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hunxi-after-hours · 3 years

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I am, as always, thinking about the grotto of ten thousand gods, and why Feng Xin and Mu Qing freak the fuck out when they discover that all the statues are of Xie Lian, but meanwhile, Xie Lian isn’t remotely phased

(and Hua Cheng is so deeply, terrifyingly angry, but also hurt)

because to anyone, anyone else, the idea that someone has carved ten thousand statues of your likeness seems obsessive, creepy, even stalker-ish--which, compounded with Hua Cheng’s behavior, is not an unreasonable conclusion to draw from the outside, and that’s not even getting to the mural that they didn’t let Xie Lian see

but Xie Lian isn’t remotely bothered, and the more I think about that, the more it makes sense:

he was once the beloved taizi dianxia of Xianle, he knows what it’s like to be worshiped, and he knows exactly how little that worship really means when the winds change

Hua Cheng has already proven himself, over and over again, that he wants nothing but the best for Xie Lian, Xie Lian’s safety and happiness above all else

more importantly, Hua Cheng has proven that he respects Xie Lian’s boundaries and agency, which, unfortunately, Feng Xin and Mu Qing do NOT

look, it’s Xie Lian. He would never judge someone solely by their worst moment in life, and if all Hua Cheng did in the depths of his despair was to create an astounding trove of art? Well, it’s a far sight better than Xie Lian’s coping mechanisms in book four

and really, it all comes back to the idea of unconditional love, and the way that Xie Lian’s divinity and talent and royal birth make it that so rare and precious for him

because as the crown prince, he was beloved for what he represented, rather than who he was

and as a god, he was worshipped for what he could do for his believers, rather than who he was

this is the thing about godhood in TGCF--it is not a guarantee of power, it not inherent, inalienable. Those heavenly perks come with caveats, that spiritual power comes with fine print

(gods can die in TGCF, just like any human, or monster, or ghost king)

no power is unbreakable. no adoration is unconditional

and then there’s Hua Cheng

the strength of Hua Cheng’s love can level mountains, topple the heavens, and most of all? it is completely unconditional

if Xie Lian decided to become his mask in book four, Hua Cheng would have stood by his side and unleashed a plague

if Xie Lian decided to dedicate the rest of his life to collecting scraps and barely scrape by, Hua Cheng would roll up his sleeves and carry trash right beside him

if Xie Lian decided to take all of that immense power and turn it on Hua Cheng, burn a ghost king, then burn the ashes, Hua Cheng would simply stand there and smile and say if that’s what gege wants and let him

it’s you, not the state of you

my dream is only you

I would be the stone beneath your feet you use to climb higher

I am forever your most loyal believer

#hunxi thinks about TGCF #at any given moment I am thinking about the grotto of ten thousand gods #and how horrible that experience must have been for Hua Cheng #he's not ashamed of his devotion for Xie Lian -- honestly he flaunts it whenever he can #makes a personality and statement out of it #but it's not fun to have people trampling through the hallways of your trauma #the corridors of your darkest memories #who was Hua Cheng when he carved those ten thousand statues?#not the self-assured ghost king who could call down rains of blood and flowers #not the most powerful creature under and above heaven #we know Hua Cheng hates showing weakness #not out of any inherent shame in weakness #but because he isn't strong enough to protect Xie Lian #and the Hua Cheng who carved those ten thousand statues? he wasn't strong enough yet #he knew this. it was why he was here bathing in the blood and fire of Tonglu #at any given moment I am thinking about the ten years Hua Cheng spent in Tonglu alone

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anntoldst0ries · 3 years

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The Signs (Ethan x MC)

Book: Open Heart 3, post Chapter 11 Pairing: Dr Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Dr Noelle Valentine) Word Count/Rating: 1.6k, T Summary: After moments of passion and confessions, Ethan finds himself unable to fall asleep. Category/Warnings: Fluff, None

A/N: They are riding on Hawaiian waves, I am riding on the wave of fluff.

He witnessed the scene countless times during his career.

