#carrotty art old and new

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Day 2 of AugustGram! I was supposed to do another redraw from one of my older Mahiru artworks but for some reason it only hit me AFTER finishing the artwork ... There's still some similarities though so it works out B)

#It's a little uncoloured on some parts since I'm still trying out other art techniques #Also it's been raining a lot here (is happy about it) #(All this rain and I'm still lost how to translate it into art TT O TT) #milgram #ミルグラム #shiina mahiru #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

Chibi Muu

It's been a while since I drew so I thought I should change things up and use different brushes while at it, and it was a BLAST

If anyone else is using Krita and wants to add more brushes to their collection this site is useful because it's where most creators post their brushes!

#I'm still trying my hands at chibi because it's a little hard... #Also saying this as I have more WIPS piling up on my folder ahah it's a shame I missed Amane's birthday ;; #MUU BIRTHDAY IN JULY 5 SOON TOO #milgram #kusunoki muu #ミルグラム #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

I'm so late for this but I saw it lying around my gallery and I had to

#HER SONG IS STILL SUCH A BANGER EVEN NOW #I just know these two are gonna have it rough once Trial 2 ends #Can't wait for Mahiru's song! #ミルグラム #MILGRAM #Also I'm alive....? I'M ALIVEEEEE #carrotty art old and new

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This account may be dead for a bit BUT THESE KIDS ARE DEADER!!! HAPPY KAGEPRO DAY

Also a small art tribute to the one and only hero!

#kagerou project #NOT MISSING KAGEPRO DAY THIS TIME #Got so torn on how I'm supposed to post something completely different from the other but you know its 4 am I don't care anymore #Initially wanted to go for just Ayano but I suddenly remembered my no. 1 song but it appeared in the form of a meme and couldn't resist #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

Self Indulgent Haruka and Muu drawing practice

+ Some rambling about Milgram

Got time on my hands so I practiced drawing featuring Unforgiven Haruka and Muu (and her death as a what-if scenario)

If anyone's curious for the full page too:

It's the filtered and unfiltered version!

Now some rambling to myself because I'm worried I'll wreck my PC if I put them all in tags

I didn't realize how hard it was to draw the movement restriction things, it made things more fun though since I got to understand how their prisoner clothing worked, but it got me questioning everything hence the stuff on the left. Don't they become long too? I always wonder how it happens. I feel more and more will get added per trial until their movements are restricted completely, similar to how Yuno, Fuuta, Mahiru, Kazui, and Kotoko looked like in that one PV. It's why I tried doing it for the both of them here but I have a feeling they'll be getting more than those :(

The background on the other hand is from Undercover (once the chorus comes around) I imagine that's how the interrogation area looks like? It appears like a small room until it transforms like in the voice drama. I wish they would give more hints as time passes, a lot of things are still a mystery (unless I'm missing something)

#I wonder if in the second phase they'll be punished based on how they killed? So in this case Muu gets stabbed as well? #I heard somewhere Fuuta is starting to hear voices too #Now I know his murder was definitely indirect so I'm curious that if Milgram will go this direction how will indirect murders be taken #I'm so curious about how things will end and if any characters would actually get killed before T3 #Many people think Haruka would kill himself and so do I which is why I wanted to do a parallel but I wish nobody will be killed (yet?) #Because sometimes Milgram likes turning things around.. #Also I like to think Haruka treasures the small things Muu gives him and he loses it after T2 aka "unforgiven: their freedom taken” #Another thing I'm curious about is Es' past but that's still far .. all I know is everything is gonna be a wild ride #milgram #ミルグラム #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

Decided I would try to draw Milgram everyday for August, or as I call it... AuGram! Started with Kazui as that one artwork I did of him from 2020

#I probably thought he would look really good in suspenders and bowtie... good choice past Carrotty #Had to start it off with him because it's been a long while since I last drew him #milgram #ミルグラム #mukuhara kazui #Wait. 2020? It's been 3 years....? 3 years.. 3 years..... #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

"Mahiru-san, pose for the camera!"

#ミルグラム #MILGRAM #A little tribute since it's been a while since I drew her. #So excited for her songs #To be fair I doubt any of the prisoners including Es can actually go outside and touch grass #BUT WE IGNORE THAT PART #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

Happy Birthday Haruka!

I made a mini comic below too featuring my persona of the sort (SHAMELESS ADVERTISING) because it's my birthday 2 days after!

