#i did spend like ages idk 7-17 unbearably not cool

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🐱 you’re cool and young and know yourself which is definitely a bit intimidating! wish i’d had it together like you do in my early 20s.

ALDHSKHDSKHDKS me having it together i Laugh

i guess i do somewhat Now but the six months of unemployment + moving back in w my parents bc i completely changed my life plan at the last minute after 6 years of thinking that was my route… yeah. you’re right though, i do feel like i know myself which is kinda crazy to think abt now?? and i hadn’t really thought abt/realized that before. sometimes u need to go soul searching for your personal definition of success and happiness and purpose at 21 while having like daily micro breakdowns abt it to come out the other side way better off

this is so very sweet of u tho anon!!! and i’m Certain u r very cool and put together

#i did spend like ages idk 7-17 unbearably not cool #sometimes u come out at age 11 and that irrevocably changes the way u experience the world #ask #ask meme #truly tho ask any of my friends at ANY point in 2023 if i had it together #and they’d be like lol eve? eve who we have to do weekly check in calls with? eve who is on the struggle bus? #actually no the week after i got into a phd program but before i started second guessing myself . they would’ve said i had it together then