People squeezed in hospital corridors on horribly uncomfortable plastic chairs, air filled with hope of receiving the good news on their loved ones’ health, shared by many souls simultaneously. Wives resting their heads on husbands’ shoulders, mothers holding children perseveringly, their arms and legs numb and asleep. Some of them unmoving, save for shallow breaths and occasional blinks. Tired, on the verge of emaciation, haven’t had a wink of sleep in god knows how long.

How were they doing this? Where did they take this superhuman strength from?

Ethan could never fully comprehend this.

It was the sort of power he never really experienced in his life.

Until now.

Because when Noelle’s head found its haven on the sea of his chest, there wasn’t anything he wanted more than to become completely still, to hold his breath and be the pillow of safety she nestles up to.

He’d do whatever it takes to preserve her sleep, which, right now, was the most fragile and precious thing in the world to him.

It was a sign.

They lay in the aftermath of the afterglow, two castaways of the storm called life which, despite hurting them both really badly, also helped them find each other.

Them against the world.

Tropical Hawaiian air, sticky and dense, filled the room already soaked with lust.

It was heavy, failing to provide even the slightest relief amidst pervasive heat.

Because it was the type of heat that didn’t have much to do with the temperature.

It was the ardor of lovers.

Written on their curves were the stories of worship and promises of stories yet to be told.

They claimed each other's bodies a couple of times this night, engulfed in waves of desire bigger and stronger than the ones breaking on the shore outside the hotel windows.

The tidal waves hitting them, every next one with more might then its predecessor, their whole world encapsulated in the sounds of pleasure.

And something else.

In those moments, they were so much more than just a combination of skin, bones, muscles and ligaments succumbing to the march of time.

They were everlasting.

As doctors, they were reminded of their own mortality every second of every working hour.

But now, they were invincible, only if for a night.

When they moved in perfect unison, he saw something in her eyes.

He didn’t know what to call it, but he knew what it felt like.

Unconditional.

Their clothes and belongings were scattered all over the floor, the only witnesses of the wedding night fever.

It was the type of mess that was actually a proof of a perfect order.

The only kind of disarray he could live in permanently.

Signs.

Every cell of Ethan’s body craved sleep. But his eyes were wide open, defying the laws of gravity. And his mind was on overdrive. He couldn’t help but reminisce.

Two years ago he kissed her for the first time.

He could tell you exactly what happened right before and after the kiss. He could describe every second, every detail, every thought. But when their lips touched, he forgot his own name. And everything else he thought he knew.

A year ago he was fighting for her life.

Back then, Ethan didn’t know how strong he really was. Until being strong was the only choice he had.

Today, she was right here beside him and it was almost surreal. She was so close that he would notice the rising and falling of her chest. The rhythm of her breath.

It took him long to believe they could have a happy ending.

Too long, he kept reprimanding himself.

Yet the signs were there, if one only looked.

They were all around.

Ethan thought of all the people who made him the man and the doctor he was today.

Dolores. His first patient turned friend, the tragic and unjust loss. Baby Ethan’s fight. The night when nature played the cruelest eye for an eye game. Life for life. The night he started seeing Noelle Valentine through a brand new lens. He never told anyone, but seeing them so vulnerable awoke something in him. His own sensitivity, buried beneath the layers of grumpiness and indifference. Thick doctor skin.

Naveen. Ethan wished he could wipe the images out of his head. Seeing the man who taught him everything shrink and almost disappear was one of the hardest things he had to face in his whole life. Truth be told, he only made it through because she shared the burden with him. Because she saved Naveen. This delicate, slightly-built woman. The warrior. His Noelle. She made him so proud.

Louise. What his mother did to him was beyond repair. The cross he carried with him, anywhere he went. But in a short period of time Noelle achieved something he couldn’t do for years. Forgive. Never forget. Forgive and finally understand that even broken souls deserve the unbreakable love.

