#but see it's complicated cause we all recently experienced trauma together so we need eachother

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#VENT TIME LETS GO /NEG #I hate myself #needed to say that #also my irl friends? i don't wanna be there friends anymore #but see it's complicated cause we all recently experienced trauma together so we need eachother #but i don't wanna #so idfk what to do cause I want friends that don't judge people so harshly #i want open minded friends #i want friends i can info dump about hermitcraft marvel and pokemon to #idk #how to stop talking to my irl friends without completely ignoring them while making new friends wiki how search #I met a person in english who is pretty cool she and I are going to a paper airplane show :D maybe I can befriend her #and yknow I have my online friends!! so thats epic #maybe everything is fine #and im just over dramatizing everything in my head because im mentally ill #yeah #curi types words #my blog i can vent if i want to #something still feels wrong tho i can't place it #well actually it's probably because I'm going through a traumatic grief of my best friend and am now searching for clo #sure but i have no one to lean to so im desperately trying to make human connection #yeah thats probably it #anyways curi shares to much with the internet session is over #hope you enjoyed learning about my personal life