#happening and fuck your stupid government that's killing half the province and fuck your stupid stampede thats gonna kill so many people you

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crying in band class, normal wednesday things

#girl help- what to do when youve been forced to teach yourself eveything about your instrument and how to play but now suck at reading music #especially though tears and when you have no idea what the hell it sounds like- if i know what it sounded like then itd be easier but i #dont fucking know how it goes so i cant play it at all and playing it in front of people who have 7 years of professionally taught experienc #is not good!!! so fuck your stupid band program that doesnt help me and fuck the school for not telling people at home what the hell is #happening and fuck your stupid government that's killing half the province and fuck your stupid stampede thats gonna kill so many people you #fucking stupid conservative province and fuck you education system and your goddamn education minister because theyre why im in #this fucking situation #you ever spend 3 hours complaining about things with your mom that you never talk to cause- issues- and then breakdown crying cause she wont #stop fucking talking about school and band and you hate her but shes your mom and you showed a rare moment of vulnerability and you hate it #and then you watch insane queerbait show and read fanfiction cause its late and you havent been happy since kindergarten #and then you fall asleep at 5am and waste your life and have 40 assignments/tests to do in 24 days cause of jason kenny who would kill with #your bare hands- and thats not a joke- and are forced to go to your last band class but its the worst one cause this new teacher sucks #and then want to break a whole in your wall? #yeah. #sorry this wasnt supposed to turn into this- and dw im ok #tw vent #vent #tw swearing