#anyway bazaar photoshoot <333

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Repost of a Wang Yibo in watercolor I did in 2020 taking ispiration from my favourite photoshoot of his

#my art? #why a repost and not a reblog you might ask? #because I feel like I was too annoying in the original caption but I don't want to edit the post #anyway reposting because I took it out to hang it on my wall again and was like -wth?? how did I do this??- #like yeah it's not perfect etc #but I'm 99% sure I would NOT be able to do sth like this rn #I continue to believe I do my most elaborate pieces while possessed i would not know how to explain this #or my mahmood poster #or my wwx in the red dress #or lwj with the pearl dress (which you don't know but trust me) #every time I start working on sth I feel like the meme of patrick star with a hammer in hand and a wood plank nailed to his head #do i actually learn sth when I do art?? or do I just somehow manage to do things #and then if I find the magical motivation or a willing spirit I manage to do it again? #otherwise I just cry and struggle and quit? #don't know guys this is too much of a mistery #anyway bazaar photoshoot <333 #and #wang yibo #my beloved #actually #for this or like mahmood I can almost understand #i guess that since it was strictly a copy of a reference it was a tad easier knowing where to place the colors for example #tho still I don't know how the rendering had such a result #update: okay I'm going through a sketchbook of that time period and I was practicing a lot with watercolors so maybe that helped #also I was truly using wyb as my muse and guinea pig #i have a piece of him in acrylics and one done with chalks this with watercolor some attempts with crayons #okay ow getting kinda sad cause I'm realizing I used to do art so so often even if it was all copying references #and I think I was also still reading at the time? uhmmmmmmmmm #jhjhkh lots of pencil and pen drawings as well somebody had just watched cql #i do have some xiao zhans but I have always had more difficulty drawing him dkw