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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚃𝚘 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 : 𝙲𝚊𝚕𝚞𝚖 𝙷𝚘𝚘𝚍
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 960 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and Calum’s sexual life has its ups and downs
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : I don’t know how I feel about this but here ya go ! enjoy ! :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
I'm talkin' to ya
See you standing over there with your body
Feeling like I wanna rock with your body
And we don't gotta think 'bout nothin' ('Bout nothin')
I'm comin' at ya
'Cause I know you got a bad reputation
Doesn't matter, 'cause you give me temptation
And we don't gotta think 'bout nothin' ('Bout nothin')
Calum was passionate romantically in and outside the bedroom. He knew that he had a certain ripple effect on me and at certain points, he could use that to his advantage. He knew his way round a women’s heart and body and he’s proud to say the least. Calum in the beginning of our relationship was great. The determination and love Calum provided to make it work was motivating.
It was difficult at times as him being a public figure, people wanna know everything and then use that against you. He knew that he didn’t want that to drive distance between us both away and so he kept us both away from the spotlight for the first couple months of the relationship. This gave us privacy to get to know each other and enjoy our intimate moments together.
These kind of nights were amazing and memorable especially the aftermath of the actions from the night before. We both loved the intensity of the moment and other times, we basked in the slow and gentle touches and taking our time together. I liked it either way to be honest because I loved Calum and he made it different but comfortable everytime.
I've been here all night
I've been here all day
And boy, got me walkin' side to side
I didn’t want to seem Braggy when I talked or was asked about my sexual life and people have a certain perception of Calum, especially in the bedroom. Yes, it was great but the bruises and red marks that stayed on my body as almost trophies of the night and some hurt touching but others looking painful yet they’re was no pain endured touching it. Usually, either Calum would wake up with the dark colouring over his body or I showed them to him.
This morning, I had woken up from a previous night of getting frisky with Calum. He had awaken early as he usually let me sleep in more especially if the partaken actions were rougher. He had made breakfast which was the perfect timing as he kept his attention on me walk towards the breakfast bar. I slightly limped as the pain was evident, now and then. He grew a more concerned face and asked “you ok, baby?”.
I nod as my eyes stay on the floor, keeping my main focus sitting on the chair with minimal pain. I tried a weird seating position as Calum had a confused face and silently giggled as I let out a laugh. When sitting, I felt the on and off pain and continued with whatever was coming my way. I readjusted myself several times during the conversation and every so often, Calum would ask if I’m ok.
Been tryna hide it
Baby what's it gonna hurt if they don't know?
Makin' everybody think that we solo
Just as long as you know you got me (You got me)
And boy I got ya
'Cause tonight I'm making deals with the devil
And I know it's gonna get me in trouble
Just as long as you know you got me
Calum knew he was rough and so he usually suggested me taking a long bubble bath with him beside the tub talking, almost like a date. Sometimes the days after the wrangled bodies was lazyily spent hours watching binge watch shows and sometimes, it would be us going through a normal day. Today, I had planned to visit my friends house where it was gonna be a get together.
Shortly after my calming bath and fixing together a outfit, I headed out the door with Calum driving me to my friends house. Calum knew it would’ve been nice to drive me and pick me up and so off I was to the house, walking towards the door. Shortly, I entered the house and chatted to my other 3 friends, while we swirled our drinks in our glasses. The topic of conversation arose “so y/n, how are you and Calum?”.
I smile and nod while answering “yeah, we’re good”. She then smirks and asks further “yeah, but what about, you know, the sex?”. I get a little uncomfortable with it but I go On to respond “yeah, it’s great”. The all look at each other collectively and one of them start “y/n, remember when we told you not to go with him since he was a bad boy? That must’ve worked in your favour”. I silently laugh and look up at them again.
These friends keep talkin' way too much
Say I should give you up
Can't hear them no, 'cause
The continue talking about their warning signs made to me about Calum but they seemed surprised and almost a little jealous that their plan didn’t work out. Fair enough but the conversation continued talking about the other girls relationships and their detailed sex life, and then moved onto other subjects and so I decided to leave. I called Calum prior to leaving, with him being outside in timing for me to exit the house.
The door opens and Calum sits there and asks “how was it?” And I respond while just getting into the passenger side “yeah, it was good”. He smiles and starts the journey home. Shortly after a drive, we arrive back to the house and make ourselves comfortable. The night grows later as the time suggests that your eyes were drooping and quick 5 minutes of sleep every so often in front of the tv. Calum then said “baby, let’s get you to bed”.
Calum carried me to our bedroom and laid me there as I noticed I needed my pyjamas on. I quickly get changed and make myself comfortable under the covers. Calum goes beside me on the bed and his arms make their way around my waist with his face nestled in my neck. He asks “so baby, what we’re they sayin today?”. I answer tired sounding “just asking about the bedroom antics of us and know what they said” as I turn myself to face Calum. He says smiling “what?”. “They thought you were a bad boy before meeting you and I was like “what?” But look where we are now” smiling to cuddle him. He nestles in and says “I love you baby. Forever and always” as I say “I love you too baby”.
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stanthreads · 4 years
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❝ 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 ❞
- my name is erin
- I’m a girl
- I’m 15
- my dream job is either something in music, media or english
- my birthday is September 22 (Virgo)
- I made this account for fun and expressing myself for people I love !
- I another tumblr accounts @angelicfluffs and @scftedits
- my dms are always open if u wanna be friends or just want someone to talk to
- I’m generally a nice person and I hope to make some friends along the way :)
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙱𝚎 𝙰𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 : 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚝
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 702 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and Timothee have a tender moment while in his apartment
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : kinda cute and hopefully it makes sense :) enjoy!
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
midnight shadows
When finding love is a battle
But daylight is so close
So don't you worry 'bout a thing
Timothee and I had been together for a while now although I always worried if he wasn’t feeling the same way I was about our relationship or him healing from a past lover. Today, me and Timothee were in his apartment and I knew I had to bring this up either now or never.
Me and Timothee sit together on the dark coloured couch as we get comfortable to view the TV and the darkly lit New York lights. I think about Timothee if he thinks differently when I’m gonna start the conversation. It seemed easy in my head but harder to physically make the words come out.
The night was growing darker and darker. I readjust my body and sit up as timothee doesn’t bother looking. I start the conversation “timothee, are we.... ok?”. He also readjusts his posture and responds “yeah, of course baby, why?”. I answer him hesitantly “just cause you’re my first real boyfriend and I don’t know what I’m doing or if I’ll fuck it up. I just worry and I don’t wanna hurt you-“.
