#and yeah I already know that I'm not suited to be a healthcare professional but I'm trying my best to be 'empathetic' in my own damn way

[altairtalisman]

Posting this during Goretober period really is just a coincidence on my part, but venting in the tags isn't haha

#tw vent art #tw eyestrain #tw gore #tw blood #tw body horror #tw body gore #blazing remnants #Altair draws #you guys can reblog this because honestly I spent so long on this and I'm proud of my first actual gore art- #anyways I'm just so fucking sick of others calling me rude behind my back because I'm not appreciative of their efforts- #did I even ask you to find out when's my birthday??? #did I even fucking tell you??? #somehow you knowing my birthday despite it being impossible to know is a major red flag #and stop interrupting me when I'm trying to have a civil conversation with someone that's not fucking you- #you know what's 'so fucking rude'??? you fucking interrupting a conversation that's none of your damn business- #and yeah I already know that I'm not suited to be a healthcare professional but I'm trying my best to be 'empathetic' in my own damn way #I just have nowhere else to go because university is so damn competitive and FYI you bozos are the ones that were fooled by my interview- #I already know that socialising is important but when I say no it fucking means no #there are things that I'm okay with sharing and things that I'm not so just deal with it #why do I have to put myself in the majority's shoes and not the other way around- #calling yourselves 'concerned' when basically you just want me to make yourself comfy is such a fucking joke- #why don't you try to look from my fucking perspective if you guys are so 'concerned'- #just once I want to stop being forced to assimilate into what's 'socially expected' like I'm not 'normal' anyways- #there are just some social 'norms' that I don't fucking get and that should be okay so why the fuck is it not??? #and what's your fucking problem for thinking a socially vibrant class is just too fucking loud??? #the fact that I haven't stormed out of class because I'm overwhelmed is already me trying my best to bear with it #so stop silently judging me as some anti-social freak and understand that too much sound not from my own phone is too much at times-