#i am not kidding if i'm not dissociating or distracting myself i'll just daydream about basil. That's literally how i spend most of my days.

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Laughed out loud to myself for like 10min because my mom got me a therapy appointment for in a few days and. Some of the main reasons I cry myself to sleep so often are Sunny kin related HAHAGSAKJ

#i'm obviously not gonna say that to a therapist but it's gonna be funny tryina explain why i think about a fictional character like. #75% of the time maybe #i am not kidding if i'm not dissociating or distracting myself i'll just daydream about basil. That's literally how i spend most of my days. #'so you see i have a huge crush on that fictional flower guy' my man that does not even BEGIN to describe how obsessed i am with him. #and it's kind of unhealthy and weird and gives me not-so-safe thoughts so i know i should probably mention it eventually #I'M GONNA SOUND LIKE A DISCORD MOD...... HELP............ #sunny #it's really funny to me but also im kind of terrified about it hahskahs #cause how am i supposed to talk about my obsession issues without mentioning him. like yeah there's real people obviously but YOU SEE- #THEY HAVE THAT ONE THING IN COMMON-- #cries