#concerning the text statement: the possibility of taeyong not giving a fuck and doing just that is very high

[braemjeorn]

the thing about lucas' departure from wayv-nct is that... unlike woojin or b.i, SM still manage him, he didn't move into another company or anything.

the separation is awkward rn but i'm just saying, if he appears on the next smtown, you know taeyong or kun will just pull him into the row of boys that is comprised of neocity-riize members without blinking.

#unless sm is being careful and petty and cowardice #so they will just exclude him #while other sm artists performs #cowards i tell you #COWARDS TO MAKE THE TRUTH CLEAR BUT NOT ON PUTTING THE BOY OUT FOR MONEY #i will say that until they proove me otherwise #were they this clear-foggy about taeyong as well?? #i need to review things again gosh #concerning the text statement: the possibility of taeyong not giving a fuck and doing just that is very high #like even raiden came to smtown #and he's not that much on the hot kpop sphere #if any of raidens fans reads this #please be understanding i did not mean to undermean him in anyway #lucas wong #nct lucas #wayv lucas #...i don't even know if i can use those tags but how else do i say its that lucas #lucas renegade #i feel like this is thought material for twitter instead of tumblr but i deleted my twitty so anyhoo #i am asking for chaos by asking this #go on give me that slap #lucas' eyes are just so somber nowadays dude #i just...let him go to the weishenies please

[10verboy]

(@squishywonu i’m gonna try to write out of my comfort zone since ily and i really have nothing else to do with my spare time (besides working on hw bUT--) and wow this is so weird i can’t believe i’m writing about u

1,277 worDS HOLY GUACAMOLE that’s the most i’ve ever written at once i

warning!

there’s cursing :) oops 

i apologize in advance for whatever happens under the cut lmao

“Who’s the new girl?” Yuta asked as he chewed his sandwich.

Well...bread. It was just two slices of bread. Sicheng stole all of the turkey from it after Yuta got up to get a drink from the lunch line. He didn’t really care though.

 “That girl you bumped into in the hallway earlier?” Johnny guessed, more focused on the homework he was doing that was supposed to be due today. “We have, like, half of our classes with her.”

 “I’ve never seen her before?”

 Doyoung by now had just settled down in front of Yuta after getting out of the lunch line. Catching wind of the conversation, he butted in, “That’s because you don’t pay attention, dumbass. Madi literally was in your group for a project in bio. I remember because she came up to me trying to get me to tell you to actually do your project.”

 Yuta perked up. “So her name’s Madi?”

 The group of friends all collectively groaned, loud enough to hear over the busy cafeteria noise.

 “There she goes.” Sicheng looked up and nudged his head in the direction behind Yuta.

 “She’s sorta...cute” he thought, as he caught a glance of the girl before she disappeared out of the cafeteria. At least he thought he thought it. The boys’ teasing “oooh”s and giggles said otherwise.

 When the bell rung to dismiss lunch, Yuta and his friends got up and threw away their trash. Unlike the group of friends’ usual habit of walking ridiculously slow to their next class so they would make it the very last minute, Yuta sped walk, leaving everyone behind him. He was going to properly talk to Madi, and maybe even get her phone number.

  “Okay kids, pop quiz time,” announced Ms.Anston. “It’s based on what you learned these past 3 weeks. Hope you all studied...oh, and it’s 54 questions.”

  Shit.

  The bell rang signifying the end of the period and Yuta barely got his test done. While on his way sulking to his locker he was tackled by that one weird kid Jaehyun that no one talked to. Yuta guessed that he was under the impression that Yuta actually liked him, but he was in too bad of a mood to tell him off like usual and just shrugged him off. “Heyyyy, buddy! How was physics,” Jaehyun inquired.

 “Jung Jeffrey, can you please stop jumping on people like that? You’ll give him back problems,” Ten nagged, and turned his attention to the disappointed (and slightly annoyed) man that Jaehyun was currently getting off of. “But I guess physics sucked ass,” Ten continued, smirking like the little shit he was “,since there was a test last period and you wanted to talk to your little lady?”

 “How do you even know about that, I literally just--”

 “Johnny.”

 “Ah, yes, your boyfriend?”

 “Doyoung if you do noT SHUT THE HELL UP--”

 By now Yuta’s group of friends all were gathered in the middle of the hallway, ignoring the frustrated stares of their other peers and the cat fight that Doyoung and Ten were in the middle of.

 Taeyong started to question the crush-ridden boy. “So,” he continued, “you didn’t get the chance to talk to her?”

 “Nah, Ms. Anston wanted us to suffer with a 52 question test so…”

 “--Wait, we have a test,” Sicheng interrupted.

