#but i just watched him scolding freddie and 😔😔😔

[debitchery]

i am going through a serious mental decline so guess who's rewatching hannibal already?

#is the first episode actually that funny or am i just seriously mentally ill rn? #you wont like me when i'm psychoanalyzed. #the daily crisis of do i kin will graham or do i want to kiss him to make him shut up #both? both works. #i am watching amuse–bouche now and i love the aesthetic of this episode... #the incessant craving to connect with something... anything at all! at any cost! it's something younger me would have fixated on #and also...... i hate to say this but .......... maybe hannibal is attractive 😔 #my first watchthrough i was steadfast that while he wasn't ugly it was more his demeanor and such that made him compelling #but i just watched him scolding freddie and 😔😔😔 #Shame. #i need more water i am dying of thirst and becoming desperate it seems! #ash speaks #i might liveblog hannibal a little bit so. #ashton watches hannibal