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#fr tho listening to stormblood ost feels just especially nostalgic
noxtivagus
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HSJFKDKSK I MISS PLAYING FFXIV
#— says me when i literally just played it two days ago
#fr tho listening to stormblood ost feels just especially nostalgic
#it reminds me of all the things of ffxiv that i used to love (and still do!) so much
#and all the things i miss :(
#like doing ivalice raids was such a treasure
#and beast tribes ! i used to be so consistent w them i have nearly all my beast tribes maxed out !
#i've been slacking on arr (i did max out the ixali tho) + i haven't even started on endwalker
#pls ameliance is the only custom delivery i haven't maxed out. i haven't even unlocked her T_T
#before endwalker came out i was nearly maxed on a lot of classes and stuff despite only playing for half a year
#in summer months i remember playing so consistently. i spent a lot of time actually having fun w my friends iirc
#school started more stress combined
#thinking on back then damn younger me really needed a hug T_T
#wtf does that say about me now when i'm struggling w very similar things as back then 🤨
#my notes from back then are just as sad as now hhhhh
#'social life sucks' 'bottling my emotions' 'too little time' 'missing out' 'no motivation' 'i cant write anymore'
#'so many possibilities paths and regrets' 'curiosity breaks me' 'yearning for the past'
#huh reading the ff quotes i also have written here are so embarrassing
#anyways more from me back in november 'my mood seings are on a whole other level these days huh' haha
#'finding that inspo to write again but i still cant find the words' 'when i can write again ill know that my im fines arent lies anymore'
#'i want to be a pillar for those around me but how can i be when i can't even support myself properly?'
#'you want to be there for others but... god you dont even have yourself put together. but it makes you smile so much when you help others.'
#'its alright to be selfish sometimes you know? to admit that you feel overwhelmed'
#'caught up in the past. catching up in the present. thinking about the future'
#i have a lot written down here ah reading the old things i write feels so comforting. i still feel the same way as i do from ages ago
#'just lose yourself to music and to the silence... you're in that moment all alone and it feels so nice'
#no wtf i'm reading all this rn and even when i'm in pain i write in a somewhat poetic way ouch it hurts me and leaves me vulnerable?
#NOOO I WAS GNA DO SMTH AN HOUR AHO BJT I FORGOT oops
#time to pull myself out of this daydream i can mull over my thoughts again later. now it's time to move and be fucking productive
#my muscles ache actually can i just go back to sleep T_T
#my arm actually rlly hurts rn idk why but my sleepy ass has the urge to do smth stupid instead of rest
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