#buissness (or sexuality) but i feel like i'm lying to people sometimes
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why does no one talk about the traumatazing experience of growing up in a homphobic country with not supportive parents and the pressure of wanting to move abroad
#and if they do where can i find it#while i appreciate that i have good chances of studying abroad i'm still like 18 and ver scared of college and the future#theoretically i know i shouldn't be but things dont work like that !!#bc sometimes i feel like if eveyone knew i was bi i would be treated differently#i remember when i came out to my teacher ( she was so supportive too shout out to her !!) she told me that my personal feelings are nobody#buissness (or sexuality) but i feel like i'm lying to people sometimes#and i know i shouldn't bcuz it's survival#in the end#i'm very scared of being an adult and i don't want to fuck it up#i probably will fuck some things up#but i still want to move abroad#i can't believe my childhood is over#am i supposted to tag this with rant ?#rant i guess#bisexual#you know what my sexuality is nobodys buissness#all they should care about are how well i study#homophobia
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