Dad. The man who, despite all the adversities, always had time for his child. But that didn't stop Ethan from resenting Alan for always justifying what Louise did. He couldn't understand, even though it was so simple. Love. In the realms of medicine, Ethan was in his element. But the concept of unconditional love was estranged. Until he met her. Not only did she mend the broken fence between father and son, but also showed him that some things truly are unexplainable and can only be understood with heart, not mind.

Tobias - his former best friend then best rival and now...best not to talk about it too much. Only Noelle had the power of talking Ethan into considering looking at Tobias in a different light. She laughed at the idea of holding the grudge forever. She challenged him and called him out on his bullshit.

Every relationship that meant something to him, had irreversibly been impacted by the force of a once clueless intern.

She signed them all.

Suddenly, she peeled away from his chest and rolled over to the left, so that her back was now facing him. Having covered her with a thin sheet, his fingers brushed her shoulder blades ever so lightly, as if anything more than this could hurt her.

It took all the willpower in the world to stop himself, for he wanted to touch every single millimeter of her being.

He wanted to draw the maps on her back. Maps of all the places they are going to discover together. The highways of their world. The plans of all the cities they will tower over. Write the words of pure adoration. The stories yet to unfold.

At the risk of looking like a creep, he slowly inhaled her smell. He wished there was a way to capture and bottle it, so he could carry it with him everywhere. His favourite perfume in the whole wide world.

Noelle shuddered lightly and the tiny movement startled him. Maybe she was trying to shoo a bad dream away.

“You are just a few inches away… and this is the longest distance between us I’m willing to put. No more running.” He whispered and kissed her hair lovingly. As if on cue, her breath returned to its regular rhythm, the tension leaving her muscles.

Part of him hoped she was asleep. Another wished she’d heard every single word. After all, he wasn’t best at translating feelings into words. Or maybe he was actually afraid that once he started, nothing would stop him.

Not only from telling her how he’s never felt this way about anyone, but also how everything fades whenever she’s around. How all the hospital drama dissipates, because everything is figureoutable as long as he knows she’s safe and sound. How, if he couldn’t run, he’d walk. If he couldn’t walk, he’d crawl. To her.

Today has done something to him.

Celebration of Ines’ love. Zaid’s speech. Being surrounded by people he no longer considered co-workers only. His friends.

Ethan lied. “I've never felt this way about anyone... and I don't know if I ever will again." Because he is certain he never will again. But more importantly, he never wants to.

Words echoed throughout his head.

“What I didn't expect was to meet the kindest, sweetest, most amazing doctor I've ever known... and the best friend I've ever had.” That was exactly what happened to him when one intern crossed the threshold of Edenbrook hospital...and inadvertently his life.

A crazy thought was born in his head. Completely irrational. And not a bad idea.

He hoped Zaid wouldn’t mind if he’d stolen the line and used it for his wedding vows. That is, if she agreed to share the rest of her life with him. There was always a dose of uncertainty.

