#c.speaks

[ggukkiedae]

guys i did something dumb how do i find the stuff i posted privately on mobile? 😭

#c.speaks #cia in her dumbass era #happy valentines i guess #WHERE ARE MY POSTED PRIVATELY STUFF????

[footballghana]

Andre Ayew heaps praise on Black Stars players over good conduct in camp

Black Stars captain Andre Dede Ayew has heaped praise on his teammates over a good conduct in camp during the team’s 2021 Africa Cup of Nations qualifiers.Ghana recorded back to back victories over South Africa and Sao Tome as they made a flying start to their qualifying campaign in Group C.Speaking to reporters, the Swansea City vice-captain lauded the players for the discipline maintained in camp in the two matches played."I very happy and I want to congratulate all the players for the win. Camp has been brilliant and discipline has been perfect," he said."We have six points and no team in our group did that in this international week so that proves that we did something good."This is just the beginning and we have six points now and we have to continue like this and I am happy and hope we continue like this", he ended. source: https://footballghana.com/

[ggukkiedae]

hi sorry about putting this out here but i just needed to let it out

my aunt is taking her masters in the same course i just reveived my bachelor's degree in and suddenly here she is having me do her case studies? like what? you chose to pursue further education beyond a bachelor's degree. i didn't. why am i doing your cases? how are you gonna learn if i do your cases???

sorry i just genuinely dont understand. like i get you have a job, so maybe i could kinda read and give my opinion or maybe i could have answered a question or two, but when i asked what she needed from me, she just listed literally all of the tasks. all of it. everything from intro to references.

#c.speaks #and she didn't even bother asking me if im free #she asked my mom #then when my mom said i had time #that's when she emailed me her cases #this isnt even the first time this happened #like hello? i graduated already #leave me be with case studies that aren't even centered on the specification of my job

[ggukkiedae]

[5:30am kst, july 3]

hi guys!

i’ve been mia for a while, huh? that’s mostly because the last semester of uni was pretty hectic for me especially since i got a job and became part of a dance team, but i think i’ll start being back here a little more often 🥰

my main agenda is finishing the requests in my askbox then actually moving on to post delicate because god knows how long i’ve been waiting to finish the story so i could post it

i might be a little less focused on the girls for a bit after i finish my requests because i kinda want to develop their stories first both in terms of the past and the present, so it’s likely you guys might get another another artist archive piece before i become more consistent with posting for the girls again

anyway, i’m still a little bit busy with work and with training for our dance concert pretty soon, but i do think i’ll be able to work on content more again, which i’m absolutely excited for 🥰

sending all the best vibes! please spread~ until next time! <3

~c💖

#c.speaks #I WANT TO WRITE FOR FUN AGAIN #the amount of articles i’ve been doing for work like you guys would not believe aksjdhfg #BUT HEY DELICATE IS ALMOST DONE #and i may have started on a few other parts of the artist archive 🥰 #anyway yeah see ya’ll when i upload my requests 🥰

[ggukkiedae]

The things you post privately are together with your reblogs. On mobile you select Account and then underneath that select posts. Your reblogs and private posts/reblogs will be together. They unfortunately don't put it separately so you either have to scroll to find it or if you tagged it. There's usually an icon showing if it's private or not. Hope that helps if you haven't found it already.

THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU LIFESAVER!!! 🥹💗

#c.speaks #ive been on tumblr for years but i still feel illiterate #😭😭😭😭😭😭 #tumblr pls make a separate page for private posts #IM BEGGING

[ggukkiedae]

honestly, cia, if anything, pwede mo siyang tangalin sa lahat ng storyline mo as if he never even existed kasi i follow other people that don’t even include him or mention him. of course, choice mo, pero gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na ang daming tao that feels uncomfortable seeing him or mentioning him. kaya mo yan ‘te!!

thank you sobra! naguiguilty ako at first kasi tao din naman siya pero di talaga ako mapakali pag nakikita ko siya parang may something sa ilalim ng skin ko na gusto kong itanggal kasi sobrang... di ko maexplain basta same yung feeling na yun sa feeling na mag isang maglakad sa gabi

but for my writing i decided na i'm gonna delete stuff na ive already written centering him with hannah that's unimportant, but i dont know if i have the time to rewrite the smaller involvements and mentions due to the amount ive already written, so things may remain unchanged

but everything i write from now on will avoid him. he may exist in hannah's universe but i'm not gonna allude to him at all.