We're gonna be alright
Hey
We're gonna be alright
Hey
He cuts me off by saying “hey, baby. Don’t you worry about a thing. I’m here for you and you never need to worry about me. Ok?” And his large arms wrap around me, embracing my body with a hug. As we continue hugging, he rubs his hand up and down my back covered by my thick hoodie. I get a little emotional with my eyes tearing up from timothees reassurance.
Shortly, he unravels his large arms from around my body and places his hands on my upper arm and says “I love you baby. You don’t need to worry about a thing, I’ve got you. We’ll be alright”. I smile as I look down from his eyes. He smiles too as I look up at him again.
He notices my eyelashes looking like I was crying which I was but I didn’t want timothee to see that. He wipes my cheek with the pad of his thumb and says “where’s that smile I like to see?” Which his intention was making me smile which he knew would make me smile. I quietly laugh and smile as timothee does the same.
Baby, don't you know
All o'them tears gon' come and go
Baby you just gotta make up your mind
That every little thing is gonna be alright
We go into another hug but more confortably and less tense due to my nerves. He closes his eyes while resting his head on my shoulder with a smile on my face. He yet again rubs his hand up and down my back making me comfortable, internally. This moment felt like no other. This felt like time had stood still and we were the only people in the world.
The moment ended shortly after as timothee picked his head up again and looked at me deeply into my eyes. The darkness in his eyes were as dark as the night sky in New York. His skin although fair, tanned from his time in hot places like L.A. and his freckles perfectly placed like stars.
His dark curls defined from his shampoo and his loosely worn shirt hanging off the corner of his shoulder, letting the end of his collarbone shine through. His hands were always soft and tender when it come to touching me or holding hands. He was just a beautiful person, inside and out.
In slow motion
Can't seem to get where we're going
But the hard times are golden
'Cause they all lead to better days
Timothee had made me a better person. His kindness made me realise that everything is deserving of something nice. His happiness made me realise that I only live once and do things that make me happy. His passion made me think that I shouldn’t make anyone else happy and do things that make me happy.
The overall process of being with timothee was amazing and taught me things and vice versa. He wasn’t one of those boyfriends that changed me completely that I didn’t know who I was or making me a mould for his satisfaction. He made my days better and excited for the future of us.
While amid my thoughts, timothee said “days like these make us realise the brighter days are better and make us happy.”. He was always wise in certain situations. He continues “they’ll be better days. More bright, more golden. It’ll get that smile shinin” as we both laugh.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙻𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝙼𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚢 : 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝙶𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚔𝚢
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 973 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you realise that jack isn’t providing the love you are giving and bring a end to whatever you both have
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : angsty but the songs message is this !! Enjoy :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
Dangerous love
You're no good for me, darling
Yeah, you turn me away
Like I'm begging for a dollar
Danger, oh, how you hold me
I get a chill inside
And nothing frightens me, baby, oh
Jacks perception to the world was very much big in partying and socialising with lower ranked internet celebrities. Rightfully so, he worked hard and was known all over the woeld for his duo with Jack Johnson. The constant drinking, smoking and nights out made me feel uneasy and make me feel like I wasn’t satisfying him in some way. This usually didn’t hit jack due to his state of mind being encapsulated in that lifestyle.
I was a little apprehensive to say a word to jack especially when intoxicated due to his sober thoughts pouring out and leaving the two of us feeling polar opposite if we were to have it dry in the morning. His friends were sometimes egging jack on and ok, fine but sometimes they would make jacks thoughts manipulated and think of different things like cheating and toxic stuff like that.
I thought to myself that I might as well tell jack how I’m feeling or this feeling will eat me up inside and end our relationship paired along with his lifestyle and barely visible giving in the relationship. I usually followed my heart but this was blindly seen as my heart was covered in my admiration for jack but for once my brain made me aware of the toxicity I was in.
Is it love when so easily said goodbye?
Is it love when we've given up before we tried?
Is it love when you stole my peace of mind?
Is it love when you cry, and cry and cry?
I woke up and there was jack laying trying to quickly recover from the drinks from the night before. I retrieve my robe and enter the kitchen where the island was and the seats to go along. Entering my daily dose of internet, I spot several candids of jack from last night with several girls and being blatantly drunk out of his face.
The hour or two passes and jack enters the room with his hand rubbing his eye along with his sentence “Mornin baby” in a gravelly voice. I smile at him as the picture made me sick as he retrieve a piece of fruit and sits alongside me. He asks “what you lookin at? Trying to tilt his head to be face front to my phone. I look at him aggressively and state “I need to talk with you jack”. We both readjust our seating and I start “you need to seriously have a reboot jack cause honestly, the constant going out, with girls and drinking has to stop or this thing we have, is coming to a end”.
His eyes widen at my previous statement as I continue “there’s literal evident jack of you with girls and I’m tired of it. I’m tired of feeling not good enough for you, of not feeling pretty enough and it’s seriously just fucking me in the head”. He takes a moment and replies “baby, you know I love you but sometimes it’s just for the cameras or my friends, why would I cheat on you? With a strong stare into my eyes.
So when you walk out that door
Don't you come back no more
My heart has had enough of the give and take
And as much as I want you to stay
I start “you know what jack, I can’t even trust you and to be honest, I’m sick of your lies and I’m done with you, I’m done with this thing we have whatever it’s called and I want you out my apartment by tonight or else”. He seems shocked and tries to apologise in some way “baby, you know I love you”. I make a disgusted face and reply “I don’t think you ever loved me jack, I’m in your little pawn and I’m done”.
His face was frowned as I continue “you know, I was better than this. I stooped to your level and that in itself is emabarassing.”. He walks into to fetch his clothes from the previous night and bundle himself together. I analyse my last comment and I was right, the fact that I put my heart in his hands was terrible and dangerous for myself. I was almost forcing myself to like or love him now and that just points at the direction of a end.
The hour passes and jack seems almost complete for his exit and he says “you know, I really am sorry y/n. I didn’t mean to hurt you, I do really love you”. My face was frozen still with the same expression of little effect of the current climate we were in. The face he made was sad but he added “y/n, I know you probably hate me right now and I get that but please, think about this”. He starts to walk towards the door and he looks back, almost to remember the environment.
