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#even tho it benefits me monetarily and otherwise fuck all bc as i said i'm not a regular anywhere and i can get work regardless
stillfruit
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6 years
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work complaints
#so i do agency work right which means i reserve each individual work shift individually from a number of grocery stores that offer shifts
#i could work at a lot of different places but basically i just work at this one place bc i like it and i know who the regulars ar by now etc
#so somewhere around this year they put me in this special list that the stores can have where the shifts are offered first
#to those on the list and there was one person besides me on that list i think
#this made my life a lot easier bc the shifts go v fast as in if you don't reserve it immediately it's gone and you don't have work
#which was fine by me really bc i don't need money to live yet i'm just saving up
#at first i thought this kind of work would be ok for me since i don't really have to try and be super good employee bc i'm not a regular
#i was like i'm totally ok just sitting on the register getting paid doing the minimum
#but what do u kno ofc things can't stay like that bc that's not who i am as a person ofc i have to do everything as well as i can
#even tho it benefits me monetarily and otherwise fuck all bc as i said i'm not a regular anywhere and i can get work regardless
#so now the store has removed me from their special list and even tho that should be fine bc there's no reason for me to be committed
#i'm stressed the fuk out bc what did i do!!!!!!! i know for a fact i have done nothing wrong and the regulars always say i do good job
#and they say i'm glad i'm there when i got shifts bc i know how things work in the store by now so i can work more independently
#but i'm literaally always uncertain abt everything i have no idea if i'm doing ok or not bc i've learnt everything by myself while working
#in the milk aisle and stocking shelves etc
#no one has ever taught me anything besides the work as a cashier a little so idk if i'm by now someone who can be called 'experienced'
#there was another person who did a huge error with her register that affected me too and that might've made the emplyers think it was me
#i can think of nothing else but if it's that i'm p pissed bc it was literally not my fault and i did nothing wrong
#anyway the easy way to solve this would be to ask but there's no way in hell i'll talk to the boss and idt the regulars know
#so i'm left with this uncertainty and i hate it bc i shouldn't be so hung up on this shit happens maybe they deleted the whole list
#but honestly i doubt it
#anyway i love how my fear of failure and disappointment make my life not worth living bc even simple things become impossibilities!!
#i have a shift on thursday i'll try to ask someone but yea
#i'm so overdramatic abt this hfdhfhshhf wow i was demoted a little like over a week ago and it still bothers me like this
#like i'm genuinely considering applying somewhere else altogether but then again i could never write an application bc i dont know my skills
#watch me be suddenly over this on thursday or be too shy to ask
#shit talking
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