#but i literally cannot leave the house bc of morning sickness it is a constant

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#vent #tw pregnancy #anyways im fucking PREGNANT #and between that and the last of an ed (brain wont eat unless its specific food) #i have lost a large amount of weight #and like i dont mean to be ungrateful #but i literally cannot leave the house bc of morning sickness it is a constant #i tried to eat the smallest thing today and it came back up like 10 minutes later #and i asked my partner to pick up a few old safe foods #and not only did it take three days #he brought back two of three things i asked him for one of which was completely wrong #and like? i feel like i cant be mad at him bc he went to the store and tried? #but also did he even try? like he came home w a bunch of beers for himself #his burgers and some other pastry thing #and i got three apples one of which is incredibly bruised #and im just so tired #i wanna fucking cry lmao but i dont feel justified in doing it #tw vomit #tw ed mention #oh ALSO hes not allowed to be there for the ultrasound or consultation which means im gonna have to do this alone which is not his fault #but lord is it adding to my stress