#but this is--at it's very core--a cocaine prescription for an unrelated and untreatable illness. unfortunately.

[bambinification]

I hate to say this, but my pain meds have literally made waking up in the morning so much easier for me. I physically can't go back to sleep after my alarm, and I Want to get up, because the sooner I get up, the sooner I get to take my nice pills. Like, my brain now thinks of getting out of bed and it's like "oh, a little treaty for me? A little bit of brain melty for me? Oh, the joys of disconnecting from all of reality and floating through the day for Me??"

#it's pain meds. they're prescribed. I'm supposed to take them all day every day. I'm taking them as prescribed. #but i never thought this was a good idea and i'm like. not comfortable with the majority of my life being 'get high. stay home.' #i tried telling my doc and she was just like 'bentyl can't make you high :) it's not a narcotic :)" and at first i was angry but now im lik #she's lying. she lied on paper so the court or the medical board wouldn't catch her out prescribing a BS regimen just to make me more comfy #it worked!! I am in way less pain and i'm way more comfortable. #but this is--at it's very core--a cocaine prescription for an unrelated and untreatable illness. unfortunately. #medication #drugs tw #chronic pain