#becaseu hes got his notebook

[strawberri-syrup]

consider William with bad hand tremors. And he keeps them in his pocket to hide it and whenever he has to hold something he grits his teeth and tenses up and tries as hard as he physically can to not let it shake. And he stubbornly refuses to get a water bottle that won't spill because he refuses to acknowledge it because if he doesn't then maybe it'll go away and life can be like it was before--

and when he finally lets Dakota or Vyncent or Tide help him hold somethung so he doesn't drop it he almost cries because he never used to be like this and why has it happened now and why did it happen to him and he's just stuck with this constant reminder that his life will never be the same again. Teehee ^v^

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pain physical pain

#ur evil for this btw #but also yea #yea thats #yea #he doesnt want any of This to be real #i think it would be worse if he could barely write #becaseu hes got his notebook #but his hands shake so fucking much that half the pages are just #scribbles #now i am thinking of scribbles the mia stegner song #that is a william wisp song fr #i need to tell phantom #thank u so much for the william thought I will cherish it forever