#anyway yay the kitchen is clean 💖

[running-in-the-dark]

I just cleaned the kitchen!!

it's been a mess for ages, my husband never has time to clean it fully (not a criticism, he really doesn't), and I've been either too fatigued to do it, or when I do have energy it's only at night. we live in an apartment so I can't clean at night (tried that at the last place, not a good idea)

but! I've been staying up later for a few days now - as in, usually I go to bed around 5 and now it's more like 9-10. so! it's day, I can do loud things. also sunlight is pretty helpful too.

it only took an hour or so and it's far from perfect but it's sooo much better. now I'm gonna go to bed and probably sleep until my husband gets home from work 🙃

#I've been sleeping until he gets home no matter when I go to bed. even if it's like 3. I will just sleep until I'm woken up #alarms do not work #I either don't hear them or I turn them off and fall asleep again before I can force myself to get up #so I figured if I just go to bed later. at least I won't be sleeping 12+ hours every day #it sort of worked. I've still fallen asleep on the couch every evening but I guess I can live with that #anyway yay the kitchen is clean 💖 #my head hurts sooo bad now (took my melatonin and then had to finish my energy drink that I had completely forgotten about. idk if that's #the reason but ouch. ouch ouch. hope I'll be able to sleep at least 😬) #personal