#did you know that holo☆s wasnt even a thing to begin with? it was just hol0live

[viniferas]

bro i started talking about how the very existence of holo☆s defies gender roles AND I WANTED TO ELABORATE HERE TOO BUT I JUST STARTED CRYING THINKING BACK ABT HOW IT ALL BEGAN AND HOW ITS GOING AND BRO I DID NOT EXPECT TO GET SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT THIS WHAT THE FUCK

#dude its just. #did you know #did you know that holo☆s wasnt even a thing to begin with? it was just hol0live #which has been established to be an all female idol agency and yet despite that #despite that three of them decided to join. miyabi + izuru + kira. they noticed how it wasnt specified which genders #could apply for hol0 production #and decided to just. apply bc they could #and holy shit was it fucking rough #it was so hard. #just thinkin abt it #rlly makes my heart hurt like IM GONNA START CRYING AGAIN. #did you know? miyabi often got mistaken as a girl and he didnt rlly mind that but the terrible comments he got from it were #just.... #did you know irl miyabi actually likes feminine clothing bc they're comfortable and cute and wears em from time to time #did you know izuru would occassionally get mistaken as a girl as well and does such a convincing voice its no wonder #did you know kira & kaoru were actual irl crossdressers and love to do makeup and wear typically feminine outfits often #did you know even to this day there are members who are fond of wearing feminine type clothing bc its more comfortable and aesthetically #pleasing and how at least two en members have done crossdressing and several stars members are just fond of makeup in general? #did you know theres one who's voice stands out differently from the rest but the person who has the deepest voice #has said and firmly stated that chat shouldnt joke around regarding certain topics bc it may not be comfortable to them #and that they're a man because that's what they are undoubtedly? #did you know it was incredibly comforting to hear that and how my respect for oga just rose even more with it #they're just. #they're so fucking cool #literally since their existence holo☆s have defied general roles; and despite the clear divide they have had for several years due to how #obssessive and genuinely terrifying the fans were on hol0live's side it's clear that they aren't just gonna give up so easily #did you know cover's own ceo/ president yago0 often met up with miyabi in person to give him advice and to hear #out like all the stresses and worries he had from the beginning due to how insanely difficult it all was and how #several times miyabi actually broke down crying and yago0 was there being a comforting presence and believing in him #like. thats not smth a usual ceo of a huge company would do and yet he took the time to do that and im GONNA CRY