#and i know that

[softiedingo]

It still irritates the hell out of me how well Sylvie seems to have accepted Loki's absence. I mean, come on, Loki SACRIFICED himself so that in the end she could come back and live her happy life the way she wanted. But in this scene she seems to be talking about the fucking wind, they ruined her so much in this second season.

While Mobius seems SAD AS HELL. ALONE in a new life that he still doesn't know how to deal with and that he didn't ask for, without the presence of the person he liked most. He looks so devastated, like someone came and destroyed his favorite jetski, when in fact the only thing destroyed was his and Loki's chance to ride that damn jetski TOGETHER.

#loki season 2 #loki spoilers #loki series #loki season two #loki #mobius #sylvie #lokius #sophia di martino #tom hiddleston #owen wilson #what a sad fucking end guys #sylvie deserved a better development this season #instead of being turned into a damn bitch #loki and mobius DESERVED a happy ending riding on that jetski #i'll never forgive you for this marvel #and i may not have made it clear enough i apologize for that #but yeah loki sacrificed himself for everyone and not just for mobius and sylvie #and i know that #;))

[brain-rot-central]

I am practically begging for people to actually play an AA run before critiquing (bordering harassing) to the extent that they do. If you don't like it that's fine but to those who vehemently go to bat trying to argue against it/those who enjoy the story... maybe play it first rather than watching snippets on tiktok for context!

To be fair, I understand why the AA ending has so much controversy surrounding it. It's intense, and it's intense right out the gate. Baby boy is having grandiose visions of power now that he's free and demands you sacrifice your mortality as the only way to prove your love and loyalty to him. This is mere minutes/hours after ascending. He's essentially suffering from an extreme episode of mania.

And, rightfully so, that makes people uncomfortable. AA is uncomfortable. He's supposed to be uncomfortable. And personally that's why I love him. To me it's interesting to ponder the psychology behind AA. His entire breakup monologue (the actual breakup and the convo after) is him using doublespeak, something that Spawn Astarion does at various points throughout the game, as well. Because AA is Spawn A, just all of his worst qualities intensified.

AA to me is Astarion falling further behind the mask while placing impenetrable concrete walls around any and all parts of his vulnerability. If you confront him by saying he's just like Cazador (a subject he was already touchy about before), he lashes out and ends the relationship as opposed to talking about it, pretty much because he can't handle the emotional energy it would take to have that conversation. He would have to show vulnerability to you, which, now that he's the big bad vampire ascendant, he has no weaknesses! He's the best! No one can hurt or kill him!!!

It's a grandiose delusion that will fade into a hum as time goes on. And he will inevitably be left with nothing but his riches and his thoughts. Could take a year, could take the rest of eternity. But it will eventually happen. He will eventually be forced to face the ghosts of his past. You can only run so far before everything catches up to you.

#neech's speeches #astarion #ascended astarion #I love AA #i will die on the hill of loving AA proudly #but bby boy ain't right #and i know that #and i think it's very practical to acknowledge that but still also support such an ending

[eluxcastar]

I said earlier I wish I had a way to split myself into several autonomous pieces, realised I was talking about segments, and then realised why Dottore got so annoyed at them when I realised they would be no more productive than I am they'd just be equally as inclined to procrastinate and get nothing done and have all my bad habits

I understand it. If I was Omega, I would've killed those guys with hammers too

#☆ — riri says. #because I'd be INSUFFERABLE #and I know that #dottore #il dottore #genshin impact #genshin

[striving-artist]

If I’ve decided that I hate one of the colors in my temperature blanket, but it has already been used. Do I continue? Do I frog back one row to catch that one, but not the row that’s back by eight? Or do I leave it, and just never use that one again? I’ll have to readjust the ranges and not think too hard about the first week being Wrong, but no frogging. Or am I compulsive fool and it won’t be obvious once I have more than these first days done so I should continue with the plan?

#yarnblr #I am a perfectionist #and I know that #I have frogged 200yds #because I slipped the ceneter alignment #I have thrown out entire batches of baked goods #because they were ugly compared to the rest #I guess the last option is to start again from the beginning with the new range #it’s only 10 rows total #so… *does math* #it’s only 3960 stitches

[dumbponyboykinnie]

I WANNA SHAVE MY HEAD SO BAD PLEASE SOMEONE TALK ME OUT OF THIS DECISION

#and i know that #bald guys look ugly but #i still wanna do it #sorry if you read this #shitpost

[delivish]

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#tfw when you wanna talk shit SO badly about something #and. i won't because ultimately it's just a petty annoyance #and i KNOW that #but god. GOD #*insert guy needing to cough meme* #-//------------ #but like WHY though lmaoooooooooo

[skinreflectsthesun]

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#my mom definitely tried to make me feel bad about going on my trip #saying how I have a kid and I’m married #and I shouldn’t be traipsing around the place #which is silly #and I know that #but yanno eldest daughter guilt #and then #of course mom guilt #my husband told me to not think about that and to have a good time #it’s just hard not to #but I’m gonna give it my best shot #and they’ll be fine without me #it’s just till Sunday

[beelzzzebub]

i want to cut my hair so bad right now. i know that is a terrible impulsive idea. but i've never cut my own hair. i want to do it. i feel it calling out to me. somebody help.

#gahhhh #i'm not gonna #it's a bad idea #but i want toooooo #i just wanna fuck around and change shit #i think i just need to feel that that change wouldn't matter #like if i cut my hair off it doesn't matter #because it grows back #of course i'd regret it #and i know that #but right now i'm just craving that feeling of just DOING SOMETHING #boink #idk

[dyrewrites]

Reading over naughty scenes I've written and whispering to myself, "I hope this is actually sexy and I'm not just a fuckin' freak."