But the idea certainly didn’t sound so scary anymore. Quite the contrary.

~~~

Noelle woke up in a couple of paradises simultaneously.

The tropical paradise.

The physical paradise of total satisfaction.

The paradisiacal view of Ethan Ramsey’s perfect body.

“Good morning.” She murmured to the man on the balcony, who, despite the heavenly view of Hawaii stretching behind him, had his eyes set firmly on her.

“Good morning indeed.” He replied with an unknown sweetness in his voice, that surprised even him.

And he really meant it.

This was a good sign.

Fantastic even.

Maybe the best one ever.

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ectiger · 5 years

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The gang’s all here!

Of course, one would need a hundred of these pictures to list everyone, but this was what I could comfortably do in a night :) It does feel very good to finally stabilize, become grounded and level headed, and ready to rejoin a community of hard-working artists. There has been heartbreak, illness, terrible loneliness. Rejection. So much hatred. But there was also soul searching - true hearts shining through the darkest of spaces. The reanimation of a spirit that was put on ice many years ago. Most importantly, family. Understanding. Raw, unconditional love. People that really care. People who truly and deeply believed in what EPAW was founded on - make the world better with art.

I’ve come to realize just how much it makes the world better, how important it is after living such a long time without desire to truly create. It had to be lost to be regained and truly appreciated. One day, this story will be shared in further detail, but not today. For now what matters is, I’m here to stay. This is where I belong.

Let’s embrace that wide-eyed dream and unbreakable drive that was left behind so long ago. Let’s change the world with art - together.

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simpstyle · 6 years

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August Tarotscopes: What Will Happen To You ?

August is HERE!

See what is in store for you for the rest of the summer !

LEO

JULY 22 – AUGUST 23

CARDS: seven of coins - six of cups

You’re fulfillment this month comes from the art of giving. This extension of love is bringing out some serious empathy and compassion that the world desperately needs at this moment. You’re being called to do what you feel right in your heart for the greater good of the world. Focus on family matters, and it’ll naturally flow onto the outside world.

This Month's Advice

Take pride in being the example of unconditional love, following your heart and being the epitome of unity. People are watching, and following you. They say the best form of flattery is imitation, show them how it’s done Leo!

AQUARIUS

JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

CARDS:the tower/ 10 of swords

You’re not going to like how the Universe shakes you up this month but these tower moments never leave you high and dry. There will be awareness and understanding once the tower falls but the real gold is in-between, where you get to decide “Am I going to stay down about this and feel sorry for myself or will this be the turning point where I decide to stand in my power?” Choose to level up above adversity

This Month's Advice - Let the anxieties go! You win some to lose some remember? Get in tune with the ebb and flow, the duality that is life. This is an opportunity to rebuild.

PISCES

FEBRUARY 18 – MARCH 20

CARDS: knight of coins/ 4 of swords

Have you been planning on meditating for a while but haven’t found the time? Rest assured, you’ll find time this month. When you do, prepare yourself for the revelation that comes. Not only will it be something that you didn’t see coming, but it will also be something necessary for you to understand why you were called to stop, rest, and take a look within.

This Month's Advice

Rest brings rejuvenation. Meditation brings enlightenment. The actions you take after the opening of awareness is up to you. I trust you’ll do what feels true to you

CAPRICORN

DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 20

CARDS- 0 of cups/ knight of wands

You’ve determined energy is a blessing this month. There is no job too great for you! Not only that, but your finessing it and adding your flare to anything, and everything you do. You’ve been given the freedom to be creative and do things your own way. Make it great, just like you!

This Month's Advice Your work is a reflection of you. Take pride in that and do not settle until you are overjoyed with the finished product. You know exactly what you’re doing, so be proud.

ARIES

MARCH 20 – APRIL 20

CARDS: 10 of swords – six of swords

You could expect August to feel like everything you hoped for. You’ve been in your head a lot trying to figure out your next moves and finally you’ve decided to take the first step out of your comfort zone. August gives you an opportunity to start fresh and everything you do

