#but I found her rly weird and annoying. sorry Sophia. and she used to follow me around etc

[rowanhoney]

Rich in skins reminds me so much of an old friend I almost forgot about

#start of his ep in volume 6 he’s playing bass in a band w alo #and I’m like !!!!!! just like Jonás!!!! #my first bassist crush when I was like 14. not long after I’d become obsessed with Jenny lee lindberg #but also his face rly reminds me of someone and I couldn’t figure out who and yah it’s Joanie:))) #we lost touch so long ago. he looked a bit of a fucking mess #I remember I was like 16 or smth. and I fucked this girl #but I found her rly weird and annoying. sorry Sophia. and she used to follow me around etc #and I’d accidentally left jewellery and my watch at hers #and I remember Jonas being like yah I’ll just say I’m your boyf and go with u and she’ll back off #but before he could he was actually like nvm I’m fucking off to go back to Germany #went to uni at Bauhaus tho good for him #also I don’t think she’d have given a shit cos I found out later she actually did have a boyfriend rip him #so sad joanie was like. one of the few people who got it #cos we met at like 1am at alipali and hung out for a few hrs #because we both came from weird hippie households #and he just. got it. the whole having weird parents thing and how shit it can be #how did I forget abt that crush or that he even existed omg #based on a lot I remember it being mutual too wth #wow apparently all I remembered from my teen years was the girl trauma. #and the bs with steffen. so glad we r close now #and partying with the waterpolo boys #actually the waterpolo team all sucked so bad from what I recall #not the point. rich reminds me of Jonas. and there’s a fondness