You're a dangerous love
Baby, you're no good for me, darling
'Cause if you're gonna love me and leave me hanging here
Then I'd rather you leave, leave me lonely
Even though it hurts
Dangerous love, baby
He shortly leaves and I sit down and sigh deeply, letting myself stop the charge that was our relationship. He hadn’t noticed the damage he had caused but that’s for me to acknowledge and repair, although it’s his fault. His words of “think about it” really irked me. I had already thought about it, I’m done. No more acting like everything’s perfect and dandy when really my tears leave my eyes the majority of nights.
The night grew deeper as I had called my mum and said “me and jack are over”. He takes a moment and there’s silence until she says “oh honey, I’m sorry. I’ll come over Tommorow, how about that, a girls day”. I sniffle and reply “thanks mum, I love you”. She responds “love you honey. You have a good nights rest, ok?”. We later on end the phone call and I end up heading to my bed.
As my head rests on the pillow, I go back at the beginning and see the transformation of jack and it was scary. The character development of him was major and I scared myself thinking that I stood by that, whatever it was. The fact that I had the courage to end the thing breaking my heart made me proud of myself that I stood up to it and no fear had anywhere to conquer me now.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙶𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚢 : 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚝
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 1512 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you don’t wanna be greedy but can’t imagine Timothee with anyone else but yourself and confessing your feelings to him
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : hey guys ! So basically if you live under a rock, prettymuch are being exposed for sexual assault, racism and other things and so it’ll be a little difficult making imagines for nick but yeah, I’m still deciding whether not to give up his writings after this series but yeah, enjoy ! :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
Boy, you give me feelings, never felt before
I'm making it obvious by knocking at your door
I know that I'm coming tonight
You know I'm coming tonight
Don't want to deny it anymore
Me and Timothee had been friends for a while and everytime we were in the same environment, it just made me want to spend time with him even more, if it’s in a crowded room or just the two of us. He was always smiling whenever our friend group did something, he just made my world a little brighter with not only his bright white teeth but the genuine happiness radiating from him.
Tonight, our friends were together in one of their apartments and it was dark with mood lighting changing colours every now and then. Timothee was coming and so beforehand, I decided to talk to one of my close friends in the clique. I whisper to her “can I talk to you for a minute?”. She nods with a puzzled face. We make our way to one of the bedrooms and I await for her to enter the room before closing the door.
I say before telling her the reason of her escape from the party “before I tell you this, don’t tell anyone this, ok?” As I lay out my pinky sticking out as she interlocks her pinky with mine. He ly out a deep breath and say “well-“ and smile at her. “I think I like Timothee and I don’t know what to do, if I should tell him or make hints-“. She interrupts as she answers passionately “follow your heart y/n. Besides, you wanna make sure you’re comfortable if you tell him. Maybe Timothee would like that, just being upfront and besides, he won’t hold it against you, he’s not like that” while holding the ends of my fingers, like a mother talking to her daughter about something important.
Baby, you got lucky cause you're rocking with the best
And I'm greedy
'Cause I'm so greedy
'Cause I'm so
Somehow, I had to pluck up the courage to tell Timothee and besides, I’ve never done something like this. When I start getting comfortable with the idea, I immediately think of the other factors, like what if he wants somebody in the industry or isn’t liking me like that. My mind and body then become more tense and more uptight, resulting in worrying and fidgeting.
When I exit the bedroom, I enter the main room where all our friends where and the main event of the night, Timothee. When I fully enter the room, Timothee makes a smile at me and I do the same as I turn to my friend from before and she makes a face raising her eyebrows. I laugh silently and plant my eyes on the floor alerting myself that I don’t want to embarrass myself, especially tonight.
My attention is stolen as the mood coloured lights switch into a new vibrant ambience and a burst of laughter exits one corner of the room. I sat myself down beside my friend from before and she comes closer to my ear and whispers “you’ll be fine y/n, besides, he’s your friend” and moves back with a smile on her face.
I don't need a phone call
Got nothing to say
I'ma tell you when it's over
Got no games to play
You know that I'm coming tonight
I know I'm coming tonight
I just need to get this out the way, oh baby!
I waited till the perfect moment to pull aside Timothee in order to get a accurate response from him. I take a breath before lift myself off the ground and walk over to Timothee and ask him “hey, can I talk to you for a sec?”. He smiles and replies in a high and gentle tone “yeah, sure” before he stands up following me. The walk towards the same room was daunting and almost like a make or break moment.
Before we enter the room fully, I make sure the door was shut before anyone was coming in while I was spilling my guts out. While shutting the door, he asks “have I done anything to offend you? If so, I’m so-“. I brush off his sentence and for a split second, I admire his caring nature. I respond assuringly “no, not at all”. He breaths out of relief and looks back at you.
I take a deep breath in and out and start “so, I know we’re friends and I don’t want to make you feel weird or make you feel anything like that. So, I feel like I should be honest with you and I know that this is between us. But basically, I think I’m gaining feelings for you.” I look at him as he does the same and I let out a deep breath. His stare is a bit blank as I start to worry what he’s thinking.
Been in this state of mind
Been in this state of mind
Been in this state of mind, oh yeah
I add “I know but if you wanna go with someone in the Industry or whatever but... I thought I’d tell you I’m into you”. He gives me a muted smile and makes a effort to say “you know, y/n, you are a lovely person and just having a good energy but I’m a little overwhelmed I think but, I mean.. you’re feelings aren’t anything to be ashamed of but I’m just a little shocked that this something you felt”.
I look at him as he does the same with me and he tries to put together what else to say as his former sentence was a little bit of puzzle piece. There was a feeling of a awkward silent tension yet this wasn’t addressed. I try to make my conversation starter from before seem better as I say “I know this is new but I don’t wanna feel .. greedy but I just want to make sure that you are ok and that our friendship isn’t.. you know.. tarnished”.
His face now has a sympathetic face as he makes another sentence leave his mouth “y/n, you’re fine and besides I’d rather you tell me than you feel all bottled up and you feeling comfortable. But I get what you mean, feeling greedy almost but y/n, I’ve had worse encounters with girls and let me tell you, you’re no where near their tier of bad” as we both end that with a laugh.
I ain't talking money, I'm just physically obsessed
And I'm greedy
'Cause I'm so greedy
'Cause I'm so greedy, ooh
You know that I'm greedy for love
You know that I'm greedy for love
'Cause I'm so greedy, ooh
You know that I'm greedy for love
You know that I'm greedy for love
'Cause I'm so
Our conversation kept revolving valid feelings, joking about past encounters while in the romantic situation and reassuring the other person that we are fine with each other. The night seemed to go by fast as somebody walked into the room as they shout “heyyy, timmys gettin it on with y/n” which his tone seemed under the influence and a little comedic making me and Timothee silently laugh.