This Month's Advice - The longer you stay stuck in fear the more you’ll manifest exactly what keeps you there. Set yourself free by giving yourself another chance at doing what you love, so you receive all you desire.

TAURUS

APRIL 20 – MAY 21

CARDS: eight of coins – five of swords

You have a reputation of being a hard worker. The best part is that your efforts and results are consistent. You’ll find the missing link that completes the vision, and the execution this month. You’ve got the blueprint for a solid foundation, clearly this is the beginning of something amazing.

This Month's Advice

Yes! You’re winning this month. But watch the ego, the great ones don’t brag about how great they are. Make sure your success isn’t at the expense of those who have helped you along the way

GEMINI

MAY 21 – JUNE 21

CARDS: the star -six of cups

Only when you feel whole, fulfilled, and abundant Can you give from a place of pure joy and love. This month, remember to fill your own cup with the same generosity you give the rest of the world. As your self worth and love increases, So will everything else in life.

This Month's Advice

Be on the lookout for the reciprocity you feel you deserve. Your love and warm hearted energy is about to be reflected back to you on a whole new level

CANCER

JUNE 21 – JULY 22

CARDS: Four of swords – judgment

This Month's Advice

Your work is a reflection of you. Take pride in that and do not settle until you are overjoyed with the finished product. You know exactly what you’re doing, so be proud.

VIRGO

AUGUST 23 – SEPTEMBER 23

CARDS: ix of coins - king of swords

Set solid boundaries this month, work on balancing the parts of you that wants to be everyone’s hero. What is that validating for you? Or how does it take up time and space for yourself? How could you give yourself the same attention especially when things get rough.Pay attention to the people that are there for you when you need them the most and those who call themselves your friends but show you the opposite.

This Month's Advice - Be discerning! Not everything and everyone deserves your attention.

LIBRA

SEPTEMBER 23 – OCTOBER 23

Cards: 10 of swords - two of swordss

Stop avoiding things just because you don’t want to take responsibility for what comes next. That’s one sure way to block your blessings, and manifestations. You are the magician, the sorcerer, the high priestess! So take the wand, focus and direct your attention exactly where your heart is telling you to. All you need to ask yourself is how do I want to feel to know where to point.

This Month's Advice - What’s worse? Staying small and not showing the world what you’re capable of? Or holding yourself accountable, and getting it done no matter the price? Even if it means sleepless nights.

SCORPIO

OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 22

CARDS: the magician ace of coins

Wow!You’ve got the key and you know exactly what lock it belongs to. Your intuition, but most importantly your willingness to make your vision come to life is striking. Your focus is unbreakable this month. Its because its so close you can feel it, see it, and sense it.

This Month's Advice- You’ve got the skill, and you’ve been born with all the tools you’ll ever need for a successful future. What will you manifest?

SAGITTARIUS

NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 21

CARDS:knight of cups/ wheel of fortune

You better pick up that spirit! Just because things arent going as planned, on time or how you’d expect them to be doesn’t mean that it isn’t going to work out. Remember it will always happen in Divine Timing. You don’t get to control every aspect of your life, but what you do get to control is what you react to. You know youre worthy of everything you’ve been working diligently towards. So whats the fuss about knowing its already yours?

This Month's Advice - Breathe into this, its your karmic lesson. If you surrender

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wishescrown-blog · 5 years

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Best Happy Birthday Wishes For Dad : Happy Birthday Dad [2019]

Growing up, a father plays a huge role in the lives of his kids. Our fathers protect us, guide us, provide us with whatever we need and most importantly, they show us how to live. We feel like they are superheroes, unbreakable and strong. And in a way, they are. They sacrifice for us, try to save us from any pain and do things to keep us happy. And they do all this without complaining. As kids grow up, they may have to follow their own dreams and leave their dads behind or get busy with their own lives. It’s painful and there will be a lot of missing involved but that is the way of life. What you can do at times like those is keep in touch with them. Spend time with them when you’re free, call them, text them, ask them how they’re doing and let them know you’re okay. Also, you could think of some happy birthday wishes for dad. There are a lot of things you could do on your dad’s birthday. It depends on his personality and interests. If you know your father well, you would