna focus on vash cuz im a vash enjoyer first and a person second. Yes my favorite character is the main one sue me.
Anyway, let's go
Trigun 98 is the body and vash encapsulates this idea in an interesting way. Plant powers aren't really a thing in this version so he is more like a super human with a fucked up arm. This makes him the closes to humans he's ever gonna be. But even if he doesn't have powers on this one, it was his and knives' bodies the cause that one guy's fear (its 3am I don't remember). He's afraid of how fast they grow and how much they learn. 98 also highlights vash's body being like everyone else's. He gets hurt multiple times, he needs nurses and kind people to look after him. Not only during the eriks episode but also on the episode after he kills legato. He also shows vulnerability by getting so drunk he needs to really focus to aim. He needs food and water. 98 Vash is really the closest one to humanity than the other 2, but only because of his physical attributes. Only because of his body, which bring him trouble most of the time. His vulnerable body is the cause of his misery, but it also allowed him to get close to people
Stampede is the mind cuz yeah, they had a specific mind palace episode (which I loved I ate that shit right up) but also because it does give us an easier access to everyone's mental state. We get to see this vash speedrun so many psychological problems in 12 episodes and is not gonna slow down. We literally get to see the guilt and terrors that plague his mind and how his mental fortitude exists thanks to other people. Also if you notice it, people just diagnose him left and right on stampede. Roberto picks up the ED signs, most characters tell him he has a death wish, nai straight up tells him he's doing good things out of guilt and vash allows himself to think about his contradictions outloud in episode 12 and why does he do the things he does (something that would be a therapy exercise I wanna say). Stampede is the mind cuz everyone is getting retrospective
And finally, trimax is the soul because it has more time to dwell on the characters emotions than any other version will ever give us. Instead of straight up diagnosis, trimax will give us panels to show us how vash feels about a situation. Instead of showing vash hurt from the horrors done to his body, trimax will focus on his pain. On his eyes that refuse to look at his own terrifying body that we can see, but only he can feel. What I mean is trimax is designed to drown us with emotion. The other versions are emotional af too, but trimax has that raw emotion up its sleeve. Trimax does nor dwell on the multiple scars vash has or his many Many mental problems. It shows us how fucked up vash's thoughts are about his body and his sins and we get to say "ohhhh...oh no". Trimaxs emotion is so heavy to bear that the body nor the mind are still present, but in comparison to the soul, they aren't highlighted. People say eyes are the windows of the soul and honestly I feel like you can learn so much of vash just from looking at his eyes. Once you focus on his soul and emotions you just can't let go of the feeling that this man will be drowned by his own emotions. Both positive and negative.
I want to rewrite this one day. Fuck, I'm pretty sure I got the Google doc somewhere. But I also wanted to put that idea out there. Because this doesn't mean one version is better than the other. It means that they all highlight different parts but they all end up in the same conclusion: trigun is about connections and alienation and love and peace
And vash needing therapy. Desperately.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❪ ⠀ * ⠀ ─ hello! i’m so excited for this genuinely, it is so seksi and socks + soda did such an amazing job with it. eunjung is my newest muse and the best way i can describe her is if you took a garden snake and aged it up manually in the sims and then took it into the spore game and gave it lips and made it a predator. in other words, my very own looks like a cinnamon roll could k-word you ( kiss? kill? your choice <3 ). this intro is a condensed version of my goog dooc and it’s still long <3 pls love n plot w me anyway. love u guys.
❪ kang mina, cis woman, she / her, twenty one. ❫ i can feel red energy, that must be yun eunjung. the third year print journalism & international relations major works as a bookkeeper at the house of the lucky gander, and is known around the manor as the yellow wallpaper. i’ve heard whispers about how they’re critical and pedantic, but everyone says they’re persevering and formidable. i don’t know what to believe... but with cc pulling the strings...
links: google doc, pinterest, stats, wanted connections.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭
full name : yun eunjung
nickname(s) / alias(es) : emma yoon ( english name, not used ), tbd
age / dob : twenty one / apr 18 ‘99
hometown : tbd , oregon
current location : fortuna , maine
ethnicity : korean
nationality : english
gender : cis woman
pronouns : she / her
orientation : bisexual
religion : agnostic.
family : yun hajun ( father, alive ), han minji ( mother, alive ), yun eunsang ( twin brother, status unknown ), yun sangjung ( younger brother, deceased ).