 “Winnie, I love you, but not now. So you didn’t even catch her after class?” Taeyong kept pushing for answers. Yuta was thankful for his legitimate concern. Every other one of his friends were probably planning when they could possibly embarrass him (especially Johnny and Doyoung...he did not trust those assholes one bit).

  “Um, Yuta?”

  The group of boys barely noticed the soft voice floating above the ruckus of the hall outside of the small circle they had formed.

   “Yuta?”

   A small hand crept onto the said boy’s shoulder. “Yuta!”

  When he finally turned around, the last person he expected to be calling his name was right in front of him. The girl that he was currently having a crisis over, Madi. Her hazel eyes sparkled as he looked at them, her brown hair perfectly falling around her face.

  In reality, her hair was was dishevelled and her eyes were squinted and soulless. Getting through a busy high school hallway is like being on some sort of survival show. Only the strong survive. However, Yuta could not properly process the actual state Madi was in. Too blinded by some type of attraction to her. Doyoung stopped in the middle of his petty attempts of insulting Ten, now distracted by the current interaction between them.

  “...yeah?”

    Judging by the snorts Yuta could here next to him from Johnny and Ten, the word ‘yeah’ did not come out right. Or he was making a stupid face that most-likely made him look like some constipated potato. Either way, Yuta was screwing up already and the conversation had barely started.

   Madi’s voice managed to snap him back to reality from planning his own death in his head. “Ms. Anston wanted me to bring you back to the classroom? I have no idea why but she said she wanted to talk to you and didn’t trust you enough to actually come if you were by yourself.”

  The only thing Yuta could manage to do was nod his head and follow her.

  A voice in the back of his head was urging him to start some type of conversation with the girl as she walked next to him in the hallway. The silence between the two was slowly driving him to madness and Yuta was pretty sure he would have jumped out of the nearby window by now if it wasn’t for some handsy couple that was making out in front of it.

  Madi turned around to face Yuta, now in front of their destination. The sudden stop caught the boy off guard, causing him to trip. Madi was now in his arms as he tried to keep from falling on her. The two stayed in the position until Madi talked again and pushed away.

  “Uh, so, we’re here. I’ll see you later…”

   Seeing this as his chance, Yuta popped the question he had been dying to ask, “Hey, can I get your number?”

  There was a moment of silence as Yuta waited for his answer.

  One second passed by…

  Then two…

  Then three…

   It really wasn’t that long a period of time, but it felt like an eternity to Yuta. Surely, this absence of a response meant that she was disgusted, weirded out, and overall just trying to comprehend why this dusty, crusty, musty boy with bad grades even dared asking such a thing.

  The silence really meant: Holy crap fucking Nakamoto Yuta, A.K.A the hottest fucking dude I’ve ever seen, just asked for my number. But he did not know that.

   “Yeah,” Madi finally squeaked. The two exchanged their phone numbers awkwardly, Madi almost dropping her phone (twice) while trying to enter Yuta into her phone.

   “I’ll text you after school then~” Yuta winked, in an obviously better mood than he was on the way to the classroom. The sentence seemed more like a statement than a suggestion to Madi, but she couldn’t have care less. She was looking forward to having a decent conversation with the boy, contrary to the conversations they had when they worked on their biology project together. If you could even categorize them as conversations. It was really just Madi trying to ask him questions as he played games on his phone in the middle of class when they were supposed to be working (she ended up doing the whole project herself).

end :) i didn’t even bother to edit any of this so :)) i’m sorry :)) about any :))) mistakes :)))))

that ended sO ABRUPTLY so here’s a bonus part of them texting each other 

Yuta: heeeeyyy :)

Madi: hi

Yuta: did u miss me??

Madi: um                                                                        

we just saw each other an hour ago

Yuta: wow ok I see i kno when i’m not wanted

Madi: nO i just mean…..i don’t have many guy friends this is weird and you never even talked to me in the first place

Yuta: well now u have THE GREAT UTAH ;)

        **yuta

Madi: lmAO UTAH

Yuta: shut up that was on accidenT

Madi: nah i’m gonna call u utah from now on

Utah: i just came here to have a good time and i honestly feel so attackd rn

I don’t think i want to be friends anymore :(

Madi: ok i’m sorry utah i won’t do it again :^)

Utah: I fucking hate u nvmd i’m blocking ur number

Madi: lmaO SORRY NO PLS DON’T

Utah: only if you go on a date with me

Madi: uh,,,

Utah: if yoU WANT TO

Madi: if you pay for my food

Utah: no prob ;)

Madi: thx utah

Utah: >:(

#big sis #nct #this sucks i'm sorry lol #author vibes