#goddddd i really did just send a long winded 'are you mad at me?' message fucking kill me

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#goddddd i really did just send a long winded 'are you mad at me?' message fucking kill me #ive been feeling really shitty and anxious lately and i dont wanna keep spiraling thinking people hate me and find me annoying #idk just. this person went from being really talkative and affectionate with me to like. not responding for days on end and i panicked #like realistically theyve just been busy bc of the holiday season starting and irl stuff but #anxious lizard brains got me overthinking everything ive ever said #plus like. ok its an rp group right. and kind of a big one #and i havent done rp with more than one person in YEARS #ive been writing more recently than i have in ages and im also interacting and talking about ocs with a bunch of people i barely know #so like im just. so nervous im being annoying or stupid #social anxiety and self consciousness is ruining me gd LIFE #i just wanna have fun but my brains being mean!!!