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gunstellations · 3 months
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In the world I love
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bobabeppy · 4 months
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Basic information
Hi !!! I'm Luka, but I've got various other names (Including, but not limited to Lucio, Bep, Luc, and Mouse!). No need for formalities or anything, not exactly a serious account here.
I use he/him. Please refrain from using any other pronouns for me, especially she or they.
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Socials!
Bobabeppy on twitter
Beppythebeppersons on insta
Beppythebepperson on Ao3
My discord is dazaikinniest---don't be afraid to friend me without asking! Of course, i'll probably have to ask who you are when you do. -------------------------
Fandoms, etc
My main fandoms are Bungo Stray Dogs, Pokemon, and The Case Study of Vanitas.
Other fandoms I'm in that I may not post about a lot are Twisted Wonderland, Durarara, TBHK, Sk8 the Infinity, Project Sekai, Genshin (a teensy bit), Sally Face, and many others.
Not frequent fandoms, but ones I'm in and enjoy the shows are Kemono Jihen, Haikyuu, Bleach, Angels of Death, Sonic, and Children of the Whales.
Ships I may post about are soukoku, kunizai, siglai, vanoe, and probably others. If you're uncomfortable or offended by these, please either ignore the posts or move on from my account.
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Byis
I am extremely tone deaf!! Please use tone indicators, and do tell me if my tone ever comes off as rude, for I often can't tell.
I do not like sigzai. I will not block you for it, and of course I won't attack you or anything about it, but do keep this in mind when interacting with me.
Venting (specifically at me in personal messages. not in general posts) without asking makes me uncomfortable. Please don't.
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Dnis
Basic dnis (pedos, proshippers, racist/homophobic people etc.)
Akutagawa and dazai shippers. get out. I dont want you here.
Any other ships like that, such as moridazai, odazai, etc. They make me uncomfortable. I dont like them and I will not argue with you about them. Dazatsu shippers you are bordering the dni.
People who make those ableist bsd jokes. Yeah i fucking see u guys. if you joke about how jouno/tachihara went blind, or how kunikida lost his hands, get OUT. (the only exception is if you've experienced it yourself and it's a joke for coping reasons.)
People who fatshame or make jokes about people being too under/overweight. You're not welcome here.
People who purposely mis-use tone indicators.
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Links!
https://github.com/CurliestMouse
https://en.pronouns.page/@Beppythebeppers
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memethebum · 6 months
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What are your other fandoms/OTPs? 😊
Hmmm this one is a lil’ bit of a toughly since I’m a lurker in a bunch of fandoms lol
Ig the #1 after SE would be
-Inuyasha/Inukag
Inukag used to be my #1 anime ship (until SoMa took that spot lol) and believe it or not SE isn’t even my fav anime the anime is still tied with Naruto as my #1
(The fandom seems fun, although it does look more NSFW oriented from what I’ve seen and I’m too ace for that shit so I haven’t been compelled to be as active in it still got a wip I might post for these two dorks tho lol)
-Bleach/Ichiruki
Now this one. This one right here. It makes me feel so many things like damn SHE CLEARED HIS RAIN YALL WHAT DONT YOU GET. I’d say the ship is the most maturest one out of this list, but yea been a fandom lurker for Bleach for a long while now and it’s pretty fun (other than the ship wars lol)
Also posted a ichiruki drabble a while ago
-Noragami/Yatori
This fandom feels a lot like the SE fandom (I have no idea why but it does lol) but um yea these two make me swoon a lot and I’m really REALLY manifesting a happy ending for them 🕯️🕯️🕯️
-Miraculous Ladybug/Ladynoir
Ok so this isn’t even anime but I’ve kinda reverted back to my MLB phase and ughhhh ladynoir just feels so much like SoMa. Chat Noir reassuring LB, partners to lovers, the bantering 👌🏽
Will say the fandom intimidates tf outta me bc it’s so big but I’ve got a ongoing fic for it bc the show just wasn’t doing it for me anymore
Honorable Mentions:
Naruto/Narsasu
Dr. Stone/Sengen
Dr.Stone/senkuxkohaku (idk their ship name lol)
Vanitas No Carte/Vanoe
Trigun/Vashwood
Trigun/Vashmeryl
Mob Psycho
Fullmetal Alchemist
Golden Kamuy (UNDERRATED AF)
Yu Yu Hakusho
Vinland Saga
Anyways I hope you enjoyed the word vomit anon!!