face claim : kang mina
language(s) spoken : korean ( first language ), english
speech : sharp tongued. she’s a lot of opinions and a lot of things to say, therefore has never learned how to phrase things in a way that would deem her polite. often blunt, she’ll be quick to rip off the bandaid and just say what needs to be said. she doesn’t speak with much class or extravagancies, rather falls toward crassness and crudeness due to her upbringing.
hair : quite dark, a nice chocolate in the sun and a cool onyx in the dark. often tied back, though eunjung is only ever seen with her hair in two distinct styles: tied back messily or let down naturally. her hair falls straight as if it’s been flat ironed.
eyes : big, round, and doe eyed, a dark brown in color. quite the weapon to use when she’s in trouble or when she needs to talk her way out of something ( to proclaim innocence ).
height : five feet , seven inches.
build : lithe. as a former volleyball player, she has kept her shape up with rigorous conditioning ( mainly because if she’s to admit it, if she doesn’t she kind of gets lost in the walls ).
tattoos : none .
piercings : only earlobes .
scars : multiple from surgeries at sixteen.
clothing style : preppy, thanks to her settlement money and her own personal taste. never a hair out of place due to her perfectionistic personality and nature, though if you catch her on any given night, you’ll see her true colors shine through with old ( very old ) sweatpants and a hoodie that has someone else’s name written on the tag in hangul.
usual expression : sour, bitter – life has handed her a poor hand and she’ll make it everyone’s problem. she has one usual expression and it’s resting mean face; not the kind of person to wear her heart on her sleeve, she looks the exact same when she looks happy as she does sad, though – she’s great at acting and lying and you’ve never lived until you’ve watched her go from :| to :) in two seconds.
distinguishing characteristics : doe eyes that scream tragedy – reflecting the stars in the night sky if caught just right, the tilt of her lips when she clearly wants something to work in her favor.
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❪ almost directly copied from my google doc i’m sorry ❫
mbti: istj-a, the logistician / most who know her would assume her to be extroverted. not the most reserved in a room and always quick to speak up when she deems it necessary. but, like most logisticians – she’s always had a sharp, fact-based mind. she has always been self sufficient and hates relying on others, often seeing it as a weakness. she is sharp, dedicated and ambitious enough to accomplish whatever she wants to accomplish.
enneagram: 6w5, the guardian / like most of this type, her biggest fear is losing her guidance and stability, which translates into her skepticism of the world. therefore, it often leads to eunjung protecting those she is loyal to, but most importantly: herself. she will often think logically and analytically, solving problems practically and efficiently but she will often be selfish and can come off as cold as a result for her actions.
moral alignment: chaotic evil / eunjung has never been the most – angelic person, though she likes to pretend she is. at the end of the day, after everything she has been through, she has grown to be selfish – prioritizing her own personal gain and pleasure above all good and evil, right and wrong. it could be argued that she belongs in chaotic neutral, but she has no care for law and order, nor a real feeling of her morality anymore.
hogwarts house: slytherin / another reminder of her selfishness and how much she cares about her own well being. all her life as well, she has been told that she is shrewd and too ambitious for her own good which has only given her an incessant drive to prove them all wrong. when it comes down to it, like most slytherins, she will try to view every possible outcome until she finds the outcome that will benefit her the most.
comparable characters: juliet capulet ( romeo & juliet ), jennifer check ( jennifer’s body ), rosalie hale ( twilight ), blair waldorf ( gossip girl ), sansa stark ( game of thrones ).
the rundown: as smart as she is selfish, life has just twisted her to be a bit cold. she isn’t cruel by any means, nor does she necessarily wish hurt and evil upon those around her, but eunjung’s huge main character complex often leads to her priorities being: 1. eunjung 2. yun eunjung 3. eunjung yun. her biggest trait will always be selfishness, followed closely by her rash belief that she is the best in the room at all times.
