#haiz otp

[bogkeep]

haiz otp #2 - lalli and emil from stand still stay silent. congratulations on your cat

#stand still stay silent #lalli hotakainen #emil vasterstrom #emilalli #art #digital art #fanart #haiz otp #it took me like. several months to admit TO MYSELF that i shupped them #for dumb 2015 specific reasons #but i did! i do! i carry them near in my heart #im a cliche!!!!!

[itsmadlcve]

Productive Tag drop. 

#[ shut up haiz | rambles ] #[ wanted fc ] #[ wishlist ] #[ open starter ] #[ closed starter ] #[ ship | name;name ] #[ otp | name;name ] #[ ooc shenanigans ] #[ shameless self promo ] #itsmadl0ve #[ out of ml ]

[wrotemyway0ut]

Considering a Hiatus.

So lately, I’ve been feeling a lot of neglect and a great deal of stress. I don’t know how long I’ve been fighting to get my muse back since it comes and goes.

The stress has come from planning schedules for my directing class and making sure everything is in order. Since I will be attending classes a lot more this semester than last semester, my time will be limited online.

Last night was practically the final straw for me since I’ve been in an rpg group that shall remain nameless for awhile now and my loyal rp partner decided to have a shitty activity, causing her to lose half of our otp so I began to get lost in my feelings. 

Anyway, I’ll try to be on if and when I have time but if I have nothing to reply to then I’m logging right back off. 

Smut replies will be on a hold or dropped since I have zero muse to write smut. I will let the muns know if their smut thread was dropped.

If my stress increases I will be definitely taking a hiatus.

- Haiz

#mun things #{ out of letters }

[omgchanbaekforlife-blog]

My OTP ?

Chào các anh chị em ~  Ừm đây là mấy cái suy nghĩ của tôi về otp của mình, chính xác là Chanbaek. Chanbaek là soulmate Là bestfriend  ok riêng tôi thì thấy Chanbaek chả đơn giản là bạn thân đâu ahjhj =))) và tôi có cái suy nghĩ họ không phải là bạn thân cũng rất lâu rồi từ ... 2 năm trước nhỉ? Và cái niềm tin ấy càng cao hơn nữa bắt đầu từ cái môi mà Baekhyun gửi cho Chanyeol :)  https://www.instagram.com/baekhyunee_exo/ Ảnh trên đấy ahj Đéo gì nhỉ ? À Chanyora nhỉ humm ... Chúc mừng sinh nhật đấy ổn vcl hj. Teencode tung tóe nào tớ yêu cậu, uuuuu cái đm =)))) Thử nghĩ xem trai thẳng quái gì bạn thân mình gửi đôi môi rồi cộng thêm một đống teencode và lời yêu thương của bọn có gấu ngược cẩu FA :) !@#$%^& Bạn thân đấy fine vcl hj Bỏ qua cái môi đi tiếp theo là cái gì nhỉ ? À đúng cái ngày sinh nhật của Mr Park ấy. Tự nhiên hôm đấy Baekhyun tăng độngj kiểu vl luôn hj Đeo tai con pikachu rồi cuốn một giây kim tuyến , “ Chanyeol à cậu không được chớt đâu đấy” vừa nói vừa giả vờ ngáp cute các kiểu hj, nói chung là không giống thường ngày :) Bố khỉ tao là con người đó đume tụi bay, thồn thính thồn ít thôi chứ huhu tao không chịu được đm huuhu TT^TT  Cộng thêm cái báo Vivi của Nhật ấy nhỉ mấy cái lời phỏng vấn ôi thôi đm chim nhau hay đấy vui đấy hihi Còn một cái khiến tôi shock văn hóa nữa đó là cái mà hôm lễ trao giải mà B khóc ấy nhớ hem? Chanyeol lỡ để tay làm cho Baekhyun ngồi phải ấy .... Cái đm Baekhyun kiểu bình thường vãi cả nồi, kiểu miễn dịch ấy đumeeeeeeeeee Đấy chỉ là một ít trong ti tỉ moment trong tháng 11 vừa qua thôi đấy =)))))))) Các cậu nhớ cái lyrics của You are(Chanyeol-sunbaenim) trứ ??? Cái gì mà em giấu đôi cánh gì gì ấy Tối hôm concert ngày nào đéo nhớ, Baekhyun nói rằng cậu ấy là thiên thần và khi xuống trần gian thì giấu đôi cánh đi hemm?