The guy leaves the room with the door opened ajar and makes the talk with Timothee seem sped up as he must’ve wanted to make this seem less awkward and get back to normality within the friend group. He covers the current climate we were in and starts “so basically, y/n, I don’t think of you any differently and while we were speaking, you are cute but” and a laughing sigh leaves his body with his hand on the back of his neck. He continues “but yeah, we could maybe go out some point this week and catch up with each other”.
He later leaves the room as I silently realised that he just asked me on a date... I think. I let myself take a few minutes to calm down from my excitement and seem cool leaving the room to maybe catch his attention. I quickly check my makeup before exiting the area and she was all good. I adjust my outfit as the second it was fine, my foot entered the room, the bold lights making it a little dramatic.
Greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy
I'm greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy for love
The eyes of some people were captivated by me and one of those pairs was Timothee. I always high fived myself internally as that was my goal as I quickly come back to reality and sit next to my friend from before. She asked “so, how was it?”. I smile and reply “better than I thought” as she’s quick to say “I told you so”. I laugh and add “yeah, he was so sweet about it and I think he asked me on a date”.
She readjusts her seating and has a shocked face plastered on her face as she asks “really? No way!” As I nod my head to confirm her question. He smiles as she asks “so, where and what you gonna wear?” As I have a serious face as I continue the questions but to her. “How come your so invested?” As we both laugh. She responds “I’m just excited, thats all. Besides, y’all would make a cute couple.... just saying”.
I raise my hand to deny that statement and to go along with it, I said “no way, he’s just taking me to a coffee place or something simple”. She nods and I add “besides, I don’t wanna seem like those crazy fan girls just cause he’s famous”. She adds “how many people that have I asked me if I know him?”. I state “I think it’s the status of knowing him”. As we continue talking, Timothee walks over and says “I’ll talk to you soon, but yeah, I’m gonna go” as I say “bye” and touch his hand of a gesture of saying bye as he smiles and walks away. Me and my friend are all giddy and are probably gonna talk about this all night.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝚃𝚘𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝙸𝚝 : 𝙽𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚊
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 925 ( without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and nick are here and there and you confront him about his friend zone skills
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : not my best work but hey ! :) enjoy!
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
How do I make the phone ring?
Why do I even care?
How are you all around me when you're not really there?
When you're not really there?
How do I feel you on me when you're not on my skin?
Why do you say you want me, then tell me "I'm not coming in"?
Baby, just come on in
I was currently at the party at the boys house. They’re parties were usually filled with their friends and people who they were cool with. Me and Nick had been feeling weird tension between each other. I did like him but I was unsure of his feelings. I was wearing a white corset top paired with a small black prada bag and along with whitewashed baggy denim trousers.
The party had flashy lights and loud music that he house moved when the bass dropped. The large property rarely had noise complaints and usually fuelled their love for parties more than occasionally. They enjoyed throwing parties because one, they all enjoyed the same type of music, two, they had killer dance battles and three, they could connect with people to make friends or find a possible date at some point.
I had just entered the doors of the party and immediately greeted from zions loud “heyyyyy” with a large smile. I smile and giggle as Edwin adds “hey y/n” and stops the comment to check out the outfit and starts “ayyy, the fit tho” and does a stance where his arms are crossed. Brandon smiles and starts “hey y/n” as nick does the same as I say to both “hey guys, how are ya?”.
'Cause every time I'm with you, I go into a zone
And I remember all the places you wanna go
Take me all the way
Ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it
'Cause every time I see you, I don't wanna behave
I'm tired of being patient, so let's pick up the pace
Take me all the way
Ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it
The party had entered the late hours of the night as more people had attended and the boys all changed their dynamic from before. Zion was now dancing on the kitchen island, Edwin was instagram story-ing several people and commenting on their outfits, Brandon was in a corner with Maggie and some friends and Nick was with his friends as Austin was here with ansley and some close friends days before announcing their newborn, Hudson.
I knew at this moment I had to get ahold of nick just to clear the smoke between our friendship or relationship, whatever you wanna call it. The boys were comfortable with their places as I notice that nick was currently mixing a drink for himself alone in the kitchen, no crowds and no wingman by his side. I walk up to the kitchen thinking of what I’m going to say to say I’m meant to be there and the real reason why I’m there.
The sound of my heels made some turn heads as I reach the destination of the kitchen. I see the bottles of soda to I grab it and reach up at the cabinet to retrieve a glass to hopefully place ice in there if there was any left. Nick turns to me and says “hey y/n, how you feelin tonight?”. I smile at him while multitasking my attention thirds him and my beverage. “Yeah, Good, what about yourself?”. He nods and answers “yeah, I’m pretty good”. I then think fast and say “can I talk to you somewhere where it isn’t as busy?”. He looks a little puzzled and nods with a paired “sure” in high tone, agreeing to my request.
How do you know I'm breathing, when I'm holding my breath?
Why don't we face the danger just for the night and forget?
Baby, let's just forget
Remind me why we're taking a break
It's obviously insane
'Cause we both know what we want
So why don't we fall in love?
Baby, let's fall in love
We now find ourselves in a bedroom upstairs in the boys house, which was nicely furnished and neatly organised. Nick finds a comfortable place for us to talk as we both sit down on a bed type seat. When seated, we are now comfortable as nick looks at me innocently and intrigued to hear what I have to say. I take a deep breath in as what I was about to say was going to be vunrable.
I start “so, I know we’re friends and we’re close it from what I’ve taken, there’s things that hint to maybe liking each other. I don’t wanna make you uncomfortable or be weird after but I like you but whenever it’s like the next move it’s like you need a refresher or scared to go forward”. He looks down as he takes in what I just said as I can tell he is working up a response.
Nick continues the conversation “I know how you feel y/n. I will admit, I do like you but I just feel like if I even try to be normal, all the fans go crazy go stupid-“ as we both silently laugh. “You know, but I don’t mean to hurt you, I really don’t. Just other stuff comes into it but I’m starting to think I should do what I wanna do” as he gives a half smile.