know what he’s fond of, if he likes to celebrate quietly or throw a party and what you may need to avoid. Take some time and ask yourself what would be some good birthday wishes for dad. I would say the best present you can give your dad is to spend time with him. You could arrange for the whole family to be together and enjoy each other’s’ company, have meals together and maybe even cook his favorite dishes. It will definitely make him immensely happy. Another alternative is to take him to his favorite restaurant. Another great year of having the greatest papa in the world to spend time with. Happy Birthday Dad! Dad, happy birthday! You’ve always been an amazing father. Now, I’m glad to say, you’re an even more amazing friend. Dad, I remember when you didn’t need help blowing out your candles but you still let me help. Happy Birthday Dad. Dad, you are my hero, my role model, the man who I look up, to and dream to become. Happy birthday, Dad! Dear dad, I am so lucky to have such a wise and encouraging father like you. Wishing you the most enjoyable day! Growing up, you taught me to laugh, I hope you laugh on your special day. Happy birthday to my incredible father and my best friend! I love you and wish a day filled with joy! Happy Birthday Dad Happy birthday to my inspiration and my hero, who have taught me to aim for the stars! Wishing you all the best in life, daddy.

Happy birthday to the greatest father in the world! Let your special day be fun and amazing, I love you! Happy birthday to the world’s most incredible, wonderful, unbelievable, amazing, awesome, marvelous and, of course, handsome Dad! Happy birthday, Dad! May you always be as happy, healthy, and whole as you’ve made everyone you love. I am the best that I can be because you taught me to never give up. Happy Birthday Dad! I could never find a gift that would measure to the love you have showered me in. Happy Birthday Dad

I‘m so proud to have such a great father like you and I will always cherish all the priceless lessons that you have given me! Have a wonderful birthday, dad! If I had a dollar for every thing I love about you, I’d be rich! Happy birthday to a million dollar dad! No words can ever take the place of the feelings of my heart for you, hope your day is joyful. Thanks for making me rich. Not with money but with love, caring and a happy family. Happy Birthday Dad. Thanks for showing me how the world works. I may need a few more tips though. Happy Birthday Dad. The older I get, the more I realize that a Dad like you is as rare as a desert rose — and just as beautiful. I’m so grateful you’re my Dad. Happy birthday to the best father anywhere. The warmest birthday wishes to the kindest and wisest dad. You are the man that I‘ve always looked up to. May your day be nothing but wonderful! They say that wisdom comes with age. Today, you have to be the wisest man I know. Just kidding! Have a great birthday! Happy Birthday Dad Wishing you a very healthy, incredibly happy and entirely peaceful birthday, Dad!

You are the greatest Dad in the world. If this was Father’s Day, I would give you a tie. But it’s your birthday, so I’ll give you all my love, respect and affection, the ties that bind. Happy Birthday Dad! Your soul is pure, your heart is priceless, and your wisdom is astounding. Happy Birthday Dad! Your unconditional love has always helped me to feel warm and safe. Thanks. Happy Birthday. You could also save up and get him something. If your dad is the type who reads a lot or is into books, try to find out some really good ones that he will like and buy them in advance as they may not be available in your city and you may have to order them online. Also, make sure he did not buy them already. If he’s into sports, you could get him something related to that like tennis bats, balls, golf sticks or other sports gear. Then there are the obvious things like a watch, shirt or wallet. Some fathers enjoy getting emails or letters as well. Especially if you’re away from home, think of some birthday wishes for dad that are nice, funny and touching. The bond between a father and daughter or son is very important and must always stay strong. For this, we need to do our best to show them respect and love. Even birthday wishes for dads are a part of it because we should not miss any opportunity to make them happy. Read the full article

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starblcssd-a · 5 years

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❈ ✼ ❈ @pevensiethejust // cont. from here

Edmund was standing in her bedroom doorway. He ran to the eastern wing as fast as he could. ( that was one thing he hated about the palace - the proximity between each sibling was ludicrous.)

Although the 3am tears’ trails were still evident on his freckled, ruddy skin, his eyes had a familiar glaze to them. Edmund had only REALLY learnt, since being in Narnia, that the unconditional love that resided between him & his siblings was truly the work of the great lion. & that more importantly, when the night terrors occurred, he need not freeze in fear of his own mind but find refuge in the place of his brother’s and sisters’ arms.

