#and to project by letting out my own shamefully repressed sympathy for myself onto him somehow

[murk888]

am i... drawing a background?...

#wip #no way #am i evolving #everything for spamton #even drawing backgrounds #this drawing is so sad actually :( #i want to hug him #and help him fix his life #please please please #personal thoughts time!!! #but really... i get him. i see myself in him somewhat. #my problems are in no way as bad as his are #but certain pains and mental struggles are quite the same #maybe me liking him and empathizing so much is a way to unconsciously compensate my hatred for myself and #and to project by letting out my own shamefully repressed sympathy for myself onto him somehow #psychology is so fun honestly #anyway #i adore him in any case #this was... very personal. oh my god