Oh, ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it
Baby, ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it
I didn’t wanna come off too foward as I say “so, does this mean we’re gonna try something?” As I accompany this with a smile. He grows a gentle smile as he responds “yeah, let’s do this” as slowly and gently intertwines his fingers and hand with mine and I felt my heart almost skip a beat and butterflies entering my stomach.
While looking at each other, nick then says “people are probably gonna think I’m kidnapped or sumn” as I silently giggle. We stand up and walk towards the main area of the party as some people look to see who it was but when they seen me and nicks face, they just looked away. I was thankful for this as no assumptions were being made.
I smile and make myself known to the environment again as I seperate myself from nick and find some people I know. From time to time, me and nick would casually look at each other and when our pupils caught the others attention, we’d smile as if no one was there. The automatic connection that we felt was new yet comforting, and I couldn’t wait to get used to it from now on.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙸 𝙳𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚎 : 𝙻𝚞𝚔𝚎 𝙷𝚎𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 436 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you being in the public eye with Luke makes others feel the need to send hate as Luke thinks different
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : short but cute :) guys, seriously, don’t focus on hate since life is too precious and if we’re being honest, I was bullied for the longest time and contemplated suicide. My feelings were at this lowest as for now I do things that make me happy and not focus on negativity 🤍 I love you all !!
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
Used to cry 'bout some crazy shit before
I used to feel so obligated to be so much more
I used to let some people tell me how to live and what to be
But if I can't be me, then what's the point? No
The constant eyes on me and Luke’s relationship made people always pinpoint my attributes, positively and negatively. Every post, every tweet, every blog, made it evident that they weren’t a fan of me, which is fine but the fact that they don’t like me yet they talk about me and make other people better and fuel their hatred towards me.
I couldn’t help my eyes move along with the words they paired with a unflattering photo that they purposely put along with their opinion. I read one tweet were it read:
@5sosfanatic34
I mean, why does luke even think that y/n is somewhat pretty, I mean she’s nothing. If my parents gave me that face, I’d sue them 😂😶
@fxckme5sos69
Luke has better taste 😅😂 y/n just is a ugly duckling put in the good looking ones! She’s out of her league! I mean who is she anyways 😂
The fact that although people don’t know everything, I liked and didn’t like. People always speculate and assume yet some parts I was grateful enough to keep private. I knew luke was aware of the hate online but he never caught himself reading as he told me to not read them.
I don't care about it anymore
Now I laugh about the things that used to be important to me
Used to have a hold on me, used to have a hold
Like what do you think
And what he thinks and what they think
But I love me
I don't care about it anymore, oh
Luke had came home from the studio as he loudly says “honey, I’m home” jokingly. He spots me on the couch on my phone as I lightly laugh as he laughs alongside. He asks “so, whatcha doing?”. I was unsure whether or not to unveil the truth or lie and I never liked lying to Luke.
As I quickly think of what to say, he places his finger on my phone and turn the screen to face him as he questions “what are you looking at this for?” As it was on a comment section of a tweet agreeing to the insults packed inside a tweet. He looks up to me from the phone and quickly wraps his arms around me as I try to hold back the tears caused from this.
He starts “baby, you are my world. You never need to make yourself different cause I love you for you. I never stop loving you. Your my happiness, my inspiration and my heart. So don’t read this stuf, ok? They’re just coming from a difficult place themselves” and returns to his position of his arms wrapped around my waist and his head nestled into my neck. I cry siltently and hug him back, tighter and thankful that I had met someone who makes me happy the way luke makes me, makes me passionate like Luke is and makes me feel loved like Luke loves.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙼𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 : 𝙻𝚞𝚔𝚎 𝙷𝚎𝚖𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 547 ( without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you, Luke and petunia enjoy the sunset as the moon appears, you enjoy it more
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : basically with this theme, I wanna make little stories based on songs on the Dangerous Woman album and so yeah! That album means so much and yeah let’s have fun! HOPE YOU ENJOY!! :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
The sun is setting and you're right here by my side
And the movie's playing, but we won't be watching tonight
The LA day was coming to a close as you and Luke were sitting outside in his balcony, overseeing the small buildings that made up the city. The sky was slowly making its way into a deep blue and making the shadows appear darker and the lights brighter. I wore a blanket over my comfortable position and looked to the sky and back at Luke.
I said to Luke “how pretty is it tonight, baby?”. He nods along with a smile to me and adds “I know babe, sunsets here are the best”. I smile and indulge in the moment. He looks down to rub petunia and his eyes then move to face the skyline that featured the suns last goodbyes.
I say to Luke “you know I love you, right baby?”. He smiles and replies “yes babe... but I love you more”. I giggle and he makes his way over to me and makes his way to cuddle me, my body fitting in between his legs and my head softly hitting his chest.
I never knew, I never knew
You could have moonlight in your hands
'Til the night I held you
It was now apparently later as the sky was a shade of black and the stars seemed to make their selves seen as the shown like freckles. The fire pit was lit and flickered every so often. Petunia was still in her comfortable stance as me and Luke were the same.
It was moments like this I admired most. Barely talking, close to each other and admiring the energy of everything around us. I place my hands over Luke’s which rested on my sides as I gripped them and readjust my head which was still in the position of being on Luke’s chest.
I start the conversation “I guess the moons out tonight babe”. He looks up and the bright circle lightens the dark L.A. hills. Luke takes a moment until he says “baby, you are my moonlight”. I coo at his comment and tighten my grip on his hands again.
Puts his lips (Puts his lips) on my neck (On my neck)
Makes me wanna give him my body
I be fallin' for you, baby, and I just can't stop, 'cause
While being in a trance of admiring the dark sky, Luke leans down and kisses my neck as I smile. He then continues to pepper my neck with his soft lips as I endure the warm touches.
I sit up and turn to his face as I speak “baby, I just wanna say that you really are the light in my life and I love you”. He smiles and replies “I love you too baby and your honestly the best thing that’s ever happened to me. You are the sun, the moon, the stars, the ground I walk on, you are my everything”.
I break into a smile as I then turn to see petunia staring at us. Luke kisses my cheek due to my position being turned around although as I get up and say “and I love petunia too” through my teeth as I rub the companion.
Sweet like candy, but he's such a man
He knows just what it does when he’s holding me tight
And he calls me "moonlight" too
He smiles and comes around as we both put our attention to petunia and look like a little family round the fire. I say to Luke “you know, to others you’re tough and big but when miss petunia comes around, you’re a big softie” as I giggle.
