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"I know the police cause you trouble They cause trouble everywhere But when you die and go to Heaven You'll find no policemen there"

#ced.pdf #on a folk/country kick rn #music #Spotify

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wild leek pancake

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look at this giant ginger root I found on easter

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3.5 hour composting shift. I'm sleeping well tonight

#ced.pdf #so glad i have a manual labor job instead of customer service. #also i get to be outside!

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rode a train for the first time yesterday, honestly a pretty enjoyable experience. kinda like an airplane but better

#ced.pdf #id love to take a train through a more scenic area in the future

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$4 house show my beloved <3

#ced.pdf #ears are still ringing but that was a blast

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whomst is playing linger by the cranberries outside of my dorm

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online hrt appointment tomorrow 👍

#ced.pdf #tbh im kinda scared. but whatever we persist

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first day of lab and they're letting use mutagens and salmonella bacteria

#ced.pdf #thanks for the trust ig but this is an intro bio course

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first day of winter classes! pray for me

#ced.pdf #woke up at 7 and my first class is at 9:30 🥲

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first t shot!!!!!!!

#ced.pdf #despite having to wait 1 hour at the pharmacy i finally got it done!

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one more day w my extended family. I'm almost free

#ced.pdf #home stretch. #honestly im suprised i havent broken down yet bc this shit sucks #the only reason i dont cut a lot of these people off is my parents. they arent even that bad i just don't like getting misgendered #and ik my moms side wont like hearing im on T either

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I think I'm allergic to cottonseed oil.

#ced.pdf #for conxet my testosterone is suspended in cottonseed oil and ive been having injection site reactions #sad. well at least theres benadryl

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last week of high-school 👍

#hopefully i can summon the will to give a fuck for the next 3 days #ced.pdf

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going on the pre-college camping trip! ill be back in 2.5 weeks

#ced.pdf #im hoping and praying that i am treated with basic human decency on this trip #my college is pretty good abt that stuff so im hopeful #but what if everyone else on the trip are cishet suburban kids who went to private highschools <- nightmare world

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halfway through the old guard! I'm going to finish it after work

#ced.pdf #its very good. mostly bc of joe & nicky (canonically gay) and andy (gay in my heart) #edit: nvm I think andy is meant to be read as queer for real #and I just forgot that sometimes subtext is intentional