#it is a consistent concern #because i am a fuckin' freak #and i know that #but i hope what i am writing titillates instead of terrifies #because this isn't for the horror #>.> #writing rambles

[system-of-a-feather]

partially (mainly) for myself but

XIV's How to Not Commit Violent Crimes Checklist:

Grab your damn guitar you dramatic violent anger issues fuck

Go on a run or the gym you little shit

Literally just breath for 2 milliseconds

Turn on Tim Henson and Polyphia unplugged videos shits FINE

Charles Bethroud is also good if for whatever weird reason you dont want Tim Henson for SOME reason

You are ONLY allowed to listen to violent and aggressive music while venting either privately, to the blog, or another system member that Does Not Have This Issues As Well (Ray is okay 95% even though he SOMETIMES does)

Literally touch grass

Go play DMC or Cyberpunk

DO NOT vent to someone who is not actively in the specific current moment invited it because they likely will get stressed out by the high intensity you get and/or feed into it which is not wanted as this would 9/10 do nothing but further it

Literally just play your fucking guitar, go to the gym, and play a video game calm the fuck down you dramatic fuck

Also look at this image anytime you start getting heated

#alter: xiv #really really really having to write a list of my coping mechanisms #cause damn #im having an episode #vent #vent tw #coping mechanisms #Worst thing is I could REALLY go for a meditative drive but I also know I am in no mental state to be driving #and I know that

[yikes077]

Man I’ve got to stop simping for fictional, unattenable men. I’m going to be alone for so long

#i mean holy shit #and they aren’t unattainable bc they’re fictional #even if they were really they’d never pick me #and i know that #but god damn it #fictional characters #fiction #fan fiction #kiribaku #vox

[dyingnights]

explaining to my friend of 5 years that as much as i love them i have an intense fear of letting people into my apartment and that includes them

#like its not like they'd do anything but sleep #and i KNOW THAT #but its someone in my space

[pbpsbff]

i hope that people know if i reblog something spideypool related i am not talking about mcu spiderman because that's what majority of my account is about and the occasional outlier might be concerning

#like he is a child okay #and i know that #think andrew garfield or smth idk #or comics #spiderverse exists for my tumblr's convenience

[auzzyashpjo]

Have some art of Apollo right before he went to kill Python

Also I made this in regards of PJO but if you want to think of it greek-mythology wise, go ahead. Also if you want to use it in edits or anything please ask and give credits!!

The quality got all messed up I am so angry. UUUURRRGHHH. Anyways yeah take the art. I am a beginner artist sooo yeah it sucks sry. Also I spent like two days on this and pulled an allnighter for it, so it better not flop.

#Apollogists #ToA #ToA fanart #Trials of Apollo fanart #art #beginner artist #apollo art #greek mythology Apollo #Apollo (percy jackson) #Apollo #lester papadopoulos #I pulled an all nighter #for this #lololol #Just for the quality to mess up at the last second #whatever I'm too tired to find a way to fix it #if anyone knows how to fix the quality let me know pls #also don't ask about the shading #it makes know sense #and I know that #but whatever #don't bully me #I'm a beginner artist it's shitty I know #just let me have this one thing OK??? #*siiiiggghh* #Phython #Young Apollo #Kid Apollo #Baby Apollo #Apollo is cool

[strangleetomz]

sometimes i wish people could properly understand why i apologize for falling asleep before or during a conversation

#‘its okay’ no it isnt #its not okay #because if i fell asleep before talking to you that means i missed out on talking to you #and now ive talked to you less than i want to #and i barely get to talk to you as is #so ‘its okay theres next time / right now’ yeah but i missed THAT TIME #and then what if they end up not replying until the day later? #i have to go so long without talking to one of my favorite people #and then that ruins my whole mood because its that theyre one of the few people who actually keep me happy #and are the reason im still getting through this shit #so what am i supposed to do going what would be practically 2 days without talking to that person?? #its not their fault #it isnt mine but it feels like its mine #because i know i couldve stayed up #if i would if sat up instead of laying down #took the blankets off so i wasnt warm and comfortable #i’d be freezing and uncomfortable so i wouldnt be able to fall asleep #and i know that #but i stayed comfortable anyway #so that makes it my fault

[punkstylerecovery]

I got up the guts to talk to one of my sisters the other day and tell her I thought my dad had been abusive over the years. This was in connection to a conversation we were having about him putting me down for being disabled, which she had brushed off as a joke.

I thought maybe this was an opportunity to talk more in depth about my issues with him, some of which I knew she shared. I was fucking scared, for a lot of reasons, but I didn't expect her to straight up deny him ever being anything close to abusive and shut down the conversation.

What the fuck are you supposed to do with that? I thought she'd question it, sure, then I could bring up examples, but to just deny it and shut it down? I don't know what to do with that.

#punkstyle #like #i know people talk about how when you're dealing with abusive 'family' members #you'll lose family #or family members will be unsupportive #and i KNOW that #i have certain people i KNOW im going to lose #and i knew she'd be tough #but i figured once i got up the guts to talk to her abt it #i could bring up the examples #of all the stuff we've been through #that he's put her through #put me through #put ALL of us through #and she'd be like 'yeah ok i get what you're talking abt' #even if she didn't exactly agree #but this. #she's just like 'forgive him its tough but it doesn't matter' #this fucking hurts #and i don't know #how to deal with it #like fuck #abuse recovery #trauma recovery #ok to reblog #always open to advice or like #just a 'hang in there' T_T #'cause im always strugglin lol