#i don't want to go to school and be obliterated with taunting gazes and giggles hardly hidden

[bugbxyjunk]

words cant explain how much i don't want to go to school

#i don't want to go to school and be obliterated with taunting gazes and giggles hardly hidden #i don't want to go to school to have silent day long panic attacks as i try not yo break out sobbing in gym class #i don't want yo go to school and have my only relief be a 20 second stretch of time where i can walk without someone in front of me #i don't want to go to school and have every little thing i do be scrutinized by immature little kids #i don't want to go yo school and be terrified to ask to go to the bathroom because someone is going to laugh or giggle or whisper at the way #i talk #or act #or exist #i don't know what i did to make all these people hate me so much #i don't know why everything i do makes everyone so unfathomably upset that they cant stand looking at me #i don't know what i did wrong #i don't want to go to school and be the but of every joke #i despise them all #i don't understand #bugs junk #vent #rant