#and then there was the annoyance of landlady on top of that who keeps badgering us about the flat being ''too messy''

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I hope your week gets better 🫂

thank TwT

#im ok now!!! #still sort of. alert and watchful but #mostly there was just a lot of problems piled up at once but none personally damaging or unfixable and us + loved ones are ok #and autism+burnout brain did not like having to reschedule things on the fly based on Evolution of Problem(s) several times a day #with no breaks to process properly #(also constant hypervigilance bc a lot of the Problems were with the wiring of our flat and that was ummmm #hard to Feel Safe and recoup when your literal living space is threatening to potentially catch fire / is a security risk #and every time a professional comes by and is like oh it should be fine now! and then. a day to hours later. it is NOT!!!! FINE!!!!! AGAIN! #thats a lot hfjdjg kg #it's been two full days since the Last Incident and our most important stuff is Packed just in case so #im choosing to believe this is Under Control until such time as it is Actually Fixed by the pros (electricity guy)) #and then there was the annoyance of landlady on top of that who keeps badgering us about the flat being ''too messy'' #to take pictures of to sell. but i am starting to believe that the problem is that WE LIVE HERE and cant make it look like an IKEA showroom #because like is there a lot of stuff? yes absolutely. but even with all our best efforts to hide the stuff #the last two times we STILL got told it's too messy for pictures and at this point im like ok whatever #isn't fixing the fucking wiring more important here maybe perhaps. this isn't a livable flat my bedroom has no heating or electricity #maybe fix that before you try to sell LOL #/petty but whatever #like us and flatmate are gonna hide as much stuff as we possibly can with 0 proper furniture to put stuff away in (furnished flat BTW) #and the agency will get what they get like they're selling already rented. buyers KNOW theres people living in there #again this isn't a fucking IKEA showroom we live here and use our stuff............ #anyway fhdjfkgk this is like a full on rant about honestly like i'll take that annoyance over the. ah yes electricity in my flat is #potentially a fire hazard now #(tho again we have Not had any issues for 48 hours the problem really seems to be circumscribed to unfortunately our bedroom #that we spend 80% of our time in. in the winter. the heater is electric. oops. anyway fjdkgkgkg) #like genuinely the issue here was less the Problems and more the Pileup and constantly changing plans and situation #and interactions with a ton of folks about it for stuff we don't have scripts for. did a number on the autism brain #prommy we're ok enough now it was just a HARD week and this post was a gotdam Mood when i saw it lol #anyway thank u for sending this in and also Caring this was Heartwarming To See 💕 TwT #saltposting