He joins me giggling as petunia moves a little to get comfortable again while Luke continues to rub her. Luke responds “how could you not love my petunia” Hmm?” As he puts his head down beside the fire pit to face petunia.
We both look at each other and smile as I walk towards Luke and put my arms round his neck. He looks at me as he stands up in front of me and places his hands on my waist and he says “truly baby, you are my moonlight” and kisses my lips. We both make our way so luke was behind me and his hands still on my waist and our faces looking up at the moon and our heads nestling together.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙇𝙪𝙠𝙚 𝙃𝙚𝙢𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 322
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : You worry that due to school overruling the majority of your time, you and Luke may be in a place of barely seeing each other
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : kinda short but cute :)
Prompt: “I’m not going anywhere”
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : buwyg,ib
Recently, School had been throwing your brain around like a rag doll. From waking up super early to studying into the late hours of the night, barely getting any time with yourself and your boyfriend, Luke. He came over hoping he could see cut out a slice of your time to talk to him.
We were casually talking about Luke’s upcoming music with his band, 5 Seconds of Summer as he asks me “so baby, how are you?”. That question had a million different answers. I respond “well...”.
I start “school has been the worst giving me assignment after assignment and getting up early to study and then go to classes and come back to study. I barely have time for me as well as me and you time” looking up into his eyes.
“I just..” and start to Hesitate to say the next sentence. Luke puts his hand on my thigh comforting me. “I just worry that I spend time on school and“ I start to get emotional. “What if you leave because I don’t spend time with you anymore Or kiss you enough or fill your sexual needs or whatever, I just worry I’m not enough sometimes and that you’re gonna leave” and teardrops leave the corners of my eyes.
“Aw baby” as Luke coos as he wraps his arms around me and places his chin on my head. He tilts my head up to see him eye to eye as he says “baby, I’m not going anywhere. Don’t you worry about that”. He looks straight ahead as I do and his grip around me becomes tighter. I tilt my head again and say “I love you so much baby, it’s unreal”. He smiles and replies “I love you more babe, more than the size of the universe”. His cuddle made me feel like I was the only girl in the world, in live with a boy making me happy.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙇𝙪𝙠𝙚 𝙃𝙚𝙢𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : 𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 381
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : While in lockdown, Luke is writing a song for his girl as she distracts him
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : kinda cute if I do say so myself :)
Prompt: “do you know how beautiful you are? It’s truly distracting”
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : buwyg,ib
Luke never stopped creating and wherever he was, he usually surrounded himself with musical things. Our house had a studio in it for the convenience of Luke and making sure he’s happy doing what he loves.
Since we were in quarantine and bored, Luke wanted to go to the studio and make some songs or some demos. He would get lost in the artistry of it all and lose his mind figuring different notes, differentiating between a c note and a g note.
He had been there for a while and I decide to go there. I walk round and finally find the room, filled with instruments and a white rug which Luke sat on while strumming some strings.
I stand there watching him as he feels watched and looks up. He spots me and says “hey babe”. I smile and finally make my way into the room. “Hey baby” I say back. I say comfortably on the rug and watch him talk to me while playing the instrument.
“So whatcha doing baby? Any new hits?” As I giggle. He smirks giggling and replies “not really”. He grabs the piece of paper he was writing on before and puts it behind his back. I ask him “what’s that babe?”. He responds “it’s nothing”.
I get on my knees and try to retrieve the piece of paper and say “show me baby” and he keeps making the object opposite of where I am. I fall down eye to eye with him as he says “sit down baby, I’ll tell you”.
I sat down like a excited puppy as he says nervously “I’m writing a song for you”. I start to tear up as I question him “really? For me?”. He nods and smiles. There was a awkward silence that filled the room as he says “do you know how beautiful you are? It’s truly distracting”. I make a confused smug face and say “are you trying to tell me something?”.
He responds “well, I’m trying to finish this song about my girlfriend but she’s distracting me ! I promise baby, give me time and I’ll have you a love song like bazzis “. I smile and walk away as I shout to him “love you baby” as he adds “love you more”.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙏𝙞𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙚 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙩 : 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙨
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 244
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and timothee being soft 🥺
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : it’s just cute :)
Prompt: “I love you. I hope you know that”.
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : buwyg,ib
Me and timothee were in his New York apartment as his arms were wrapped around my waist and we were lying down and were watching some random 80’s movie. The way timothee usually cuddled would include things like smelling your hair and inhaling the exotic fruits of the forest from your shampoo and having a whiff of your favourite perfume that timothee loved having on his pillows days after you being there.
He arms grew tighter round your sides as looked at you back and forth, battling it with his view of the television. I could sense his closeness was rising every so often and so I turned to face him as he smiled like a child receiving a lollipop from their mother. He shortly snuggles the top of his head into my neck and then proceeds to quickly remove it.
I say to him “you’re just the cutest thing” and smile to him. His face lights up with happiness as says “I could say the same for you”. I blush as gold his arms around me and squeeze them. We continue to look at each other and timothee says “I love you. I hope you know that”. I felt like testing up since I felt the same about him and my heart practically belonged to the boy. I respond “I love you too” and kiss him as we cuddle for the rest of the day and night, reciting our love for each other.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝗟𝘂𝗸𝗲 𝗛𝗲𝗺𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: 𝗢𝗸
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 625
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and Luke are talking about past relationships and while Amidst the conversation, you both grow a stronger love for each other
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : I little sad but overall it’s kinda cute ! Enjoy ! :)
Prompt: “but then I found you “ he grins breathless. “ so everything is more than ok now“
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : buwyg,ib
Me and Luke had always loved discovering each other and different little things that made us who we are. After a long day of Luke writing with Ashton and hearing bass lines with Calum and having guitar jam sessions with Michael, he wanted to have the night with me all to ourselves.
We had started talking about past relationships. “ so babe, what was your relationship like before me ?”. I sighed. I didn’t wanna alarm Luke about past things but I knew he would love me otherwise.
“Umm.. he was.. something” hesitantly giggling”. Luke put his hand on my knee as he knew i was nervous to tell him. “ well, at first, he was a gentleman, a sweetheart. Just the dream man and everything I was looking for. He was nice since he would complement a outfit I wore or a hairstyle or even talking about a joke i said earlier. But I didn’t realise he was slowly changing but I was too wrapped up in him and his act. He would tell me.. “ and I was starting to get emotional.
I sigh and continue “ .. he would say what to wear and i can distinctly remember, him touching me and watching me look at my closet and controlling me day by day. He chose what I presented myself that day” the more I explained, the passionate I got.
