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#but im psychotic and when im off my meds thats whats goin on. thats all i know
pansyfemme
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2 years
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dont talk to me until ive had my morning antipsychotics
#missed em two days in a row. not on purpose and i am trying to get better abt it
#but man. i do not function without them
#being on antipsychotics is weird bc ive been on em since i was twelve and when u say that u take them ppl get all freaked out and its like.
#would u rather i was unmedicated bc im gonna be psychotic either way
#ppl get so weird when they find out someones psychotic and they couldnt tell
#miss my antidepressants .
#im fine. as long as i get my next dose i dont even notice
#my antipsychotics? you might as well blindfold me bc i cannot keep my vision straight
#i get all jittery and loose and floaty and start depersonalizing at the drop of a hat
#not a coherant thought in my head. just like the same three words repeating themselves over and over
#its like a waking dream. crazy to think that used to be how i lived 24/7.
#obviously. if i miss a lot of doses it gets worse and worse until the real bad symptoms kick back in
#but like.
#missing one dose just makes shit really frustrating. missing more makes me pretty much unable to leave bed
#idk how to discribe it. its like being very very dizzy but instead of a phsyical dizzy its a mental dizzy but like. not brain fog and not
#distracted just kinda. dizzy and jittery
#im professional diagnosed psychotic but man i could not tell you actual terms for any of my symptoms
#like. is this psychotic stuff? maybe. idk it could be anything
#but im psychotic and when im off my meds thats whats goin on. thats all i know
#i will say. the good part is when i have surgery and
#have anesthethia it is such a familiar feeling bc thats what being off my meds feels like almost exactly lmao
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