#i dont know what theyll do with my fresh self harm marks

[shimp-heaven]

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#i will be hospitalized sometime this afternoon #ive never been before #if you have and want to share please do #i dont think theyll let me have my phone so if you see this late and i dont reply im just admitted #i hope they let me have a plushie #my gf has been taking care of me but she has work tomorrow #and i dont think i can be left alone #im kind of scared #i dont know what theyll do with my fresh self harm marks #i hope i get my own room #i know theyll probably have someone watching me #that scares me #i just hope they let me draw or color #maybe even watch tv or youtube #libby says its the best option for me #that they can help me #i dont know.