#i dont wanna do it. i wanna stay at home amd play video game. bc im a wuss

[thedogsleg]

I need to be CAKE's top listener. I need it. But i only listen to music like 5 hours a day. Even if its all CAKE im still fucked.

#can u belive my comute is such a way that its only like an hour of travel each way #but i have to factor in just WAITING for over an hour each way on top of it. insane. #me op #i dunno if i can handle tomorow. i could handle going in #but going in and being there ALL DAY AND THEN waiting and waiting to come home and then and then #i really am a bitch. people in this world have full time jobs. and i cant travel to go draw pictures bc train 2 dirty 🥺 #KILL YOURSELF. #also i was so fucking cold all day. like. the kind where ive been in the house for 4 hours and Im still cold. #like into my ribs into my organs cold. how. #whatever. we continue. #i dont wanna do it. i wanna stay at home amd play video game. bc im a wuss #dude its so dirty. its even like. i could go in on wednesday. id AANT to even. i know that. so i should go tomorow so i can #like apreciate it. but train dirty and hands dirty and people dirty and dirty dirty dirty #im so sick of it. im so sick of it. ash is on new meds. i cant take meds bc the OCD says theyre evil #but then the evil is UGHH. AND I CANT EVEN SYA THAT BC THE OCD IS RIGHT #IM NOT ALLOWED TO FUCKING DISSAGREE GRRR BARK BARK #I WISH I WAS COW I WISH I COULD KICK AND BITE LIKE AN ANIMAL I WISH I LIVED IN THE BEFORE TIMES AND JUST BECAME A MURFER INSTEAD #FUCKKKK #kinda got away from ther original post there. oops.