He knew Lucy knew what it was about. He felt vulnerable but no shyness stepping foot into her bedroom & lying down on top of her dusty red duvet covet. The boy King wiped his nose on the sleeve of his cotton shirt, giving her an affiliative grimace. “ Sorry, Lucy… She appeared again.” Voice horse.He felt his chest release the smallest of chuckles. “ Pretend I’m not here, go back to sleep.” The familiarity of his words upset him the most. For he wished not to disturb the sleep of his little sister, but his selfish fear moved his feet which lumbered down the empty corridors and pulled him towards her. She was always more understanding than the others.

it should no longer be any surprise, these unorthodox nighttime visits. she still hopes not to receive them. her heart still sinks every time she hears her door creak open, the unsteady silhouette of her brother cast against the moonlit glow, the tremulous rhythm of his breathing heavy in the air. poor edmund. they a l l suffered from nightmares after the ordeal of the witch, in their own way... but edmund suffered most, and still carries the most burden.

peter and susan would try, but they cannot understand. as younger siblings, lucy and edmund share a peculiar, unbreakable bond... why is why he always comes to her.

‘ oh, edmund... ’ she waits until he has slipped into bed next to her, then twines her arms around his shoulders. when she used to have nightmares, lucy would creep into their parents’ bed, and mama would hug her to sleep. she is no little mother, not like susan, but she still tries to do the same for edmund. ‘ it’s alright, i was awake anyways, ’ she whispers -- a lie, but he needn’t know. ‘ was it her again? ’

#ix . ' dances with dryads and walks in light ' ( lucy interactions )#pevensiethejust

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notwithoutyoufanbook · 7 years

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NWY Contributor Spotlight: Jessie Lucid

Name/Handle: Jessie Lucid/@lucidnancyboy

My sites:

Tumblr Instagram ArchiveOfOurOwn I’m putting together a Redbubble shop that I’ll have up and running in the next few weeks (Jessie Lucid).

What are some of your favorite Stucky-related works that you’ve done?

I’m most proud of the drawing I created for this Anthology, ‘Embrace’. Here’s a sneak peek:

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My inspiration was Stucky + Michaelangelo and I pushed myself technically further than I’ve ever gone with creating folds in fabric and capturing the emotion of Steve and Bucky holding one another. Plus I spent over one-hundred hours on the piece.

I drew a series of Avengers as their teen-punk versions which started me on my High School Stucky AU fic/drawing journey. Imagining the qualities of each Avenger and translating them into the kind of kids I hung out with in high school was a blast. My punk Bucky is my true alter ego Bucky, and if I could magically transform into him I’d jump at the chance. I also have a weakness for tattooed Steve, and drawing all the London punk details on Clint took me on sweet nostalgic road trip.

My current Stucky project is creatively the most fulfilling thing I’ve ever attempted. My handle on Archive of Our Own is lucidnancyboy and my fic is called King Of The Jocks King Of The Misfits. It’s a multi-chapter fic with a drawing accompanying each chapter. I haven’t written since college, choosing to focus on drawing and painting instead, but my teen punk AU drawings got a Stucky story brewing in my brain that I just had to let out. The result is a reimagining of Steve and Bucky’s arc in the MCU, exploring the difficulties young people experience in High School: sexual identity, coming out, depression, anxiety, bullying, substance abuse, homophobia and tragedy. That’s the rough stuff: it also plays with music, film, so many pop culture references that your head will spin, humor, humor and more humor and most importantly the unconditional love of Steve and Bucky.

What do you most love about Stucky/the Stucky fandom?: The heart of Steve and Bucky’s story include so much depth and creating art and writing about their unbreakable bond is so inspiring for me. There are so many themes to explore, their story includes so many nuances, and no matter how the fandom pairs them their love always bleeds through.

I’ve been writing my first Stucky fanfic and the reception from the fandom has been so welcoming. The positive comments discussing the rich themes I’m exploring in my story have been so affirming and have encouraged me to keep writing and pursuing my dream to transition my career into a full time author/artist.

When was the moment that you shipped it?: Originally I was a rabid Frostiron shipper, because Loki is a sexy beast. Devouring Frostiron fics led me to switch my primary allegiance to Stucky. Steve and Bucky kept popping up as secondary characters and I was sucked in by their chemistry and haven’t looked back.

