#but i also know im heading in a commercial direction willingly

[mihai-florescu]

I am just. A little artist. I cannot help it. Or am i?

#i dont know how i feel about calling myself an artist #i enjoy art i go to an art academy i draw and write and make other 'artistic' projects #but i dont feel like im coherent #i dont feel like my soul wants to express much. i feel like everything is just to delay a self inflicted death for when im finally truly- #bored #not to quote one of my fav shows but i do feel like a leaf in the stream of creation #i really admire people who are passionate and work hard and know what they want cuz im just a bit aimless #in highschool it was easier to just have an aim and it also felt like it was ok i wasnt as good as i wanted to be bc id figure it out soon #actually i dont think i have a conclusion or goal with these tags #i just need to ponder the meaning of art. i think what ive done for uni (some of the projects at least) can be considered art #but i also know im heading in a commercial direction willingly #so yeah. i dont think i can call myself an artist #rant #kinda?