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hungergames-fanfic · 5 years
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Sleep My Little Dora
To make sure no one steals our horses or carriage daddy pays a local man to keep watch. Cause the stew pot is hot and momma Bilmin carries the basket of bread up the flights of stairs, it's my job to run up before them to open the exit door. Down the hallway, sounds of children crying and faint yelling can be heard through the walls. When we get to the Oxoro's door, I can hear the sounds of gunshots. They're watching television, most likely an illegal film. Movies of any kind aren't allowed unless they’re filmed from home or shown on one of the government approved channels.
Eddy opens the door by just a crack. He peeks out and I'm the first he focuses his eyes on. My cheeks feel warm. Spotting daddy he opens the door wide and steps aside. In here, normally empty, it's full of people who turn away from the television to see who it is. On the sofa sit Mr Oxoro, a woman and another man. On the floor is Vano, outside the window is Omarion talking to someone out of view, i assume it’s Felix. Next to him, with her foot inside is a girl that catches my eye.
At first she looks like a boy. Fluffy short hair sticks out the front of her backwards hat, she wears a big green shirt and black shorts. Her socks too big for her skinny ankles, they fall loosely off her foot.
Mr Oxoro stands up once he sees daddy and helps momma Bilmin with the basket. He welcomes us in the house and introduces us to everyone. When he says my name everyone turns to look at my arm. Including Felix who peeks in. I'm guessing they know about what happened.
"That's my sister Jenae, her husband Otto", Mr Oxoro points, "eldest you've met Vano, that at the window is Jocabeth and", he chuckles, "the little one is Abie". From the small hallway a girl sticks her head out the Oxoro sons room. "You go on Isadora", Mr Oxoro says to me, "boy been excited to see you". This brings out a big smile on my face.
In the room, across from the door, Efrain lays in his bed. He smiles wide and calls me to go closer. "It's okay, Eddy made sure to clean everythin' up and i got my shots", regardless of what he says, I still run and give him the biggest hug. "Oof", he goes and chuckles.
"Efrain!" I yelp, "so much has happened, so much i wanna tell you", I chant happily. He chuckles and looks at my cast. "I bet", he says.
I spill the second I sit on the middle bed, Felix's. I tell Efrain about being so alone during lunch and after school. How I tried to be better friends with Wendy and the other kids we play with when I come over, but none were as fun to be around. I tell him how one day I had an extra piece of bread and spotted Ari sitting all alone. "Ari?", he asks. "Yeah, Arielle", "Arielle!?", Efrain exclaims with his eyes wide. Excitedly I tell him about all the fun that I've had with her. How every day in lunch and after school we spend time together. How at home we always play games or play outside with the animals. I don’t admit we play dolls the most. I laugh when I tell him about getting lost in the shopping center in Littleburg, taking a bath with her and then working in the farm as punishment. I tell him about being in trouble for lying, having to work in the farm as punishment and getting injured riding Milk. I also mention taking Ari home before coming here but I never tell him about the kisses.The one she gave me the other night and the one I gave her this afternoon. Secrets I plan to keep forever.
With a big smile on his face Efrain talks about how glad he is that Ari and me are friends, how excited he is to talk with her when he goes back to school and playing around in my house. I've also decided not to mention how much she doesn't like him.
"Ya'll sound like Vano and Bethy. Girls, girls, girls, i'm tired of it, so can we please finish watchin’ Lizard Sphere A", Abie snaps and rolls her eyes at us. Efrain and I laugh but neither pays attention to the animated show, instead he shows me all the drawings he's drawn while in bed rest.
While he shows me some really cool ones of me and him being space men and Abie choking in the background, I can't help but to stare at him the same way I did to Ari earlier. Last I saw him, Efrain's wasn’t this skinny. He practically resembles Ari, whom he used to be a little bigger-than. He's also a lot more pale and sickly like his momma. His eyes are sunken and his cheekbones stick out. He looks like he's at the verge of death with only a smile keeping him alive.
"Y'all come eat", Jocabeth says at the door. She leans in with a bored look on her face, like nothing is cool enough for her. For a split second, I wish I was her. I stare at my light orange dress, my frilly, itchy socks and white, shiny belted shoes. I pull on a curl that already rests on my hand, how I wish I were as comfortable as her. In the living room, I stare at her nonstop taking in her personality. Everyone laughs at everything she says, eating a piece of cooked lettuce from her soup with her hands, burping as loud as she wants, joking and laughing so care free. If I ever ate with my hands and burped that loud i'd be in trouble. I wish I was funny too.
While we all enjoy momma Bilmin’s cooking, the adults talk amongst themselves, they mention the cost of living and how the president doesn't care about us. This catches my attention.
