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#anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!
daily-whistlepaw
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daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167
I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it
#warrior cats
#whistlepaw
#windclan
#medicine cat apprentice
#this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol)
#the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help.
#and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night
#but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess)
#(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope))
#but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning
#man it was not fun
#(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about
#being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me
#annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help
#either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra
#I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off
#and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué
#I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain
#and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess
#I might have to eventually but I don't wanna
#anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!
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