“ he would tell me what to say if we went out or if I was to get a drink at a bar, he wouldn’t let me drink and if he did, he only used it to get a easy access into my pants. “ he would always write notes in the start and they said ‘ you’re beautiful. I love you’ and coming to the end it still said ‘ you’re beautiful. I love you’. “
“ but you get the jist of what I’m saying, I’ve learned from him and I’m still healing but I have you “ and I kiss his neck and do w cuddle type thing with him, as he smiles. “ what about you?”.
“ My ex girlfriend was someone I thought she was but she turned out to be completely different. At the beginning, She would hate being in front of paparazzi but she liked being with me and not distracted by her phone. She would come to shows and we would travel together. She was pretty popular on Instagram and people thought she was using me”. I held his hand as he told the story while looking around the room apart from my face.
“ sooner or later, she was ask to go out and expect paparazzi and wearing short dresses and what not to make herself look ‘hot ‘ and ‘ cool ‘. As well as her doing that, I was growing out my hair and she didn’t really like what she was dating. I was fairly young when I dated her and was on tour with my brothers and I did love her but I was just used in her personal pawn”.
He looks up and I smile at him as he repays the gesture. He looked disheartened from the story as I say “but then I found you “. I smile and inhale to continue “ so everything is more than ok now “.
A smile slowly appears on his face as he hugs me so tightly, I gasp as I thought I needed a hit of my inhaler. I could tell he was still hurting but so was I, but I knew Luke loved me and I loved him, no matter if he’s touring, trying a new makeup trend, being hyper feminine or super masculine, he’ll always be my baby.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙱𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚈𝚘𝚞 : 𝙲𝚊𝚕𝚞𝚖 𝙷𝚘𝚘𝚍
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 1293 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : Calum and yourself are FaceTiming due to missing eachother and missing each other’s bodies
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : kinda long but I’m kinda proud of this :) enjoy !
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
I've been thinking 'bout you
Yeah, I been missing you
Where the hell are you, oh, when I need you?
I could still hear your voice
I ain't got no choice, 'cause I'm here all alone
I know I can't wait 'til you get home
Calum was currently on tour with the boys and so it was natural for me to miss him, but not as much as this, both emotionally and sexually. The usual phone calls and face times to him were our little routine but you could tell their was frustration coming from both of us.
The boys were allowed time for themselves and talk to their loved ones although the strict regime of them waking up early for their performances at that city. I always made sure I was comfortable with everything calum could see in the tiny screen, whether it be me lounging in a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie or rocking zero makeup and a messy bun.
Calum crossed my mind every possible way. When I was working, when I was with family or even when I was simply on my phone, his face would appear and our memories flooding back, making me smile. Tonight, me and Calum had told each other we were gonna face time each other and so I was more than ready for this call to begin.
Oh, I don't have you here with me
But at least I have the memory
I tried to make it through the night
But I can't control my mind
The ringing of the little tune that played made me more anxious as the awaited moment has come. Slowly but surely, his tanned completection filled the pixels on my screen. He shouts “hey babe!” As a larger than life smile grows on his face. I reply “hey baby!” as I smile and stare at him. He responds calmly “I’m good, I’m good. What about you and little dukey? Huh?”.
I silently giggle and add “me and dukester are doing are best, aren’t we buddy?” As I point the camera to him and pat him leading it into a stroke onto the pups back. He laughes and starts “you know baby, I can’t wait to finally see you again”. I was taken aback from his comment and smile as I try to be just as sentimental as him “no baby, when I see at the airport, you’re gonna get a tackled hug when you see me” and we both burst into laughter.
His eyes seemed lively and refreshed as he looks at me while I’m talking. “Honestly baby, I cannot wait for when you come home and we can spend as much time together”. He takes a moment for it to settle in as he adds “yeah, I enjoy these FaceTimes but nothing beats being in the moment with you”. I comment “you’re being sooky. What do you want?” As we both laugh.
I'm just thinkin' bout you
I'm thinkin' bout you, I'm thinkin' bout you
He reveals “babe, I know it’s gonna sound crazy but I cannot wait to get home and fuck the absolute shit out of you”. He make a shocked face jokingly and respond “I beg your pardon” as you both silently laugh. He continues “seriously baby, you are just too good to go without. Your smile, your body, and don’t get me started on your -” interrupted by me clearing my throat and makes a face where his eyes where the predominant feature seen on the screen.
I try and make the conversation neutral now “I know babe, I’ve been missing you too damn much. I never knew I could be this sexually frustrated all the time”. We smile at each other as he connects the last sentence you said “I feel you on that one. My hand is gonna fall off with the amount of -“ and you overlap him “oookkaayyy, anyways” as you both nervously giggle.
There’s a moment of silmence until “I’m sorry babe, I feel a little weird talking about this stuff in general let alone to you but I totally get and respect were your coming from”. He nods and responds “thanks babe. As we were saying, yeah, when I get back home, bed, naked and -“ I make a surprised face and we both burst into a laughing fit.
Got these thoughts in my head
Ain't no way to forget
Got me losing my breath
Nobody got me the way that you did
Had my eyes rolling back
Had me arching my back
Now you love me so good
I wish you would hurry up and come back
After while, me and Calum could talk about the majority of stuff until we returned to a certain subject. “Babe, what’s one thing you wished you knew about me before we met?” Said Calum curiously. I took my time answering “hmm... I think it would be... about how stubborn you are sometimes” and nod with my response. I question him “what about me babe?”. He makes the usual thinking face and starts “just how your look could kill anybody” and i nervously giggle.
He smiles seeing me smile and it almost like a cute cycle we fall into. Calum speaks “but baby, just the thought of you in bed, doesn’t make me tired. I just wanna you scream my name till we are breathless”. I look down as when Calum was passionate about something and staring into my eyes, i couldn’t take it. He finishes and I say “ugh, baby, you know I I’m dying just to be in your arms... and in your pants too”. We smiles and jokingly laughs while looking down.
As my sentence finished, Calum’s face seems serious and darkened as he speaks “but seriously baby, as soon as I get home, you know I’ll have you on that bed, making every noise under the sun. Touching you, feeling you, tasting you will be my favourite thing”. It was nice the fact that calum didn’t need to go around hooking up with groupies and have me and not just sexually, emotionally too. It was good for Calum’s mentality being known and in the band, you could just tell he felt like a weight was lifted off his shoulders because somebody ( me) was there for him.
