#but i dont want to be the person to cut people off randomlh

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Am I not getting a response from the person who does queer friendly hair cuts in my city for an appointment because he's busy or is it because my abuser turned him against me even though he doesnt know me and I can add him to the long list of people who hate me for no reason other than "X told them to" and other normal questions to ask yourself!

#i hate it here #god i cant wait to get out of this fucking city and away from this person who destroyed my life #and continually manages to STILL keep destroying my life and relationships even a year later #i just wish i could erase him from my life and be a person who never knew him #but unfortunately he seems hell bent on erasing me from everyone elses lives so.... #its always a game of okay whos going to turn against me next #im paranoid and sensitive and i hate it #im ready to just prematurely cut off anyone who is even on like....good terms with him just in case #but i dont want to be the person to cut people off randomlh #since yknow. thats what traumatized me #anyway. pls dont r//ebl/gg #im just feeling some kind of way tonight #win rambles