#goddd the shame and second-hand embarrassment and anxiety of reading fanfics and empathizing HARD a curse

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when I read something in a fanfic that is so brazen i.. excuse me i have to take a break i physically cannot handle it my brain short-circuits and im so embarrassed it's painful i scream why why why i try to settle my emotions placate my jitters and brace myself to keep reading and see whatever the fuck will happen next

#goddd the shame and second-hand embarrassment and anxiety of reading fanfics and empathizing HARD a curse #this is about dean boldly complimenting cas in front of sam and ketch and being a jealous af not yet boyfriend #hi i am vee and i will jump off this cliff #personal #fandom #added tags for continuation: #cas replied! oh christtt.... i couldn't keep going. #to calm down i rushed to the bathroom to brush myvteeth and then got myself a glass of water and combed my hair and put on lipstick #why am i a blushing bride today???? RIDICULOUS