Baby, I don't want no one, no one else
So hurry, cause I need some, need some, need some help
And I'll be waiting patient, patiently
'Cause I don't have you here with, here with, here with me
But at least I have the memory
We just looked into each other’s eyes through the camera and occasionally looking down at other features made up by pixels on the screen. I fuelled the conversation again “so babe, hopefully I’m not making you stressed while being on this tour. You deserve to enjoy this time with the boys and yourself.” He smiles and replied “thanks love. You know, I didn’t expect to firstly, be with the woman of my dreams. Two, be in a band and do something that I love with people that I love. And three, be happy with everything going on in my life”. I could almost cry with what just came out his mouth.
I get a little emotional and say “aww baby. I love you” in a high toned voice, almost like how you would hear parents talking to babies. He smiles like he knows what he’s up to but you knew he meant what he said. His train of thought continues “but you know babe, it’s everything I’ve ever wanted. Be in a band with my four best mates, have a hot girlfriend and have people that love and support me, inner and outer circle”. I nod and add “you deserve it baby ! You’ve worked so hard for so long and the universe always has a plan”.
While the hours grew later where I was, the phone call was gonna near a end soon so I tried to use my time wisely. The sky outside my window was darker than usual. Sometimes it was a light dark blue or some days, pitch black which supposedly was one of those nights. I start “well baby, I’m gonna have to go soon but I just wanted to say that I love you and I cannot wait to physically be with you. Your just making me so proud and I’m just so in love with you babe. We’ll talk tommorow, ok?”. He nods and quickly says “I love you so much baby, take care of yourself, ok?” And I nod. We both quickly so bye as I placed duke where he could see calum and pick up his paw to wave at him. We both laugh until the call ended and until next time, I’ll think about him.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 : 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝙶𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚔𝚢
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↳ 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 : 840 (without lyrics)
↳ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : you and jack are in a club and things get heated
↳ 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 : kinda heated but yeah ! Enjoy :)
↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦 : nasa
I'm so into you, I can barely breathe
And all I wanna do is to fall in deep
But close ain't close enough 'til we cross the line
So name a game to play, and I'll roll the dice
I was on a night out tonight in the usual LA nightclub. The bright lights moved around quickly giving some faces a clear spotlight. The club played loud music that the bass shook the room and made people dance over the flashing multicoloured squares on the floor. The club was depending on my mood, either a great place to escape or a place of a dark hole of negatives.
I was usually dragged by my friends either to drink or dance or even hook up with someone. I was wearing a black short and tight dress along with black heels and a small black bag. I just wanted to have a nice night and shortly go home. The usual guys that came here were the usual LA guy but tonight, it’s actually better.
There was this one guy that was at a little corner of the club with a big round couch and a massive space for dancing or whatever. He had tons of people at his but which I probably believed that there fillers. He was wearing a white top with black jeans and those bomber jackets that was black on the outside and orange in the inside but sat beside him.
Oh baby, look what you started
The temperature's rising in here
Is this gonna happen?
Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move
Before I make a move
I tapped my friends shoulder and asked “ hey, see that guy over there, do you know him?”. She nodded and turned to respond in my ear. “ yeah, his names jack”. As soon as we both looked at him, he looked at us. My friend and I looked at each other and sipped from out glasses.
The night crawled into a deeper darkness and more tension grew. The staring between me and jack became more intentional as we inched at the thought of talking to one another. I knew one way or another, it was gonna happen. I didn’t wanna be uptight and would be open to him making the move although, what if he’s scared or nervous?
I then tapped my friends shoulder and again and said “do you think he likes me?”. She looks at him and back at me as she replies “ oh, for sure” making it seem like I was dumb. She adds “don’t worry, he’ll come up to you, I promise” as she smiles at me in the low lighted area.
Got everyone watchin' us, so baby, let's keep it secret
A little bit scandalous, but baby, don't let them see it
A little less conversation and a little more touch my body
'Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you
Sooner or later, I see a tall figure coming bigger as it nears me until I realise, it’s jack. His walk was as if he was straight out a movie, very cool and collected. Although some girls shouted to get his attention, his main goal was to come to me. His face was darkly lit but still framed with a tan and a deep contoured structure.
While amidst my daydreaming, he is in front of me and says “hey”. His smile was enough to send me over the chair but I had to keep my cool. I reply “hey” and we both smile at each other. He starts “how are you?” paired with a soothing tone and a gentle smile. “I’m good, what about you?” was my response as he connects “yeah, I’m good”.
“You know, we can find somewhere else to talk, if it’s too loud” he asks as I quickly think to reply. I comment “yeah, that would be good” as he finds my hand and holds a grip as he guided us both to where the larger bodyguard led us. The multicoloured lights slowly grew smaller as a more cosy and lightly lit room then entered my vision.
Tell me what you came here for
'Cause I can't, I can't wait no more
I'm on the edge with no control
And I need, I need you to know
There was a big booth with red puffy seats as me and jack made ourselves comfortable. I readjust my dress as jack comments “you know, you look really good tonight” as he places his hand on my knee. He and I hesitantly giggled as I didn’t really know him, but it felt comfortable and normal. I look up to him and add “you look good too”.
The silence filled the room for a moment as our eyes kept on each other’s attributes. He leans in for a kiss, which I didn’t know really what to think or do. I blamed the majority of these events cause of the liquid courage. We kiss and placed his hand on my waist and I place mine on his chest.
The time moved fast through the night as jack asked “if you want, you can come back to my place?”. I smile and reply “I mean, yeah”. His smile and smirk grew into each other as he tightened his grip on my waist and kissed my cheek. He says “we can go now if you want” as I add “yeah, I’ll just tell my friends” as I smile and walk over to where my friend was from before. I tap my friend and say “I’m going to jacks place”. She smiles and get excited as I smile with her. I turn as jacks waiting by the door as he’s waiting for me and I add “ I’ll call you later” as I hug her and collect my stuff to retreat to jack.
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angelicfluffs · 4 years
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❝ 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 ❞
- my name is erin
- I’m a girl
- I’m 15
- my dream job is either something in music, media or english
- my birthday is September 22 (Virgo)
- I made this account for fun and expressing myself for people I love !
- I another tumblr accounts @stanthreads and @scftedits
- my dms are always open if u wanna be friends or just want someone to talk to
- I’m generally a nice person and I hope to make some friends along the way :)
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