Other fandoms/ships you love: I really stick to what I love, which is Marvel. I still have a soft spot for Tony/Loki, and Clint/Natasha. In my own writing I’ve somehow managed to give Bucky & Clint an epic bromance and oh lordy do I love some TJ Hammond mixed with Jack Benjamin/Stucky.

Jessie Lucid will have new artwork and illustrations in NOT WITHOUT YOU ★ A STUCKY ANTHOLOGY.

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marshira18 · 7 years

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Dear Him,

We deserve each other and I mean that in the most sincere and loving way. The greatest love story ever told by two poetic souls. You want to grow and succeed and I can help fulfill that need. Your flaws are not flaws just lessons not yet learned, so I am patient. I realized you were worth waiting for and I know I am too. I know who you are and who you’re going to be so I will stand by my decision to remain wholesome because I am a queen fit for a king. Submitting myself before our God I will honor our union as an unbreakable bond. True love is what I offer not some fleeting affection. I hope for you, but more importantly I pray for you even when I question our destiny. I know that you are a strong man with a vision and I admire your ambition. When I’m with you I see clearly and I desire you for that. I am a better me, the me that I want to be so I’ll wait as long as it takes because you deserve the unconditional love that I bring. So I can promise you that we are worth the chance. I know that I’ll be great with out you but I prefer to be extraordinary with you.

Sincerely, A Poetic Soul

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4png · 5 years

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Happy Birthday Honey I cant speak enough about the gem that you are, the shooting star I had the chance to hold, kiss, admire, and express how high on a pedestal I place you to everyone/anyone. Showing you how a REAL princess should be treated with every action I took. Every day of life I have been blessed with since we met one another, I’ve managed to cultivate different ways to express the magnitude of appreciation that I have for you. I’ve learned so many things from my past and yours that all I wished was to apply that knowledge onto our relationship so that we can become the most powerful and unbreakable team ever. Today, like everyday, should be special for you and you should be acknowledged that way for eternity from whom ever. I am forever grateful for the way you cared about my health, eating habits, you taught me how to put my foot down and speak up for shit work/family related, for guiding me through so many things — most importantly enhancing the communication w sean! I appreciate the changes I made to better myself for us, which in return made me a more stable, secure, and a wise decision maker. Alot of who I am today thanks to you 🥰 You told me once youve learned valuable things with each relationship youve encountered and with us, I was the teacher of love — well, with you, you taught me how to love MYSELF and how far i can go for someone outside of bloodline. This was unconditional for me and I hope through this process of being whole again that you can see how much of a queen you were to me and the impact you made in my life. I now look at the moon more often and speak to it as if it were you. I look out my window at the Whitney Museum and reminisce of all the times we visited and wondered around in nyc. I look at our lovely LOVELY pictures and smile because 2018 was beautiful no matter the ups and downs. I close my eyes and feel your touch when you’d caress my face, smell my beard and hair 😂 most importantly when you jumped over from your seat to my lap. The time we drove by your town and you sang this song to me in my car and the ways you called me honey honey. The philipino talks: saying eleben:eleben when its 11:11p/a lmao — ok ok, the point is, I hope some how you feel the same. You reminisce and smile more! I hope you got your telescope so maybe in the future we can look for your star in our home (hoboken park) — lay out and cuddle. I know times will get tough and when you feel you need a hand or a heart to heart during this process i hope you see me as more than just a friend and a lover but one who just wants the best for you, more than a soulmate, more than a twin flame — please don’t hesitate to show up, My arms will be forever open to you NO MATTER what. https://www.google.com/amp/s/genius.com/amp/Beyonce-love-on-top-lyrics#ampf=undefined Please read this ^ I sent you an email a while back, please dont delete it — my heart speaks profoundly about you and i hope you read it one day — i stood behind every word i said. I know you know the lyrics to this song but it hits home everytime, it means so much now to me because its so real and because you sang it to me 🥰 Thank you, God bless your soul, and again.. Happiest Birthday to a Natural Princess. 4 walls 4 love 4 hunter 4 emma 4 unconditional love 4 the future 4 us to meet again 4 you to be my wife The end.

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