#drinking makes my autism stand out like a fucking reflective vest (Too Much Eye Contact and also i wont say a word for hours)

[depresseddepot]

guess who got edibles for the first time

#it's me #anyways i always have strange reactions to substances so here's hoping i don't do anything i regret #my parents aren't home so i SHOULD be fine #can you tell i was a nerd in high school and didn't get invited to things lmao #my parents smoke pot AND chain smoke cigarettes so frankly i have enough interactions with it #but my friend makes regular trips to this store she likes for these edibles and she is also very high strung and paranoid #i trust her enough to feel okay telling her if i didn't like it (and really it probably won't do much for me) #but i am interested to see #drinking makes my autism stand out like a fucking reflective vest (Too Much Eye Contact and also i wont say a word for hours) #so. im interested to see how this will go lol #i fully anticipate getting really tired and just reading fanfiction for the next three hours until i go to bed but maybe thats a good thing