#bc brain isnt going the fastest today so if im complaining about the issue i dont have background gory mental image bc im talking about it

[toomuchdickfort]

Someone probably: hey I don’t like this thought so I’m gonna stop picturing the thing I am and I’m gonna move on with my day

Me: making myself vaguely nauseous instead of doing that

#hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #i’m just complaining #thats all this post is #im complaining to stall #bc brain isnt going the fastest today so if im complaining about the issue i dont have background gory mental image bc im talking about it #but complaining takes up enough brain to push it out of the way for the moment and ANYWAY ive seen way too much like. wounds? bc my dumb ass #looks things up for writing and then gets nosy and clicks ‘images’ like the disaster i am and then i scroll for a second like i’ll somehow #be able to run from this issue. but thats not how google works. you search burn wounds and open google images and you’re gonna get burn #wounds. but my immediate reaction is always to scroll away and that doesnt work and anyway file that away in reasons im a dumbass #don’t mind me #gore #i feel like that might end up being my main tag for things like this. bc its the word i end up clinging to for like. comfort. like its all #i’ll use to describe something bc its cool and unusual and also vague so i dont have to pinpoint what exactly im referring to and also its #short. its simple. its only 4 letters. thats comfy