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#he becomes the cuddliest most affectionate sweetest boy
feluka
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#remember when i said i had to take care of my cats' eye infections or else they'll need enucleation?
#well the good news is that i mostly got the infection under control and they're doing fine in that regard
#the bad news is that shams developed an ulcer in his right eye. an infection is one thing but there's nothing i can do about an ulcer :(
#2 vets said he'll need enucleation
#I'm going to a third one asap but. it looks like he's gonna need it
#ofc I'll have him do it if it spares him pain but GOD surgeries of all sorts terrify me
#just the idea that he's going to go through that makes my heart stop.
#I've been having nonstop nightmares since i saw an unusual shape in his eyes
#he's playing and eating well so i shouldn't be worried but if something happens to him
#I'll die. i can't survive this. i love him so much. i can't even stand to think of the pain he'll go through during the recovery
#i hate seeing him hurt he's the sweetest sweetest sweetest boy
#he's just as affectionate as his brother but he's just more scared. but in the rare moments he feels at peace
#he becomes the cuddliest most affectionate sweetest boy
#ohh I'm crying. i looked it up and complications are rare and this operation is successful almost all the time but
#i have so much anxiety
#:(((((((((
#another bummer is that between the surgery and all the antibiotics I've been treating his eyes with
#I'm quickly running out of money
#and i know that's a very selfish thought to have but i worry about money a lot
#their previous fosters have been kind enough to send me lots of supplies and medicine for them so I'm making do
#he's fine rn :) playing with his brother and climbing around and stuff
#sunlight
#shams
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