#do people rly enjoy just infodumping at people uninterrupted?

[iscratchdoors]

i want to make a List

#delete later #specifically a list of video games i enjoy a lot #i want to Organize them somehow beacause i feel like theres a trifecta of undying loyalty in the middle #and then a bunch of other games orbiting around those 3 games that im definitely very into but not in the same way #and the more i talk to ppl who are not into my funny little videogames the more i realize these things are like. extremely important to me #and idk. i wanna be autistic about it. i wanna do some retrospective #if it goes well i could do this with other things but shit like movies n shows just doesnt hit as hard as videogames #maybe a list of animals ive been briefly obsessed with in the past #i like making lists and notes #i like typing on my silly little keyboard #and writing in my silly little notebooks #and getting confused on page one because writing is hard actually #and spending the next 6 days trying to find people to bother with my latest thoughts because talking about it helps me get organized #im a very pleasant person to be around im sure #more notes. more words. more lists more categories more organizing #yesyesyesyesyes #OH and graphs and scales. yes #ok bit unrelated but since im here #do people rly enjoy just infodumping at people uninterrupted? #am i a fake autistic for not really knowing how to do that or enjoying it #like i gotta have some Feedback in there yo #its a conversation not a lecture #oh well #oh shit is it rude to like respond to ppl mid infodump?? have i been doing it wrong this entire time??? #aaaaah i thought thats how i can show im invested aaaaaaaaaa #maybe i should make a list of things i do that might be the reason people do not particularly want to talk to me #maybe thats a better start than whatever the fuck im doing right now