#i dont know i dont KNOWWWW i'm just. emo rn? it's been a weird day anyways and literally JUST found out

[lfcrobbo]

worst part abt being a student is people constantly LEAVING to do OTHER THINGS

#:( #going to feel sorry for myself for just a couple of minutes and then get over myself so bear with me: #listen i'm NOT going to pretend like i dont have any friends bc i DO and i know that and i love them etc #but it also CONSTANTLY feels like. whenever i make new friends (like ACTUAL friends like Hey! You're my Friend! friends and not just #acquaintances) #it's always someone that SUDDENLY gets into school somewhere else or gets a job and LEAVES and i'm like. oh okay! bye then! #and like we're still FRIENDS but we're now just. friends who see each other maybe twice a year #and of course seeing them at all is LOVELY but sometimes it does feel like. all my friends are friends that i just see twice a year...... #like several of my friends have told me 'oh i appreciate your friendship so much bc it's so easy and natural even if it's been ages since #we've talked'' #and like YEAH that's nice but!!! not when EVERYONE says that???? #i dont know i dont KNOWWWW i'm just. emo rn? it's been a weird day anyways and literally JUST found out #that one of my friends (that i only really became friends with this year) is leaving town on SUNDAY? so yeah. uh. idk #idk it. triggered something i guess #:) im FINE im just. yeah #marth.txt