#c.speaks #changing my canon #hannah was now named by kun #but im still gonna try and find a way to edit my old stuff to remove him #it may take a while since i am starting work soon alsjdjfkf

[ggukkiedae]

hi!!!! i would love to be on your tag lists for your ocs!!!! i’m also a fellow kpop oc creator hehe <3

will ad you right on there bub, thank you so much for reading! and i love that! on this blog we stan the growing kpop additions community 💕

#c.speaks #skzfairies #welcome to my blog!

[ggukkiedae]

MANNNNN HONESTLYYYYY PEOPLE NEED TO BUTT OUT OF IDOLS' DATING LIVES SKJGBSKGBKSGBSKJGBS

WHY HAVE THE PEOPLE NOT LEARNT YET TO STAY OUT OF THEIR BUSINESS?!😭😭😭

I feel sorry for idols these days; they're being watched 24/7 at this point for EVERYTHING and can't do anything 🥺

RIGHT? i wanna see idols happily dating and tayler swifting their way to making love songs that make me feel like im in a relationship when i actually am single af 😭 (or taylor swift their heartbreak… not that i have anything similar to that in my files rn)

ANYWAY healthy fan culture = letting our idols experience what many of us may experience as well bc hello??? they’re human too 😭

#c.speaks #I LITERALLY FELT SO UPSET WHEN I READ THE REASON BEHIND THEIR BREAKUP #(but also was that the actual reason because im scared of the internet and fake news im really gullible)

[ggukkiedae]

sorry this is so random but LEE JAEWOOK AND KARINA BROKE UP? WITH THE REASON BEING BC OF THE BACKLASH THEY RECEIVED PLUS FEELING SORRY FOR THEIR FANS???? THAT’S SO SAD

#c.speaks #i hope they’re okay :<

[ggukkiedae]

I'm happy that you're back💖💖💖

You're one of the first people that I started following on Tumblr. You're still my favorite too💜

I'm looking forward on reading your new stuff. And, I'm also gonna look back on everything that you posted in the past too!

Have a good day/night

awwww thank you so much hun 🥹 i'm super honored to hear that! glad to have you with me on my tumblr journey up until now 🥰 i appreciate you a lot, and i hope you enjoy the old stuff and what i have coming up!

#c.speaks #ask.ggukkiedae

[ggukkiedae]

[2:01pm kst, january 3 2024]

hi guys!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i hope everyone has had a blast and that you all receive good things going into this new year 🥰

im actually sick rn (like i have colds and a fever kind of sick that makes me stuck in bed for a few days) but i just wanted to do a quick little drop in and tell you guys my plans for the year regarding tumblr

regarding this last post, it’s still a definite might, esp for yoonmi bc minju isn’t really that active, but we’ll see

i’m catching up the timeline for my girls 😤 while i will be writing some current stuff (i already have some wips in my notes), i kinda will be focusing on the timeline stuff (bc hi it’s 2018 in the timeline seri and ari havent even debuted yet akshfjf (ari isnt even in belift yet))

i probably might go into writing more idolxreader stuff!

i will have something up in a few hours about my girls and the year they’ve had, so watch out for that!

i’m just really excited to finally have the time to write for myself again, and there are so many things in my mind and in my (not so) little excel file aksjdjfjf to those who have been with me for a while (readers and moots alike 🫶🏻) thank you so much, i love u guys! to new friends and people just finding my blog, welcome and i hope you enjoy 🥰

sending all the best vibes! please spread~ until next time! <3

~cia💕

#c.speaks #adding some additional stuff in the tags #2023 was a good year for me #i made a lot of new friends when i joined a new dance team last year #some of them have become some of the people im closest to in the world #i trust them with my life and they are some of the best people ive ever met in my life #among other friends many of them were younger than me #so i have a bunch of kids now #but there are a few older than me who are older than me #and they actually did become like close ates and kuyas to me #(ate and kuya is like the filipino version of unnie/noona and oppa/hyung respectively) #despite me being 22 they do treat me like a kid and it’s actually kinda amusing #especially my kuyas bc i can still joke with my ates like we’re the same age #and im on first name basis with them #the kuyas on the other hand… #well #they’re very big brother #AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[ggukkiedae]

[12:06am kst, december 27]

hi guys!

i've actually been posting quite a bit recently, which is something i'm happy about 🥰 you can look forward to me posting more again!

anyway, with the new year coming around, i might be changing my visual representations of yoonmi and ari (keyword: might)

if you guys have any suggestions,feel free to send them in through ask or dms!

