#be done but then when things r done other things happen and its pathatc but i cant handle things happening all the time lol

[kimmkitsuragi]

i hate asking for someone to do smthg and they forget and i have to ask again bc im genuinely worried of annoying ppl lol

#like !! trying to get this done for DAYS now and the lady seems really helpful and nice #but like i end up having to ask multiple times for things to happen and it makes me so anxious that this is still not Done (tm) #like u know when theres this big thing and you cant focus on anything else at all until that Big Thing is finished #been living like this for a WEEK #my mind is so foggy with so many things to do #and i cant clearly focus on anything bc im worrying abt this #and im worrying that i annoy people by worrying so i worry more #and like i HATE asking for help especially this many times like damnnnnn #can we just get this DONE like i dont wanna ask again im worring abt everything pls #just 😭😭😭 #aaaaaaaaAAAAAAH you know #i just. sigh. the problem is Always me like i dont wanna come to this conclusion all the time but #if i wasnt like This none of these stuff would be a big problem at all #how to function normally how to be normal how to not have this mindset #im gonna go cry and try to do my assignments that i cant even focus on bc theres too much goimg on <3 #like objectively its fine it should be fine but here i am always feelin like this lol #genuinely cannot see myself livin like this all the time but i dont think i can be different than this so we will just try our best i guess #and once again dont even know why im writing these stuff for like no one cares no one even sees this i bet lol. i just want all of this to #be done but then when things r done other things happen and its pathatc but i cant handle things happening all the time lol #anyway.. to end on a nondepressive note im trying to find something lighthearted to say lol but i cant anyway byw #neg