#anyway my mum just told me it’s not appropriate to shower at 1am

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having undiagnosed and untreated adhd is just people in your life telling you that you need to form better habits and stop self-sabatoging

like that is not a choice on my behalf. bold of you to assume I don’t hate myself every single time I don’t do something I need/want to do. yes I am aware I am self-sabatoging. no I don’t do it on purpose and inside my head I am screaming every day all day thank you

#not trek #adhd #rein really rambles #why does my therapist keep telling me I have depression #:/ #maybe I do #not the point #anyway my mum just told me it’s not appropriate to shower at 1am #I know I was at the height of my self-loathing while I was showering at 1am #rein rambles