"Some bloke started a union a few months ago, found'em dead in a ditch and a lot of folk got fired. They ain't waste a second though, next day the factory was full of new workers", Eddy says. He looks irritated and waves his arms with annoyance.
"It's like we brought bad luck or some", Jenae ways touching her forehead. She looks upset.
"Naw auntie, there was rumors 'bout this from the start. I'm just worried 'bout findin' another job", Eddy says thoughtful.
"I'm in need of some hands", daddy speaks up with a shrug, "c'mon Asmel, I've told you this", daddy turns to Mr Oxoro.
The conversation goes on and on until everyone agrees that Eddy and Vano start working for daddy from now on. Apparently Mr Oxoro's sister and family were kicked out of their home from a shark? Now they live here and will be staying until they get the money to move out. Daddy invites Mr Otto to work in our ranch too but he jokes that he's one of the new workers in the meat factory. Mrs Jenae claims she cares for Mrs Oxoro and the kids. In a way, it makes me happy to hear someone is here to care for my best friend.
After dinner we all sit in front of the television. Blowing a bubble with her gum, Jocabeth puts a movie in the VCR. "A classic", Mr Oxoro says hugging his wife who's wheelchair has been rolled right next to him. On her lap sits Efrain snuggling with her arm and next to momma Bilmin, I hold her hand and watch, occasionally turning my gaze out the window. There Felix, Eddy, Omarion, Vano and Jocabeth joke about. I wish I was old enough to hang out with them.
The movie starts off in a dessert, how humanity has decayed and withered except for a couple of people living like ferals. They fight for food and water, some even fight for money. Those wanting to be rich steal from those already poor and hungry, "not far from the truth", Mr Oxoro says. Just as I fully invest myself into the movie my thumb reminds me of all the times I bumped my hand on to something. I try to keep the pain to myself but its not until I can't ignore it that I speak up. Daddy uses this as an excuse to go home, says my pain medication has worn off and he forgot it. Jenae, who's been eyeing daddy all night is the first to hug us goodbye. She bumps into my hand. I'd shriek, drop and die but I don't want the older kids to think i'm a wuss. Instead I hold on to the tears in until we leave the apartment.
On the way home I silently cry so much I fall asleep only to wake up when I feel my hand hit the bed. Daddy's carried me inside, taken off my socks and gives me kiss before he leaves. I don't know for how long I sleep until I'm woken up again.
The lights in my room are turned on, I shut my eyes tight and cover my face with my arm. Someone slaps my hand off my face, forcing me to look at them.
"What is this I hear bout you kissin' girls?", momma snaps at me. "That. Is. Disgusting. You hear me? Where have you seen women kissin' other women?" She raises her voice angrily. Momma Bilmin, woken up, comes out her room and into mines. Momma explains to her how I kissed Ari on the lips just this afternoon. She says it grossed out as if I had stepped on poop and got in bed.
"She ain't hurtin' nobody!", momma Bilmin snaps at momma. Daddy walks in my room too, he stands in between them just as momma Bilmin tries to get in momma’s face. My warm tears quietly roll down my face just like they did on the way home, only now the pain is in my chest. I've never made momma this mad before. She ain't ever yell at me this loud either.
"No, no, no!", momma yells pushing daddy’s arm away and turns to me. "I don't wanna see that little red head in my house ever again, you hear me?" She connects her thumbs with her index fingers, making her point. "I don't wanna see or hear bout you kissin' girls, Dora! When? Where has she seen any of this? Sure as hell not from me!", she screams and walks out the room still scolding me from the hallway. Daddy shoots me a look of worry and goes after momma. The rest of the night I sleep in momma Bilmin's room. She combs my hair with her fingers, sings a lullaby and assures me there's nothing wrong with liking who I like. Still, I cry until I've fallen back asleep with only one thought in mind. Liking girls is not normal, it's gross. Momma said so.
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hungergames-fanfic · 5 years
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Brownie, no!
I sit in the shade on the back door step poking a dead, black and orange fuzzy worm. There’s a breeze hitting every second, blowing my hair back and forth. Chickens cluck and buck in their pen, goats and cows bleat every now and then. It’s sunny with a couple of gray clouds in the sky. At the distance I can hear daddy hammer a fence. Meanwhile, Vano walks with Brownie into the farm house, Sasha hums to herself while playing with a chick near the chicken coop and in the kitchen, momma Bilmin talks to Eddy.
