#having to ferry groceries thru her front door out of wariness just made me feel so fucking shit

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Been waiting with both buttcheeks clenched to hear back test results from one of my closest friends over here who thought she might have caught the coronavirus and whom I drove to the hospital bc her symptoms were so bad..... test results came today and they were negative thank fuck

#she has asthma and general poor health so i'll let you imagine the type of disastrous anxiety that was going thru my head #also i hated #HATED #having to have that litany of 'omg am i gonna get contaminated???' while i was helping her out #having to ferry groceries thru her front door out of wariness just made me feel so fucking shit #fuck this #about me #BIG SIGH OF RELIEF but also can covid fuck off now please we're all tired #she's had to have TWO tests for false alarm bronchitus spells #she described the nose swabs to me and i never want to have to get one done omfg #quarantine #my city's in a red zone now and you can tell when your friends and work collegues are all starting to catch it or have 'scares' like this #and she works with KIDS #IN SCHOOOLS #gaaaaahhh