#dk if this even makes sense rn I’m just . deranged

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In KH2, Sora learns Riku tends to self-isolate and try to deal with his pain on his own... KH3 revisits this, even highlights it by paralleling Elsa the queen of self-isolation with Riku… then Riku self-isolates again when he realizes Kairi is gonna shoot her shot with Sora. Sora notices Riku’s behavior and naturally thinks something might be wrong/Riku’s hiding pain from him, not buying that Riku’s fine or should be left alone here… But Sora doesn’t know WHY Riku is in pain. He’s staring at Riku, wondering what it could be, why Riku wants to be alone again now. Sora can’t figure it out… And it’s because . Riku is in love with him. But Riku thinks Sora is in love with Kairi, and he just wants Sora to be happy. So Riku will keep this to himself forever. He will suffer in silence forever as long as Sora is happy. But Sora’s not happy if Riku’s not happy. But Riku can’t tell him

#I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHY HES SO SAD !!!! #NOBODY WANTS TO BE ALONE !!!! #kingdom hearts #soriku #I’m really going through it I’m #and then riku basically tells him without saying it with his sacrifice/act of true love #but sora forgets it #I HATE IT HERE #dk if this even makes sense rn I’m just . deranged