it physically hurts me when jian bin is like so obviously (to us) trying to show qzk how much he needs him n wants him to stay n qzk is just like โah. ๐ hes going to ruin himself in order to thank me bc hes so kind i cant let him do this bc i care abt him.โ meanwhile jian bin sees qzk pushing away from his affection n thinks โoh so he hates being here actually how do i make this not torturing for him bc hes too nice n rigid w his values to leaveโ like when he promotes him bc he trusts him THAT MUCH but qzk is like noooo i cant IM GONNA KILL BOTH OF THEM
STOPPP ugh ur literally so right like i wish they wpuld just communicate openly!!! but noo ๐ they gotta suffer in silence cuz theyre gay. meanwhilw they just wanna run off into mountains with each other and relive that little domestic life they had when qzk was nurturing jian bin back to health ๐ฅบ CRIES
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