I don't know anything when it comes to speech bubbles and fonts

Actually, anything about doing comics in general

#Carrotty lore #It's been so long since I've actually focused on art dedicated for something and taking my time with it #Also it's been maybe 2-3 years? Haruka's been a pretty close character to me due to how I relate to him(somehow) #I go on and off but I didn't think I'd last here for this long... Stay strong and remain in the next trials for us too Haruka ✌️ #I wonder how his birthday will be celebrated in the Timeline #Like I wanna know if anyone else actually cares at the moment besides Muu... how occupied has everyone gotten around this time? #Would anyone else greet him? I'm very curious #Also I wanted to draw me and Haruka sharing the blueberry cake because I FRICXKING LOVE BLUEBERRY OK #Oh well just me telling the world I love blueberryanything is enough #milgram #ミルグラム #carrotty art old and new #I thank the above because I learned that schedule posting existed

[carrottyshark]

Some pretty recent Secret Alliance fanarts, I've become quite the sucker for its story even thought it has ended long ago ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

(That's when you know the author wrote a good story)

#I'm stuck with them #AUTHOR WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME #secret alliance #chae yul #eun sian #I don't care if it will only be me in this fandom I'll always be here #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

DAY 3!!! Originally wanted to redraw my Haruka and Yuno in a suit art because I love suits but I thought I should give the most normal guy a shot.

Also, it's very therapeutic to draw Mikoto going through it when I'm going through it, mutual stress bonding.

#It's pretty late but I didn't really want to miss out on the third day so I utilized whatever art app I had #Infinite Painter is such a great app despite how buggy it is... so much delicious brushes #Wanna make drawing Mikoto as those feral meme drawings whenever I'm going through it a montage #If I'm going down my drawings are going down with me. I CALL EQUALITY #milgram #ミルグラム #kayano mikoto #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

hihi carrotty!! would you infodump to me about loveit? because I don't know anything about it and it looks so interesting from the stuff you reblogged??? im very curious about this project and I feel a little lost 👀👀👀 only if you want to though no pressure!! 💜

First off I'm incredibly sorry for the person I have become (especially after the summary below) because after doing a ton load of typing about both songs and then finishing did it occur to me to check again and see if that's what was even asked, instead of typing stuff that's true to source first, but instead my brain immediately translated "infodump" as "INCLUDE THE THEORIES INCLUDE THE THOUGHTS INCLUDE THE ANALYSIS EVERYTHING I HAVE IN MIND!!! (bangs on bulletin board)" ...

So to answer your question! Loveit? and Love Eat are both songs that revolve around the characters Maia and Kujima respectively, but there is a third character mentioned in both songs called Abbie, and it's more than likely she plays/will play a huge role in their story.

I will say though, aside from both their songs, there isn't much else to go with (of course that won't stop me from rambling) so I can only infodump so much, and the rest as more on my own thoughts. I'm hoping Biz and Panda collaborate again and make it a trilogy with Abbie, or even better, an entire series!

So the best way I can summarize Maia and Kujima's story is "the weak eat the strong" (pretty literally) with a genius twist Panda and Biz adds in; WHO is ACTUALLY the one getting eaten, and what will happen ahead? Since Maia in Loveit? was shown to have complete power over Kujima until he shocks the viewers in the end and turns things around, and now with the release of Love Eat shows how Kujima has had the capacity to do so all along(? and possibly continue this (which if so introduces Abbie into the picture pretty nicely.) Also add in "love" to the mix and we get an overall messed up story that for some reason I eat up so much, no pun intended.

Their story is most likely open ended and something Panda might not go far into though, considering I only found a few stuff on their Twitter related to the two after scrolling until the very beginning (╥﹏╥) Either that, or they're relatively new for the specific purpose of retaining the mystery of their story. The stuff I found related to them are posted over here, since Beans asked as well!

With that out of the way, I'd like to share my very in-depth thoughts about them! (Which I'll only be cutting from Docs, because I fear if I paste the entire thing on here my computer will lose it.)

It'll contain Cannibalism, Killing, Abuse, Toxic Relationships and Gore, stay safe!

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So, I wanted to copy and paste at least some portion of stuff on here for easier reading and the full on Google Docs, but without reaching even a quarter of stuff from the drafts, I already hit the limit... Looks like I overestimated Tumblr... Ah....

As so, I decided to just drop the Google Docs File itself for the full and hopefully not any different experience, here: Google Docs It's in PC format though so a little reminder on that.

Also, all the references I used are Panda's art! They're amazing so if you haven't, do check them out, here:

Tumblr: https://panda23577667.tumblr.com/

Twitter: https://twitter.com/Panda23577667

And the songs here in case you haven't seen them! (Which I doubt but I ought to drop as well too)

Have a mini trio art of them too!