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trigger warnings: alcoholism + death
this is a rundown on the biography / death / back room / glass person in the google doc, also better written / explained because it’s not prosey <3
hajun is not a good father, he never has been. from a very young age, all eunjung has heard from him are his drunken spirals about how great they used to be. his surname was once held in a high regard, the name of an empress and he has always dwindled about to the three yun children that because of the greatness he has passed onto them, they must be great too.
eunjung has only ever viewed his spiels as hypocritical though. she has only ever known her dad as a mean drunk who lives in the dirtiest, most run down house in town with his poor three kids. her twin brother, eunsang, her younger brother, sangjung, and her spend their childhoods taking care of each other because nobody else will. their mother does something, they never know what because she only arrives with enough money for groceries and bills and then she leaves.
it’s that way for most of her childhood and most of her life. it’s a continuous cycle of eunjung + eunsang taking care of sangjung ( who starts going my samuel when he’s ten and the twins are twelve. the twins have english names, too, but eunjung has too much pride – like her father – and eunsang is the eldest and will do whatever his twin does out of love ) and eunjung is just – quite the difficult child. she speaks her mind and all of her opinions, as well as letting the festering anger within her too grow because she doesn’t know what else to do with it.
death tw. anyway, by sixteen, she’s just this bitter girl that the boys hook up with because she’s the poor girl from the dirty house on the rundown street. she’s got a reputation as a shrew around town, but she’s fine with being a shrew if she still gets her way. samuel is much more popular than either of the twins ( who are epitome of bad boy / bad girl from the wrong side of the tracks ) and is invited to a party at fourteen. it’s tradition to party in this abandoned mansion out in the woods and basically, an accident happens and samuel is pushed from the second story balcony into the foyer and d-words.
he’d called eunjung before dying though, asking for a ride so the twins had went to go get him but instead found him dead. while trying to figure out what had happened, she spots some kid that doesn’t like her still lingering around so she tries to chase him and he.... like.... pushes her off too and she d-words. end tw.
her back room is just this little room and she still to this day doesn’t know how much time she spent in there because it was just so confusing, all she remembers is that she ( or someone ) was trying to convince herself that she was home and that everything was fine. but, she’s a bitch and was like “uh, actually, i’ve never had a home <3″ and broke out of whatever spell.
her glass person is just her. identical, but trapped in the walls underneath the ugly yellow wallpaper in the room she was in. same as her, just more lifeless and it is really the only thing that still scares her – and it tried to escape the walls, but it couldn’t. the lasting effect is that if she’s alone in a room for more than an hour she swears the walls start stretching like someone’s behind it and just always feeling like she’s being watched. she also doesn’t like looking at her own reflection that much anymore because it just reminds her of her glass person.
anyway, she survives miraculously and after testifying and blah blah blah ( i did research on settlements and i still didn’t understand so ), the family of the kid who pushed her off – and probably samuel – gives the yun family a huge sum of money for their troubles and calls it a settlement. it comes with the condition that eunjung doesn’t sue or bring them up ever again and she’s like fine that’s cool, whatever, i’m rich now.
but her parents still aren’t happy and before samuel’s funeral, eunsang runs away from home, leaving them with only the daughter that neither of them really wanted. she still pushes forward though and ends school as valedictorian, prom queen, etc. and heads to fortuna because she really doesn’t think she can go anywhere and also her counselors are ass <3
she’s studying international relations + print journalism, her hopes are diplomacy or something, but she just chose the majors that she tested highest on on that career test i can’t choose. yeah.
please plot w me i have my wc linked up there or at /w. i love u all i’m sorry this was long.
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14 with Bingle? It'll be fun to see an uncontrollable fucking Google :P
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14) “Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop.”
“What do you need?” Google asked, eyes still on his computer screen as Bing wrapped his arms around him from behind.
“It’s late, Googs,” Bing said in a soft whine.
“I’m almost done, you can go to bed,” Google stated.
“But I really want you in bed with me.” Bing slowly moved his hands to Google’s chest, pressing a kiss to the crook of his neck.
“I’ll cuddle you as soon as I’m done,” Google asked, his mind too focused on his task to catch on to Bing’s, not so subtle, hint.
“That’s not what I want, dear.” Bing’s voice dropped, but it still wasn’t enough to get Google’s full attention.
“What do you want?”
“I want you to fuck hard enough to break the bed,” Bing whispered, hands now traveling down further along Google’s body. “Fuck me so that I only know your name. Fuck me to the point of begging for you to keep going and going-” Bing’s hands stopped at Google’s thighs. “-and going so that all I could ever want is your cock inside of me.”
“O-Okay.” Google quickly scrambled to his feet, shutting the laptop. “I think it can wait until the morning.” He added, turning to face a grinning Bing.
“That’s what I thought.” Bing’s chuckle soon became a giggle as he was suddenly lifted and placed on the nearby bed. Google placed a few kisses along Bing’s jaw and was a little shocked that Bing was already tugging at his shirt. Google figured Bing was in one of his ‘touchy’ moods and slipped off his shirt, catching the Bing was doing the same. He waited for Bing to start his ‘tracing every detail’ of his chest, but he went straight for taking off his pant and started working on Google’s.