Chanyeol chủ động ấn vai B luôn ghê truaaaaaaa ???? 

Còn hôm MAMA 2016 ấy, lúc ra chào khán giả. Lúc đầu hai cu cậu đứng gần nhau nhưng sau mãi mê chào quá B đi vô phía trong một tí(?) . Chanyeol chào xong qua lại không thấy ? Vòng vòng vòng nhìn trời nhìn đất kiểu tìm bé lạc, mặt kiểu lo lo một hồi thấy em iu’ss đi lại nắm tay đánh dấu chủ quyền luôn hj

Haiz chứ bây giờ nếu nói cả mấy cái mmt tháng 1 này thì nhiều qué ~ Tôi phải đi tìm rồi kể cho mấy người nghe hummm. Bye một tị nhé =))))))

[bogkeep]

haiz otp #4 - lio fotia and galo thymos from promare! i really like your company

#promare #lio fotia #galo thymos #galolio #art #fanart #digital art #OK LAST ONE FOR NOW I BELIEVE #haiz otp #this one took an extra day because ive never drawn galos ridiculous hair before #im pleased with this though. its haiz style fluffy and still anime style ridiculous

[bogkeep]

i'm doing a thing where i'm gonna draw my most important ships just because i Wanna, so here is haiz otp #1 - gregor hartway/zalvetta, thrilling intent

#thrilling intent #gregorzal #gregor hartway #zalvetta #art #fanart #digital art #i have like 4 otps hahahahahah so its not a big marathon challenge or anything #gregorzal is important to me because shipping used to be such a weird thing for me #but i overcame my weird hangups and weird shame to draw! some! boys! #sometimes they KISS #and its NICE #haiz otp

[bogkeep]

here. the four ships most near and dear to my heart right now. my OTPs if you will. gregorzal from thrilling intent, emilalli from stand still stay silent, kypriot from tatttered world, and galolio from promare.

one of the reasons i wanted to draw them in like, a litle series like this, is like an action of reclamation for me, something i’ve been doing a lot lately. it’s been some years since now, but Shipping, as a concept, used to be really uncomfortable to me, and honestly for pretty valid reasons. i was working on reconciling myself, as an aro ace person, in a world where i felt constantly cast aside, invalidated, or ignored. i didn’t really partake so much in fandom as observe, to begin with, and the culture around shipping was pretty different then. at least the way i percieved it, it was like having a ship really just meant putting any two characters into the same relationship mold, a one size fits all. and yeah, i know, that’s a very generalizing statement, i’m aware that’s not the way everyone did it. but for me, that one size fits all relationship mold didn’t feel relatable or interesting, so i swore it off. that’s a personal choice, but it definitely felt very similar to being a girl who isn’t interested in makeup, and all the ways people react to that. make of that what you will. but hey, times change, i change, i got more comfortable with myself and the way i fit in with the world, i discovered new aspects of myself, learnt to curate my own way to engage with content and fandom, and i found ways to get hooked on fictional relationships that was interesting to me. my problem with that was all that weird shame and guilt i had around it, and carried with me for way too long. i’m just... so tired of carrying that around. i will still have some hangups, some weirdness, but that’s just what being a person is like sometimes. gotta forgive my younger self and learn to thrive! so that was a weird little speech about why i’m drawing soft gays all of a sudden. i think that based on these ships you can tell What I Am About - “you like a compelling story about building mutual respect, reconcile differing experiences with the world, and working on your own growth + healing?” - cute boys with pretty hair. yeah

#haiz otp #art #fanart #digital art #gregorzal #emilalli #kypriot #galolio #only true 90s kids will remember #i have more than 4 ships. i even have more ships i care deeply about #but some of them are from books with non canon designs and i dont seek out content with them as much as these #and im sure there will be more in the future

[bogkeep]

haiz otp #4 - kyprian and elliot grant from tattered world. what's being a little star-crossed when you're already traversing through space?

#tattered world #tattered weave #kyprian #elliot grant #kypriot #art #fanart #digital art #i drew this at the airport. isnt technology amazing #haiz otp