#I hope the links work... for some reason the hrefli thing doesn't let me in the sites I link but they do work if I remove them from the url #And I'm so sorry this took so long!! #loveit? #thank you for the ask! #the ramblings of a mad lad #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

Boom! Small art log! The Amane one was supposed to be for her birthday but I didn't get to finish it in time ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

The rest are Milgram OCs although I don't really know what to do with them yet so they're just sort of there vibing for now

#Here's to me hoping that I at least finish the Amane one #Also kudos to Krita being free and their brush engine I made one brush and my life took a complete turn #Most of these are studies with it but I didn't expect to get too into it #Last one is an IbisPaintX app revisit because it's been a long while since I tried it and... rain effect my beloved #By 'no idea what to do with the OCs' I genuinely have no clue but hey it's fun #They'll probably increase overtime too #If anyone recognizes Krow and Yui you have my biggest respect! :D #ocarrotty #carrotty art old and new #milgram

[carrottyshark]

Happy Birthday Muu!

Here's to our Birthday Queen!

Yes, this is based off of the "Kawaiikute Gomen" Honeyworks song! Initially I wanted it to be a mini video too but I ran out of time :'') It suits her so much, and even the singer here sounds like her!

Just the other versions below:

Unblurred and Non Filtered/Different Background.

And... this,

#Sorry not sorry for the last one #She's hilarious for trying to make the situation lighthearted that way #but honestly it had to be said because Fuuta buddy you can't let Amane affect you that way #I'm speaking about the Timeline for Muu by the way #So it turns out the one Fuuta would interact was Muu not Haruka... pleasantly surprised #Also I'm supposed to have uploaded the audio itself not the link but apparently Tumblr doesn't like that... so the entire video it is #milgram #ミルグラム #kusunoki muu #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

ooh oc post! i never saw you talk about your oc(s), not that i'm following you for a long time but anyway!! will you tell me about them 👀

RU! HELLO!!!

I didn't expect to get an ask about my OCs in this time, but I did talk? about them before from an ask, which is on the left.

Thing is, it's been a long while and I've sort of drifted off from them. Recently, I've been thinking about a pair of OCs more inclined and focused on the Milgram theme which is on the right! (So that I can match what my blog is mostly focused on as well. Although, I'm more focused on their backgrounds rather than their current Milgram state.) You inspired me to draw the mini reference sheet of them, so thank you! I'll add a short description of each of their lives below too, but it's not fully fleshed out yet since this is pretty recent XD

Fair warning, some of what I'll mention can be upsetting and will contain suicide, abuse, drugs, murder, and violence.

Small background, but this would mostly take place in the slums, and one would know what to assume in places like this. This got a bit long, sorry!

So before Milgram, Krow was a troubled teen. The core reason he landed in Milgram was due to his mentality of "ending things from the root" which shaped him this way thanks to his past. Having a shitty life at home led by parents who only want to meet their end, at one point he's figured the only way out was by force, and kills his parents, whom he deems to be the root, or the cause. Around this time, Milgram doesn't register this yet, and his life continues. (Man, I just realized how edgy this sounds, he would possibly be a year or so younger when this happened, anyway continuing.)

A year or so figuring out a way through life, although going more and more downhill, he finds his way to the slums. His life by himself wasn't as bad as he thought, but it wasn't too great either. He moves from place to place, some taking him for a few days, but at the end of the day the entire environment he was in could only do so much. He could only get as much pay as well, along with the side jobs he could get and handle. His knowledge and experience did increase, and he's thankful, as a person who's killed his parents, he'd always had lingering doubts. That his mentality might as well be who he really is, but he thought that might not be the case after all.

There in the slums, he meets Yui. They get along, and even with a rough life, she still tries to find places she thought he could at least stay in, give him as much food as she can, and managed to help him. It doesn't take long for Krow to learn about her rough life; in a place filled with drug abusers, Yui receives the terrible end from both of her parents, things unimaginable. He figures the way out was none other than back then, and he strikes for the kill. Running wouldn't get them anywhere with their deteriorating state, and they wouldn't be able to recover in time if they're continued to be pushed down.

Yui is a kind person to a fault, frustratingly so, and doesn't let this happen. She didn't want him to be a killer, and at the very start, she had always wanted to take her own life, but she just couldn't.

The catch? Krow had already killed someone. This was something he admitted, but regardless she never wanted him to harm anyone ever again. Out of all options, one day, Yui tries to stab herself to end it all. Krow intervenes of course, and what he thought that he'd long forgotten comes back again, his idea of simply "ending things from the root". He kills Yui himself, to which she didn't want. He tries to kill himself after, but he end up not doing it. Here she unravels the truth he's always avoided, that yet being so similar, they're also both vastly different. She would never hurt anyone, no matter what she's faced, the very thing he's done now. Worse, it was something she didn't actually want. Was it out of desperation that she didn't actually want to die? Was it because she didn't want him to be a killer? Was it something else? It was too late and he'll never figure it out.