notes:

i use the term visual representation over face claim bc these are people similar to how i would want to imagine just like how soobin looks like minhyuk or how kazuha looks like suzy

they don't necessarily have to look like the current visual representations i have

yoonmi is a half korean (father's side), 3/8 chinese and 1/8 filipino (mother's side) 01 liner who looks somewhat feline doll-like

ari is a tall 3/4 korean and 1/4 japanese 03 liner who pulls off both feminine and masculine auras and has bunny-like features

but yeah, i just want to hear opinions on that :3 i'll be back in a few hours with another post!

merry christmas, happy holidays!

sending all the best vibes! please spread~ until next time! <3

~cia💕

#c.speaks

[ggukkiedae]

[10:00pm kst, january 15]

hi guys!

happy new year! i’ve been getting a lot of inspiration recently so you’ll be getting new stuff from me soon for the girls, the artist archive, and other things i’m trying out.

in line with something that recently happened, i’d like to say that i only recently made a wattpad, and it’s also ggukkiedae, but i won’t be posting any writings there. i don’t have any other social media for my writing aside from that and my discord.

i’d also like to give a brief reminder that my girls yoonmi, hannah, seri, and ari are people i created to help me cope with things that i go through, so i do put some of myself in them, and it's not really a nice feeling to see other people take credit for and change them despite keeping their names.

i'm also not comfortable with people using images i've spent time thinking about and created myself such as the signatures, the bts collection products, socmed posts, and their outfits among others without permission. i’m sure other writers with their own ocs would think the same

but yeah expect new stuff from me hopefully soon if my school and work schedule allow.

sending all the best vibes, please spread~ until next time! <3

-c💖

#c.speaks #dont worry things were resolved fairly quickly #at least i hope so #anyway #how do ya’ll feel about pirates?

[ggukkiedae]

[5:42am kst, may 24 i think]

hey guys!

i know i've been inactive, but to be honest just as i was trying to feel okay with my writing again finals picked up and i was smothered in papers and presentations to do. but i've finished my junior year and im back on here!

i have two requests that i'm working on, and they'll be up within this week! i'll start updating for the girls again by next week. as for artist archive, aka my little 5 year anniversary project, the masterlists will be up soon either by june or by the time i hit my next follower milestone, which is actually quite close aksjdhf

on that note, i'd like to thank everyone who's been here with me on tumblr, my friends (my moots and readers), you all mean a lot to me

anyway, that's it for this little announcement! i'll see you when i update with those requests! (this is also a reminder that my requests for the girls are open~)

sending my love,

~c <3

#c.speaks

[ggukkiedae]

[3:50PM KST, october 3]

hi, guys!

so i’m alive, i promise! just spent summer in my cousin’s province without much wifi then babysitting baby cousins. not to mention senior year started, and i’m STRUGGLING. (also a lot of things happened like losing loved ones and forgetting passwords)

BUT IM HERE

the artist archive stories are in process, first up will be beomgyu’s delicate then second will probably be either taehyun's cruel summer jungwon’s begin again. (im on txt lockdown because im seeing them this month! so the txt ones may come first before enha) there’s not much order to it, but rest assured everyone who sent in an ask about taa will be added to the taglists they asked for~

as for my girls, they are officially making a comeback! i’ll be focusing on their “timelines” ig, so not much updates for recent things unless i’m inspired ✌🏻 it'll be back to 2018 for them~

anyway, to anyone who’s still stuck around, thank you. i appreciate it a lot.

sending all the best vibes, please spread~

until next time! <3

~C💖

#c.speaks

[ggukkiedae]

another little personal spiel that im adding in the tags, ignore me if you're not interested~

#c.speaks #THIS GUY HOLY SHIT #he makes me feel so delusional i swear to god #he really #GAH #he was putting in so much effort to talk to me one on one #like every time it felt like the conversation would end #he would lean closer to me and say something that would make us talk longer #and he kept up eye contact almost the entire time and the only reason it wasnt the whole time #IS BECAUSE I KEPT LOOKING AWAY #when i said bye to him i could hear him telling his friends about me 😭🥹 #we only see each other like every few weeks #and we're not the really the closest okay? he knew one of my cosest friends longer than he knew me #and i talk more to his best friend who's like a big brother to me #so i didnt think im someone he'd want to hang out with one on one #or tell his friends about #and okay i have liked him for a bit now #and im the one who usually initiates our conversations and they didn't used to last as long as a while ago #but recently he's been the one doing that and holding me in conversation for as long as he could #guys im delusional #i cant believe i actually have feelings for a man #SEND HELP??? #im done im crazy #good night