#but at least I have a shih tzu who loves me😭

[thebibliosphere]

I came to bed “early” (early for me) and the way Holly Mop perked right up when she realized almost made me cry.

She went from lounging on @mothman-etd’s feet to sitting on the end of the bed, tail wagging excitedly as she waited for me to get under the covers then just plastered herself against my side with the biggest, most content sigh.

She’s currently wrapped around my leg like a koala making little whuffling snoring sounds.

We don't deserve dogs.

#holly mop #it’s been a difficult day #Tomorrow will also be hard #but at least I have a shih tzu who loves me😭

[fatuismooches]

Smooches!! Hello sweetie pie! ૮꒰ ˶´ ꒳ `˶꒱ა ♡

I just thought this out of nowhere and honestly it may not work but basically, reader (maybe even fragile!reader I’m just a complete sucker for fragile!reader) and Dottore going out of the laboratory and into the icy land that is Snezhnaya to get some materials Dottore needs. But while you two are out, suddenly (somehow) you two get ambushed by maybe some treasure hoarders or perhaps some more elite enemies. And you end up getting hurt in the process. Maybe even to the point you end up bleeding. (Would this actually happen? Probably not bc let’s face it, Dottore is so intelligent and strong like you’ve said before even if this did happen the only other situation I can think of is the Traveler 😭) I also just want to see Dottore be like angered and pissed off at whoever dared to hurt his darling. (Like yes come be my protector Dottore boo boo 😭 💕)

But yeah this may not make any sense or even work but it’s okay!! As I’m writing this we finally got rain here!! And it was a thunderstorm to top it off so hopefully this heat goes down soon. Also to answer your question about my baby <333 (dog) we actually don’t know since we’ve never gotten her tested and we had originally gotten her from the middle of the street. She’s a small dog and a creamy colored with a few darker patches. Although she does look to be like a shih tzu! Okay I should stop talking about my baby 😭 if I could send pictures I would!!! (Also if it’s okay with you: I have a bunch of ideas that I hope to send before I have to inevitably start school, so if you see me spam your inbox I’m so so sorry :c )But I hope you enjoy your week and also enjoy this last week of July!! May all your days be filled with love and happiness, as I give you lots and lots of kisses on your cute cheeks and forehead. And a bunch of cuddles too! Please make sure you’re staying well and not tiring yourself with writing. I love you loads and so does everybody else!!! Mwa mwa!!

-from your dear boo boo bear 🎐 anon! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Dottore's lover getting hurt by someone else always fills my brain with too much brainrot 🚶‍♀️ I too love the idea of a cold "i don't care what happens to anyone + I'm too strong to be hurt" character becoming uncharacteristically angry when someone they care for gets hurt. And yes as you said the chances of you getting hurt are practically in the negatives since he plans for every possibility and circumstance... if there's even the slightest chance you can get hurt he won't do it (ESPECIALLY if it's fragile reader, that's a no-no) but for the sake of fanfiction 🥰 if you do get hurt, oh boy. He doesn't show much emotion on his face other than that cocky smirk usually. But when you get hurt he just has no expression at all, and speaks with absolutely no emotion, no mocking, nothing. And that's how you know he's upset. Now we know that Dottore really doesn't care if his experiments suffer or not, but when he gets the people who hurt you, he'll make sure to conduct the most brutal experiments possible. Not caring when they cry and beg for forgiveness. Debating whether he should kill them or forever drag out their suffering.

...Moving on from that- at least you get the most advanced possible treatment in Teyvat, which means you won't be hurting for too long. And ahh I'm glad you got some rain 🌧 ! Hopefully things cooled down over there, I cant imagine how hotttt it is for you 😭 And omg your baby sounds so cute!! 💖💖 And of course I will always welcome your brainrots! I don't mind the spam at all! Good luck in school too, I know its hard but you got this 💞🥰 Make sure not to push yourself too! Hehe I'm giving you more kisses and smooches! I will enjoy this last week of July, we're one step closer to the fall haha. Ily too!! Make sure to take care of yourself as well 🫶🫶

#smooches talks #🎐 anon #fragile reader <3 #dottore love notes <3 #IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO UR IDEAS OMGGGG <3 #U MAKE SURE TO STAY WELL AND HYDRATED TOOO ILY MOREEEE 🥺🥺💕 #SMOOOCHHHH #bye cuz dottore doesn't take threats against you lightly... he does not play around 🚶‍♀️