“Someone’s excited.” Google couldn’t help from comment as he kicked his pants and underwear away.
“Fuck the foreplay and fuck me,” Bing stated, getting his own undergarments off and pulling Google in for a kiss.
“You’re definitely excited.” Google reached over to the end table, opening the top drawer and pulling out a bottle of lube that was going to need replacing after tonight. “Let’s get right to it then.” Google popped open the cap and squirted some on to his fingers, rubbing them around to coat them before pushing one into Bing.
“Come on, Googs.” Bing protested.
“I’m going to prep you properly, cause I love you,” Google said with a little chuckle, nipping at Bing’s neck. Bing only groaned in pleasure and annoyance, placing a hand on the back of Google’s head, silently asking him to keep doing that. Google obeyed and ran his tongue up Bing’s neck and biting right under his ear, slipping in a second finger at the same time. He could indulge Bing a little with that and still keep him somewhat together.
“Fuck~” Bing moaned when Google finally reached that sweet spot, giving it some extra attention as he pushed in a third finger. “Googs, Googs please.” Bing pleaded. “Fuck me, fuck me already.” Google moved his hand around for a little longer and was okay with how Bing felt before pulling it out.
“Alright, alright,” Google said in a teasing tone, getting the lube again and putting the rest of it on his hand.
“Googs?” Bing asked, voice hinting that he was a little worried.
“Yes?” Google covered his cock with the lube.
“Fuck me.”
“About to do that.” Google chuckled.
“No, I mean, fuck me.” Bing looked Google dead in the eyes. “You always say that you’re not going as fast as you can, that you’re holding back for me. Don’t.” There was a pause as Google waited for bing to changed his mind.
“Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop.” Google warned.
“Do it,” Bing confirmed. “I won’t break.”
“Just, let me know if it’s too much, okay?”
“Duh.” Bing giggled and wrapped his arms around Google’s neck, meeting him halfway for a kiss.
“I’ll start slow and work my way up,” Google said and slowly pushed his cock in, covering Bing’s mouth with his own to swallow the groan that came out of Bing. Google waited a few seconds, enjoying the feeling of just being inside of Bing before starting to move his hips, barely shifting them but already getting Bing to moan softly.
“Googs~” Bing saying his name like that got Google to move faster, just enough to shift the volume in Bing’s voice. “Fuck! Give it to me! Give it to me!” Bing felt Google’s hands go to his hips and grip them, tight enough that it felt like he was going to leave permanent finger-shaped dents in them. “Goog-ah!” Bing cried out when Google did what he wanted and pounded into him. Literally punching the breath out of him with each harsh thrust of his hips.
Thank God they were androids.
“Google!” Bing dug his own nail into Google’s back as Google kept going at a speed Bing couldn’t even comprehend. Google was practically growling into Bing’s ear, his own breathing ragged and groans made their way between them every time Bing said his name, his full name. “Google, Google, Google.” Bing panted, eyes watering from the strong pleasure that burned inside of him. “A-Ah~” Bing couldn’t close his mouth anymore as loud moans came out of him. Google stopped only for a second to adjust them, looping an arm under Bing’s back and, somehow, going even faster than before, making it so Bing’s cock could rub against his stomach. “Google, Googs, I-I’m gonna-ah!” Bing couldn’t help himself from literally screaming when he came, feeling himself drawing blood from Google’s back as he scratched them down, trying to ground himself. Google bit into Bing’s shoulder after a few more thrusts and came himself, his moan being muffled by Bing’s skin being between his teeth. Google ended up plopping down on top of Bing and the two laid there for a while, gasping for air they didn’t need. “Dude...I can’t feel my ass.” Bing suddenly said, getting Google to laugh.
“What a romantic thing to say.” Google chuckled and pulled out, getting a grunt to come out of Bing.
“Put it back,” Bing whined.
“I’m not putting it back.” Google kissed Bing’s forehead. “We can try that a different night.”
“Oh?”
“I’d tell you to keep it in your pants, but your pants are already off.” Google rolled off of the bed while Bing laughed.
“How come you don’t joke around with the others? You’re hilarious.”
“Because I don’t love them,” Google stated before looking over his shoulder and winking.
“I’m so damn lucky.”
“Yes, you are.”
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