“That’ll be one sack of fifty pounds of flour”, momma Bilmin says. “One sack of ten pounds of beans, preferably the pintos. Lastly, it’ll be two sacks of fifty pounds of rice, now repeat it so i know you got it”, she tests him. There’s a silence before he starts stuttering.
“Here”, momma Bimin says after a minute. “I wrote it down, please don’t forget on your way back, behind the Bullseye, a mile into Littleburg is a blue vegetable tent, talk to Gerson and tell him I sent you for my order, he should believe you cause you gon take the carriage, if he don’t, tell him it's on him if he wanna let people starve.” Eddy chuckles.
“Okay girlies, come on”, she says coming out the back door and hands me a book about plants that I left on the table. “Thank you, momma.”
This morning, when momma woke me up for school I reminded myself that I have no friends. Efrain still ain’t back and i’m not on speaking terms with Ari no more. This made me sad and I started crying. Momma thought my thumb was hurting so she talked daddy into letting me stay. So far, even though i’m bored i’m having a lot more fun than I would at school.
Next to the house are four rows of sixteen garden plots. Beyond that is a bushy, flowery section growing on its own, surrounding an old broken down wagon. On it is the biggest beehive i’ve ever seen. Then again I’ve ain’t seen another anywhere else, but it’s still pretty big.
On the first row momma Bilmin grows potatoes, tomatoes and squash. “It says here that potatoes originate from an old country named Peru”, i say out loud only for momma Bilmin to shush me. She looks around for a moment and goes back to picking tomatoes. I forget it's punisheable to talk about the submerged countries, before world war three or anything that isn’t Panem. I keep the facts to myself.
While momma Bilming and Sasha harvest, I enjoy the perks of a broken thumb. At the side of the house, hiding from the hot sun, I flip through the pages reading about those we grow here on our very own garden. The pictures on the book show perfect fruit and vegetables compared to our discolored, dented and weirdly shaped ones. The fact that tomato’s a fruit cause its seeds grow inside of it makes me laugh. Fruit is supposed to be sweet and delicious, tomatoes are not.
It’s not long until I'm bored with facts of cabbages, watermelon, strawberries and peppers, so i flip page after age until the pretty color of yellows, greens and reds catch my attention. “Mangos were grown in India over five thousand years ago. It is believed that Buddha meditated under the cool shade of mango trees”, who’s Buddha? I fold the corner of the page so I don’t forget to look them up later. “Although the inside of this fruit is rich and delicious, the outer skin, bark and leaves contain the same toxic substance found in poison ivy, urushiol.” I’ve never tasted a mango before, but I have eaten berries and momma Bilmin says they can be toxic depending on their color. I wonder if anything growing in the garden near the beehive is toxic.
I’m deep in a paragraph reading on the toxicity of white sap in plants when Sasha calls my name. Excitedly, she jumps and takes something from momma Bilmin’s hands in order to show me. It’s a weirdly shaped tomato that looks like five morphing into one. On further inspection it looks like a butterfly. In awe, just like Sasha, I take the tomato and run towards the chicken coop. I can’t hear daddy hammering no more so i look around. He’s not in the goat pen, pig pen or horse stable.
In the barn house, he and Vano stand next to Brownie, a cow I’ve fed, milked, and brushed since a long time ago. I know its her cause she has an egg shaped white spot in between her eyes. I walk towards them excited to show off the butterfly shaped tomato momma Bilmin found. With a funny looking metal object in hand, daddy points it at Brownie’s head. A loud click and suddenly her legs give in, she folds both limp yet stiff, twitching really fast. She’s dead. Why?
“Why!?”, I scream at daddy. Vano jumps back, hand on his chest he yelps and walks backwards. His foot goes in a bucket of water and he trips, breaking it. Just as daddy turns to me with that look on his face that says he’s about to yell, without thinking it through, I fling the tomato. It lands square on his chest. I don’t wait for him to scream at me before I run back inside the house.
Throwing myself in bed I cry loudly into my pillow. I hate daddy so much right now! How could he do this? Why would he do this? So we can eat her? I’m never eating meat again! Never ever in my life! Brownie was mine and she was my favorite! She would sniff my ear and nibble on the palm of my hand, she would run after rubber wheels and always jumped so happy when I showed them to her!
Daddy walks in my room and sits next to me. He tries to rub my back but i'm so mad at him I sit up just so he won't touch me no more. I look at him wishing I could say how much I hate him without getting whooped. He takes off his cowboy hat and makes one of his braids dance while scratching his stupid head. He sighs. “That wasn’t Brownie, was it?”
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