#i dont want to think HEY YOU SHOULD MAKE YOURSELF PUKE YOU FAT DISGUSTING FUCK over and over again but HERE I AM

[demonicdeviation]

ive been going through it mentally lately and currently I’m trying to keep myself from relapsing 

#Ascelin rambles #i wish my brain would shut up #i dont want to think HEY YOU SHOULD MAKE YOURSELF PUKE YOU FAT DISGUSTING FUCK over and over again but HERE I AM #ugh