She also made him realize things aren't entirely black and white, like his household, like how the people in the slums ended up, simply killing her, or anyone else, can't be the only option. Right? He tries to end things for himself too, but he ends up not being able to, and his only way was to move forward. This time vowing he wouldn't hurt again.

Cue Milgram, which would be a few years after, and he'd be around 21-23. I don't really know how to insert him in the canon story, and even figure out the timeline plus time gap, but for the sake of the idea I had, Mahiru, especially T2, would be who he's going to be connected to most, for the better or worse.

So the question, Would the cycle continue?

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And that's it! Thank you if you read this far! Since the focus was more on Krow, Yui got a bit overshadowed, but I do treasure her as much (if not more.) One thing I want to point out as well is the symbolism I have for them, because I fricking love symbolism:

The Cosmos symbolize Yui as a flower, before he "pulls it from its roots" and hangs it by rope.

Essentially, most plants grow fuller only when cut, and this is the case for Krow (similarly Yui). Having endured too many hardships, he's grown the most, but anything too much is a bad thing. The flower that would symbolize him would be Black Dahlias.

Orange Cosmos in flower language means resilience when healing oneself, and also forgiveness.

They both have plant clippers, symbolizing how they can harm either their own self or someone else. Krow's is rusted for obvious reasons, meanwhile Yui's isn't.

The rope itself is a metaphor about how Krow kills the person "for them", as so far the people he had killed were those he thought and deemed to "not want to live" anymore. He also happens to like dried flowers.

He brought the two hair bands Yui uses to Milgram.

The flowers that would symbolize Krow's deceased parents would be Yellow Carnations and White Roses.

Some other stuff! This is the audio I was continuously listening to and thought would work if he had a song.

(I don't really know the lyrics, I just liked the vibe LMAO)

Finally, this is the closest thing to Krow wearing a Milgram prisoner outfit (I didn't really think I'd be too into it before and just drew for something for the heck of it but here we are now.)

Thank you again if you read this far!

#Ah yes 'I will make a happy OC' turned into 'Poor thing suffering so much... would be a shame if I add M O R E' #Although technically Krow and Yui have been an OC of mine for a while... just not in the way that they are Milgram style #So technically they're happy and are just acting for it? :D Like an AU? #Sorry if this got angsty Ru... ;; I PROMISE THEY'RE ORIGINALLY HAPPY #Also looking back this entire thing feels like a mix of Shidou and Mahiru's story... looks like they got the most impact on me.. maybe #Also the whole OCs resemble the Creator thing? Yeae I suck at character design. #I actually had no idea what to do with Krow's straps so I just went to hell with it #thank you for the ask! #carrotty art old and new #ocarrotty

[carrottyshark]

After seeing your AC Milgram comments, all I could think of when looking at Mappi's self portrait is that she looks like an animal crossing character :')

BEANS!!! It's good to see you here! It didn't cross my mind the way Mahiru drew herself looked like an animal crossing avatar but you blew my mind, SHE DOES!! and for that you get a mini AC Mahiru!

#On another note I completely forgot the ask option existed and I just realized there are a few that I left unanswered😓 #Thank you so much for reminding me! And for shooting an ask too #carrotty art old and new

[carrottyshark]

Info About Me!

Greetings! Feel free to call me Carrotty !

20 | He/Him | Eng/Fil OK

Always on and off randomly, I usually just draw or repost what I like or obsess over currently. Expect (lots of) rambling in tags and ship art. I update this regularly.

ART TAG: carrotty art old and new

(INTERESTS) CURRENT: Loveit/Love Eat, Oshi no Ko, TCOAAL, Maria no Danzai, #Me 3D Game,

Rest of blog details below:

ICON: Loveit? on Biz YT channel.

HEADER: #Me 3D game edited background

Stuff I'm interested in are based off like an RNG, so the posts will speak for themselves.

Other tags I usually use:

- carrotty references

- the ramblings of a mad lad

- the ramblings of a mad lad tags edition

• Interests/franchises (via tags or not): Identity V, Milgram, Naoki Urusawa's Monster, Secret Alliance, Ib RPG, Sky COTL, Kagerou Project, Needy Streamer Overload, Maria no Danzai, Gaia Online, Corpse Bride.

I also like rain, plants and other nice stuff like home interior or anything cozy B)