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#but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg
songtwo
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idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..
#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today….
#and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop
#but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him
#and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him
#and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself
#and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week
#it’s been like 5 times since december
#but 3 have been on the past month alone
#and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident
#and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved
#and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening
#and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again
#by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive
#and like. idk what to do
#i really don’t want to be w someone like this
#and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this
#but i also can’t abandon him
#like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone
#but like i don’t want to live like this
#maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out
#but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg
#i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either
#and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk
#i just don’t know what to do
#i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:(
#and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week…..
#but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now
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