[stayarmytinyzenmoa-l]

little india update :D

we've been staying at my dad's older brother's house ever since we came here and they have two sons who are three years older than me and a year younger than me so i have company :D the only thing is that i'm the only girl in the house other than my mom and aunt abjdfnl

but i found out that one of my cousins from my mom's side watches a ton of anime!! he's two months younger than me so he's currently in college and i don't see him much but the cousin a year younger than me also just started watching anime a few months back!! we both binge watched spy x family one night because neither of us felt like sleeping abkdfn

they also have a cute little dog who is a shih tzu and he's so cute akdfn he's like a little ball of energy and loves playing along with us and the cutest thing is if we ever go out somewhere he's literally barreling us down despite being 1/4 of our size ajbdlfn

we also went to our cousins cousins farm (so second cousins?) and we ate all the produce there and played around so much akjdlf the cousin a year younger than me and i were teasing each other because we both detest bugs so we were going "BUG" "SPIDER" randomly to scare each other akjbdfn

but yeah :D i haven't really hung out with a female my age other the second cousin at the farm but she's a good 7 years older than me so it was still a big age gap 😭 the only good thing about being the only female is that i have at least one male around me at all times so it's like a creepy man repellent because one move towards me and suddenly everyone's formed a protection circle staring them down akdbfjn

i'm just enjoying the time i have with my cousins because we leave :D i want to go back home but i don't want to leave them ;-;

AHH that's good! I can't count the number of times I've gone to some family's house and have been the only person in my age range sdfhdfjkdahs

ALSO YES SPY X FAMILY that manga is keeping me alive rn ngl I need to know if Operation Strix will be a success!!

Awww I love shih tzus! They're such adorable lap dogs sdfjsdf they always have so much love to share and it always makes me gush hehe

I think so? but jhsfkfjg nothing is better than fresh harvested food! Also I cannot guarantee the safety of anyone who yells "bug" next to me because I will go into fight or flight and 7/10 times it's fight.

We love creepy man repellant I wish I had one guhhhh I'm always on my own when I head to family functions cuz the only two others my age are always MIA cuz one lives three hours away and the other lives six hours away lmaoooo but at least you got one! It's important for your sanity

Also ahhhh that's always the dilemma. Traveling always kinda stresses me out a little, but whenever I meet my cousins at the end of it it becomes worth it, then we all cry together when we have to go our separate ways djkshff but I'm glad you're having fun! Having to leave at the end, I feel, always makes the time spent together more meaningful

#asks #rose 🌱

[insanejennievie]

Have a shit ton of drafts on twt which has never happened since like late 2017/early 2018! :o Don’t like having too much so will just leave all the supposed tweets here lol wanted to add explanations to the drafts cos most of these are unfinished thoughts but decided not to and left them as is aha ok here goes

・((((mmc has always been my fam in upd and tho ik im not close to most of them anymore (my fault ofc) nor do i know new mems na, the smallest of interactions w any one of em makes me super kilig pa rin ily mmc 😭😭😭))))

・dis my percy jackson kwento (unavailable quoted tweet)

・hello good morning dati ayoko masyado sa barcelona: a love untold pero pinanood ko sya ulit today and

・soft hours (unavailable quoted tweet)

・hdkdkdjdnd (quoted @ marcelineFsteel: I am very insecure about my body and I also think I’m really sexy at the same time. We exist. ❤)

・“uy wag mo solohin yan, akin na yung iba”

・“bakit kaya kung kelan huli na saka lang lumilinaw lahat”

・v hard to keep up with this love hate relationship i have with my body. the last few months, ive seen so many changes w it

・the last few months have scarred me mentally and emotionally. although i still function well enough, i think my motivation to live has been affected very negatively

・this still is v hard to process for someone who overthinks everything but yes this is also true (quoted @ choycebrown: “i don’t feel like talking” is valid. it’s not shade, no i’m not mad at you, sometimes i’m just not in a talking mood. let me get back to you)

・a mood (quoted @ strawberryjamal: i have transcended the need for attention i no longer need validation i only want money)

・az a bihira lumabas ng bahay, it’s super hard

・tara inom charot liquor ban nampota

・((gusto ko na maiyak kasi sobraaaang tagal na netong sakit ng ulo ko hdjskdhfjfkfkdid

・hassle magkaron ng sipon sipon kuno

・sobrang hirap pag yung kausap mo

・i started to stay off of socmed since 2017. it wasn't hard for me to disconnect since i didn't really have the budget for

・neighbors adopted a shih tzu and every time i'd let our shihs (2) out sa terrace, nagpapanic yung lalaki kasi nakakarinig ng umiiyak na shih

・at that point in my cycle where im seeing all my flaws again and honestly tired of this but

・amoy takoyaki 😭 ang bango 😭 penge po mga kapitbahay 😭

・aaaa so hard to adjust to the fact that not everything is/s

・yes yes may to-do list wala namang crossed off ☠☠☠ (quoted @ myrthena: I present to you "task paralysis". It is when just thinking about all the things you have to do makes you unable to move in the least, that in the end none of those tasks are finished or even started. You just sit there more useless than ever)

・bas2s (quoted @ kindofsquishy: Kids who grew up "academically gifted" are now anxious adults who have thousands of abandoned hobbies and spiral into self hate whenever they make basic mistakes, or they are doctors

There is no in between)